Attention Sir, I Have Your Heart Handcuffed!-Chapter 791: [Yan Jian Extra] 36. In short, I’m going back to fall in love_4

She struggled to control her emotions, taking a deep breath: "I want to defend myself with a sentence: Ben Shaming, whether you believe it or not, I absolutely had no intention of clinging to you through this matter! Who do you think you are? Why would I cling to you, or rather, what makes you think you’re worth my attention?!"

She hung her head and closed her eyes tightly: "I already have someone I like. You’ve seen him, it’s Xue Jiangqiu. He’s countless times better than you. I don’t know how you can still dare to say such ridiculous things in front of me after meeting Xue Jiangqiu!" 𝒻𝑟𝘦𝘦𝘸ℯ𝒷𝑛𝘰𝓋ℯ𝘭.𝘤𝘰𝘮

As if to protect herself or to use offense as the best defense, she couldn’t control her mouth and said in a torrent: "You know, he just confessed to me today... It turns out he’s loved me for ten years, and it’s settled ten years ago that he’d come back now to formally be with me."

"Also, I was supposed to be very busy today, with a date with him in the evening... Agreeing to meet you was already giving you a lot of face. But I didn’t expect you’d still say such things. Truly ridiculous, Ben Shaming, you are despicably ridiculous!"

Unable to control herself, she blurted everything out as if trying to vent the confusion she felt over the past few days... Not noticing his gaze growing deeper, more and more—lonely.

He took a deep breath, firmly closed his eyes, and blinked away the discomfort.

This was how it was supposed to be, this was the more logical reality.

He should have thought of it earlier.

He surely could accept it...

But strangely enough, there’s a small sense of dissatisfaction in his heart, like a seedling desperately wanting to break through the soil.

He sneered: "Then why did you bring me this Chenpi Pu’er tea, what does that mean? Why do you care about whether I cough blood or not?"

"And... your sister said, she saw me kissing another woman goodbye by the roadside, and you almost couldn’t hold the steering wheel."

He took a deep breath, suddenly locking his eyes with hers.

"Tell me, what do these mean? Why do you show so much concern for such a despicable person, why get jealous for me? Tell me!"

Yan Yu was shocked and retreated. But she forgot that this was just a small private room, the space was cramped, and as she stepped back, her legs bumped against a chair, only a rustling sound reached her ears without effectively increasing the distance.

She could only watch helplessly as he strode over, stepping around the table in two strides, towering over her and staring at her intently.

"Speak, why, since you have someone like Xue Jiangqiu who completely satisfies you, why after getting his confession today, and planning a date tonight... why did you call me and agree to meet me? Huh?!"

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Yan Yu was completely dumbfounded, staring blankly at him.

Indeed, what he said truly exposed the irrationality in her words and actions... But she didn’t mean to do so, and she herself hadn’t really thought about why she behaved that way.

So now when he’s pressing her, she doesn’t want to avoid answering, nor is she speechless—it’s just that she hasn’t had the chance to think deeply yet.

So she’s actually trapped in his question now: yes, why did she act that way?

Could she answer him that she genuinely didn’t know, didn’t understand?

But obviously, such an answer was unacceptable to him, he definitely wouldn’t accept it. So she took a deep breath forcefully.

Her sister-in-law said that when people are nervous, their brains lack oxygen, which leads to stalled thinking. So when people are tense, they instinctively breathe deeply, only when oxygen is supplied normally can the brain resume rational thinking.

Sure enough, the method worked, and she finally managed to think of a way to respond.

She quickly seized this thought, raised her head toward him: "...Actually, it’s all because of you! Only because of that inexplicable kiss, um, made me feel... a bit confused!"

His eyes suddenly darkened, his gaze unconsciously fell to her lips.

She nervously moistened her lips, coughed, and said: "Because... I feel I shouldn’t kiss any man who isn’t the one I like, and yet you did it without my consent, so I’m just a bit... confused."

Confused, genuinely confused. She was about to confess to Xue Jiangqiu, hadn’t started yet, and had already been robbed of her first kiss by such a man... So can her feelings with Xue Jiangqiu still be as pure as before?

And what confused her even more was that she despairingly found she didn’t hate that kiss as much as she thought, nor did she detest the man who inexplicably stole her first kiss!

She raised her small fist as if swearing: "I promise once this confusion dissipates, I won’t do such strange things to you anymore, nor will I trouble you. In any case, I absolutely won’t cling to you, I, I’m going back to fall in love."