A Mate For The Last Lycan-Chapter 205: THEIR FEELINGS

The baby was the only tie that he had to Killian. The baby was the last remaining piece of him, the shred of his shadow, the only thing that was part of him. Nycta might as well die if she lost the baby.

And the history was not so great, knowing how many babies that he had lost when Rimera failed to deliver them all.

He hated the fact that he might lost this one too. frёewebnoѵel.ƈo๓

The regret was getting so strong day by day, he couldn’t stop thinking of their last moment together. How he didn’t say anything and let him think that he hated him, that he was mad at him.

Yes, he was enraged. He found out that they were unfaithful to him, but then it was not the last thing that he wanted him to know. He didn’t want that to be their last moment together.

"How could you say that?" Nycta was trembling. She looked at Dacre in disbelief after what he said. The anger and resentment rose like a bile in her throat. She willed herself not to cry.

"You betrayed me, Nycta and you threatened me with the baby," Dacre replied. He looked at his young mate, she looked haggard, she was pale and you could tell how much she had been suffering for the past few days.

There was part of him that still cared about her, wanted to reach out and hug her, told her that everything would be alright, that he was still grieving, but he would come around, he only needed time, but there was part of him, who couldn’t care less about what she felt. She was dead to him.

"What should I do to make you forgive me?" Nycta gritted her teeth. She was hyperventilating now and sure enough this wouldn’t look good for the baby. "I threaten you because I was very upset. You couldn’t understand how I felt those past few weeks. Those weeks were torture for me."

"And the first thing you did, you turned around and fucked him."

"I didn’t mean it in that way... I..." Rose lost for words, she balled her fist until her fingers stabbed her palms. She didn’t want to look pathetic, why would this her fault alone? Why he punished her like this? "I slept with him before. I slept with him so I can conceive his child for you! It’s not like I have never slept with him! I slept with the same person, whose seed is in my womb!"

Desperation turned into anger and Rose couldn’t hold it back any longer. The way Dacre ignored her hurt more than anything. She would rather have him screamed at her, cussed her out or even slapped her, but this silence was terrifying. It killed her slowly.

And then came the outburst.

"I did everything for you! I conceive someone else’s child. You shared me with your lover and then you left with my sister that clearly wanted to climb on your bed! Have you stopped for a second to think about how I am feeling?! You only cared about how you felt, but my feeling is never mattered, right?!"

"Nycta..." Dacre was startled by her anger. Instinctively, he stretched out his hand to hold her, because she looked like she was going to fall apart.

But, Nycta swatted his hand viciously. She glowered at him, she resented him. "You are angry with me not because I slept with him, right?" She narrowed her eyes and then everything became crystal clear for her. She had been denying this, because she feared it was the truth, but then how could she run away from the fact? "You are angry with me because he slept with me."

That was the same thing, but had different meaning entirely. It changed everything. And Nycta could see it in Dacre’s eyes.

And the next thing that Nycta did was something that Dacre didn’t expect at all. His queen was young and reckless, he should have seen this coming when he pushed her too far. She was not as calculative as Rose, Nycta was driven by her feeling. Her decision to sleep with Killian to get back at Dacre was the proof of that.

"I, Nycta Amidas, reject you as my mate, may our bond severe for good."

***

"Let me help you," Rose said, she took the bag from Logan’s hand and then started to help him packing his thing, while the alpha said nothing.

For a moment, there was a long silence between them, as they busied themselves with their own task.

"I didn’t have any relationship with the king. I advised him and nothing else," Rose said without even batting an eye. "No matter what, the king is my sister’s mate. I love my sister. I will never do something like that to her."

Logan still didn’t respond to that, but he stopped what he was doing and listening. He had his back against Rose, but he could feel it when she walked toward him, approaching him cautiously, as if she was afraid that he was going to yell at her.

"Please, trust me. There was nothing happened when the king and I in River Creek pack."

Right now, Rose was standing behind Logan, he could feel the heat of her body on his back, still he didn’t turn around, neither he spoke a word, but Rose took this opportunity to continue with her monologue.

"I was confused. I have never met with you before, I have never had a conversation with you before and suddenly, you became my mate. I don’t know what to do and I am sorry if I hurt your feeling. I didn’t mean it."

Tentatively, Rose rested her forehead against his back, she sighed deeply and Logan could imagine her face contorted with pain.

"I am sorry to make you misunderstood me." She wrapped her arms around his waist and it took some time, but Logan turned around and hugged her.