Attention Sir, I Have Your Heart Handcuffed!-Chapter 802 - 38: How Could Someone as Broken as Me Dare to Hope for Your Love (10,000 Words)
James’s mind was a bit chaotic. He clenched his fists and suddenly hit the steering wheel, "Who is it, just say it!"
Yan Jian looked at him like this and couldn’t help but feel like laughing.
He was smart too, she definitely didn’t believe he couldn’t figure out it was Catherine... This is one of the simplest tricks from women, isn’t it?
But it seemed that he simply hadn’t thought of it, or was it that - he was unwilling to think in that direction?
Which means he still subconsciously believed in Catherine and was still protecting her?
Then just forget it, why should she even bother to say it?
If he loved his fiancée so much, damn it, then he should go back and hold onto love properly, without acting so vividly in front of her as if to show her!
Seizing the moment when he was in a daze, she suddenly opened the car door and jumped out.
The night wind roared in, messing up her hair.
Damn it, although she also really liked Angelina Jolie, and she knew Jolie had publicly declared herself bisexual. Jolie had had intimate female partners, but after she met Brad Pitt, her past experiences didn’t affect her becoming Pitt’s beloved wife, didn’t stop her from becoming a successful woman, a perfect wife, and mother...
But if it happened to herself... she still couldn’t help but feel timid.
She was more worried that everything James did for her was not out of affection, but just to cover up his true orientation!
James tiredly followed her out, standing in the night wind and asked her, "Now that you know, is it hard for you to accept this version of me? Does staying with me for even a minute make you uncomfortable?"
"Yes!" she spun back, unable to control herself and screamed, "You make me feel... so disgusting!"
If only he had explained earlier, if only he had honestly been with Little Ben instead of holding onto Catherine for marriage, and then pulling her into this... maybe she wouldn’t have grown to hate him. 𝒇𝙧𝙚𝓮𝔀𝓮𝒃𝙣𝓸𝒗𝒆𝒍.𝙘𝒐𝒎
She would respect him, just as she respects anyone in this world who has the right to choose their own love.
But he obviously liked guys and dragged her down with him, she just couldn’t stand it!
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In the night wind, James squinted his eyes, staring at that tiny stubborn figure.
If it were for any other reason, he could completely disregard it, but then follow his heart and chase after her to kiss her fiercely.
Sealing her lips so that she had no strength left to find more faults would be enough.
Love her so fiercely that she would be too tired to think anymore...
But only this reason left him with nothing but despair.
He knew how wretched he was, he had known since he was young, since... after that night of despair ended, when he woke up alone, understood what had happened, and looked forlornly out at the withered branches and leaves, realizing it.
He knew that the entire world, all joy and happiness, had ended at that moment, completely severed from him forevermore.
Such an ugly and wretched self, unworthy of ever expressing his love for anyone again. Especially as she was a girl from the Tang Family, even if none of those past things had happened, he might not be worthy of her, let alone now - as he was already so broken.
Compared to himself, even Huangfu Huazhang was happier. At least, Huangfu Huazhang had his whole heart and body intact, so he was qualified to go to any lengths to pursue his love.
But he didn’t even have the qualifications.
In such despair, that tiny figure took advantage of the night wind and ran far away.
Up ahead, Yan Yu also came running back, embracing her little sister from afar. She looked up, defensively and even warningly towards his direction, then the two sisters supported each other, walking farther and farther.
What’s waiting for them ahead is their happy and strong family, so perfect it made him envious. At this moment, they have each other to lean on, and when they return home, there will be more family to accompany them...
But what about him? He had nothing. Deservedly alone, standing in the night wind, completely dyed by the darkness.
