Attention Sir, I Have Your Heart Handcuffed!-Chapter 630 - 469. Time will heal all wrongs (2nd update)

He paused for a moment, then smiled again, "No matter which it is, the fact that you came is enough."

"I know there are many things you want to ask me; and at those times, I couldn’t be completely honest with you. So I left the answers here... I’m also afraid that one day, maybe I won’t get the chance to tell you myself."

"First, let me talk about the matter between Tang Yanqing and me: even now, I must say, I didn’t lose to him; I’m just conceding to you."

"As you’ve seen, this company originally belonged to his mother; she had to sell it to help his father through a crisis... That crisis was of my making, and this company smoothly fell into my hands; not only that, I’ve already arranged for Xiang Jingsheng to be by his side and have found numerous black holes in his campaign funds... As long as I desire, Tang Mingyi will never have the opportunity to successfully run for office; even if elected, I could bring her down."

A black mist drifted through his pupils, "As long as I want, my little girl, I could do more—things you define as ’bad’ in your eyes. If I wanted, even if I couldn’t ultimately have you, I could completely ruin Tang Yanqing, ruin the Tang Family! Even if he got you, he would pay with his family’s price..."

Here, he took a slow breath and then looked up, "I once acted that way, during the time I was willing to do anything to save Ford Group. Back then, the world seemed like a battlefield to me—if I didn’t kill, I’d be killed, so I acted ruthlessly and without mercy... But in my dealings with the Tang Family, I ultimately hesitated."

He gently closed his eyes, "Even though, I didn’t want to see you with him; even though I had arranged everything... But your face continuously flashed before my eyes. I could imagine, if I went through with all that, what expression would be on your face." 𝘧𝑟𝑒𝑒𝘸𝘦𝘣𝑛𝑜𝘷𝑒𝓁.𝘤𝘰𝓂

"Seeing you cry like that, I suddenly felt that the plan in place became dull. So what if I could ruin the Tang Family? That still wouldn’t mean I could have you back."

"So now, I should tell you: it’s not that I lacked the ability to ruin the Tang Family, nor that I eventually spared them, but—only because you saved them."

"So I left this company as a trophy, leaving it for you and our daughter. You saved the Tang Family, you might never tell them, but I know, so I want to leave it to you."

After saying this, he suddenly looked away, not letting her see his eyes.

After a long pause, he slowly said, "Sometimes I wonder myself whether you’ll regret meeting me in this life? Because by meeting me, you encountered so many things afterward. I did so many things, whether you wanted them or not... So I think, perhaps you have reason to regret meeting me, right?"

He turned back to face her eyes.

"But I don’t regret it."

"Even if you hate me, I don’t regret it."

"I don’t regret meeting you in this life, don’t regret loving you in this life, don’t regret using all my ways to have you, and don’t regret... being defeated by you in the end."

"Because I can’t meet you in this life, only to become a mere passerby in your life; because I can’t watch you go to another man with open eyes. So, willingly, after exhausting all my schemes, I walked into a dead end."

"Because without you, any path in this world for me, is all dead ends."

Shi Nian covered her mouth, tears falling silently. Yet she dared not make a sound, as if she feared disturbing the person behind the screen.

Even though she knew he was no longer there, she still couldn’t bear to wake him.

He lowered his head again, looking at his own fingers.

"As for that matter six years ago... I really want to know, did you ever think of me?"

"If you did, then that matter would naturally solve itself; if you never thought of it... then just forget it."

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Despite Shi Nian’s efforts to control herself, her eyes were still swollen when she came out.

Jieyou rushed over worriedly, "Mommy, what was inside?"

Shi Nian shook her head gently with a smile, "When you grow up, Mommy will take you to see it."

She will show Jieyou those photos, she will tell Jieyou how her daddy once loved Mommy. And those words he left on the computer, she had already cut them away.