Being Reborn And Starting Off By Not Being A Simp-Chapter 644: Debts from That Year (2)

Liu Qing chuckled.

"I know you don’t believe me, but this is the truth."Huo Zhenzhen looked at him and said," I admit to you that I did betray you and have an affair with Manager Huang that shouldn’t have happened. However, in my heart, the person I like is always you."

" Don’t say that," Liu Qing said." We’re all adults.""

What he meant was that they were not young anymore, so they should not make up such a lie.

" I’m telling the truth." Huo Zhenzhen’s eyes were red." I know I’ve done something wrong to you. I deserve everything that I’m going through now." However, you’re indeed the only person I’ve ever liked."

Her voice was a little choked up.

"I did betray you and did something that shouldn’t have happened with Manager Huang, but it wasn’t because I liked him or because I didn’t like you anymore. I just wanted to change my living environment..."

"I know that’s wrong, but what can I do? My own ability is just so-so. Although I’m a clerk, I look quite decent and work in an office. However, my salary is even lower than yours."

"I like you, and I know you treat me very well, but you’re just a security guard. Your monthly salary is only so little. Our combined wages won’t allow us to live a decent life in this city. He didn’t even have the ability to rent a bigger house, let alone buy one."

"I don’t know if you thought about our future when we were together, but I did."

"At that time, I really wanted to be with you, marry you, have children, and grow old together. That’s why I’m thinking about what we should do in the future."

"But no matter how I think about it, I can’t think of a broad road to the future."

"Our ability determines our future. We will only struggle at the bottom of society."

"I know you can endure that pain. In fact, I can also endure that pain. But, we’re going to have children in the future, right? With our current financial situation, how can we have children?"

"You don’t have a family, and I’ve fallen out with my family. No one will help us take care of our children. If we have a child, I’ll lose my job. How are you going to support this family alone?"

"Even if they can survive, can they deal with accidents? Can you guarantee the child’s future education?"

"We can’t even rent a bigger house. Do we have to live in a small house?"

The more she spoke, the more aggrieved she became. Tears fell as she said,

"Liu Qing, I know you are a good person. You picked me up from the streets in the middle of the night and gave me a new life. I also know that you’re very good to me and have given me everything you can."

"However, the difficulties we face in our lives can’t be changed just because you treat me well."

"I’ve also thought about whether I can rely on my own ability to change our living conditions. I also hope that you can improve yourself and find a better job so that we can have a future. Not to mention being dignified, at least he could live in this city."

"During that time, I had high expectations of you. I didn’t despise you. I really hoped that you could improve yourself so that we could have a future."

"But, you..."

As she spoke, Liu Qing recalled the past.

He had to admit that what Huo Zhenzhen said made sense.

If they really wanted to get married and have children, it would indeed be very difficult. It would be quite difficult for them to live. It would be a problem if they could survive.

In fact, it was not that he had not thought about their future, but he had not improved his ability.

His learning ability was not high to begin with. Coupled with his twelve hours of work a day, he did not have the time to learn skills that could change his survival state.

poor and humble couples are full of sorrow.

Although they were not husband and wife, they had lived together for a few years. They were not much different from husband and wife. The only thing they lacked was the certificate.

Huo Zhenzhen’s attitude towards him was getting worse and worse, mainly because of money.

He was really too poor.

Huo Zhenzhen couldn’t see any hope, and neither could he.

He could understand her attitude towards him.

However, he would never understand betrayal.

No man would understand.

"I was indeed quite poor at that time, but have you ever thought that if you didn’t compare yourself to others, you could save a little, and I could save a little money?""

"I know that my vanity has made our situation worse."Huo Zhenzhen admitted this.

However, she added,"Actually, I don’t just want to compare myself with my colleagues. I want to increase your burden." I want you to feel how low your salary is and how much we spend together. I want to increase your pressure and give you more motivation to earn money."

Liu Qing laughed in anger." Oh, so you treated me like a human ATM for my own good.""

Huo Zhenzhen said apologetically,

"Now that I think about it, I didn’t have a good grasp of the scale at that time. I went overboard and only brought you pressure."

"Even if you wanted me to have more motivation to make money at that time, what happened between you and your manager later? Is this also goodwill?" Liu Qing asked.

Huo Zhenzhen’s eyes reddened again. She lowered her head and said,"That was my fault. I let you down. The biggest mistake I made in my life was that."

Then, he explained,

"In the past, I thought that if we couldn’t afford to raise a child, we wouldn’t have a child. However, the older he got, the more he thought about the future and the more afraid he became. We can live without children now, but what about when we’re old? I don’t have any relatives, and you don’t have any relatives either. We’re sick, and they didn’t come back to serve us. "If we die, no one will find out."

As she spoke, her tears began to fall again.

"It was at that time that the manager appeared in my world. He promised me that he could solve my worries about the future."

"When I was most afraid of the future, he made a promise to me. At that time, it seemed that he did have that ability. At that time, I wavered."

"It’s not that I like him, and it’s not that I don’t like you anymore. At that time, I just wanted a stable future. I just wanted to have a normal life."

These words could not be said to be false.

In order to pursue a stable life, she chose to marry a man she did not like. It was not uncommon for such a woman.

Liu Qing had no right to blame Huo Zhenzhen because his biological mother, Ding Yun, was such a woman.

In the end, it was all because of poverty.

Although poverty might not prevent two people from choosing to be together, it would prevent them from choosing to be together for the rest of their lives.

Everyone lived in the material world.

For most people, the word ’relationship’ was not particularly valuable.

Moreover, feelings didn’t have a particularly long shelf life.

Sighing, Liu Qing said,"

"Everyone has the right to pursue happiness. If you think that there’s no future with me, I can accept that you want to leave me. No matter how difficult it is, I will respect your choice and give you my blessings."

After saying this to express his own situation, he cut to the chase.

"But since you chose to live with that manager for a stable life, you should leave me instead of continuing to live with me. You should live in my rented house, spend my money, treat me like a human ATM, and then look forward to a future with someone else. Moreover, that kind of behavior lasted for more than a year and squeezed me out of everything."

He looked at Huo Zhenzhen and shook his head.

"I always feel that a person can be emotionless, but they shouldn’t be so wicked. Are you saying that you have a great chance?