(BL) Rejected by daughter's second male lead-Chapter 33

"Have you lost your mind?"

The light quickly subsided. It was because Yuan had yelled so loudly it could shatter one’s eardrums.

"Hah, get out of the way... Leave."

Gillen shook his head as if to shake something off and crawled into the bed.

He was desperately fighting against his instincts right now. The instinct to grab Yuan by the hair, pin him to the bed, and fuck him senseless. The instinct to sow his seed deep inside anyone’s belly, regardless of who it was. The instinct to madly squeeze and stroke his throbbing, painful dick until he reached climax. His entire body craved it, and it felt like he would die on the spot if he couldn’t achieve his goal.

But Gillen didn’t want to become that kind of beast. It wasn’t simply because he was a man from modern Korea where the Omegaverse didn’t exist.

He was a person who had realized throughout his entire life how cowardly and violent it was to sexually subjugate others through force. In the first place, Gillen’s, no, Yoo Jeong-hyeon’s life had begun with that disgusting violence.

No. No, I’m not Yoo Jeong-hyeon. I’m Gillen Blake now. I like this life much better. I am Duke Blake.

Gillen buried his face in the pillow and screamed. Because even at this moment, a voice like this was ringing in one corner of his mind.

Yuan is just a villain-level second male lead anyway. You’re stronger, and your pheromones are more potent. Quench this thirst. Have sex with Yuan. Can you imagine how good it will be? Pin down that pretty-faced alpha bastard, kiss him, and fuck him.

Gillen fumbled for the sheath of the dagger he had pulled out earlier. Then, he tried to hit his own head with the blunt, hard sheath.

But this attempt, too, was thwarted by Yuan.

"Shit, has this man really gone crazy?"

By now, Yuan seemed to have realized that Gillen was a madman who would even resort to self-harm, unwilling to lose to his pheromones and lust.

Clang. The sound of the sheath being thrown far away and falling echoed. Gillen panted and shoved his head under the pillow. As if everything would end if he just did that.

"Hoo... Where are the suppressants you usually take? You must have been taking them because they worked well for you."

"Heuu, haah, haah..."

"Where are the suppressants, Your Grace?"

Yuan lifted the pillow as if snatching it away and asked in a louder voice. But Gillen couldn’t answer properly. His fever had risen so high that even breathing had become difficult.

This was really the limit. The suppressant he had taken earlier couldn’t stop the acute rut that had hit just a few days after the last one. In his fading consciousness, Gillen constantly muttered.

"Leave... Please, no... I don’t want to hurt anyone."

At a glance, it sounded like he was talking to Yuan, but in reality, Gillen was talking to himself. Resisting the voice in his head. Just because I’m stronger and more potent, I should kiss him and fuck him? What kind of bullshit is that?

The image of his mother’s eyes, glaring at him as if she hated him, and his father’s face, passing by him with indifference like an unwelcome burden, came to mind. Even though 20 years had passed since he’d seen them, the fragmented scenes were always vivid.

It was only natural since he was an unwanted child, and since they had always made him aware of it as a child, he had taken it to heart... but he couldn’t help being hurt.

Any kind of skinship that happens without mutual consent or love can never be called a kiss or sex. It’s just assault. Nothing but violence. You can’t put any other name on it.

From a young age, he had constantly told himself that fact, over and over. Because he himself was the result of that assault.

"Hurt someone? Ah, were you planning on topping me if we did it, Your Grace?"

Yuan asked mockingly. He looked down at the back of Gillen’s head, who was desperately suppressing his desires, begging and crying.

In this situation, it was obvious that pouring a whole box of suppressants would be useless. To resolve this rut, he had to have sex with someone or bring in an omega. But the latter didn’t seem to be an option at all, and the former... to think he dared to consider topping him. So shameless.

"If you’re so scared and hate topping someone, then you can be the bottom. That solves it, doesn’t it?"

Yuan said sarcastically.

At that moment, Gillen abruptly raised his head. He looked at Yuan, his face a mess of blood, tears, and saliva.

He’s really something else. Yuan considered saying it out loud but mercifully held back. Then Gillen spoke.

"You’re right. Do it to me instead."

"...What did you say?"

"I don’t want to top, so you top me. Yes, that’s what I should have done."

Yuan cracked his neck from side to side. It seemed Gillen was unable to properly judge how irrational and strange this idea was right now. Yuan had said it first, but it was closer to a taunt, meaning, ’How dare you think you could do anything to me.’

But... the strange thing was, Yuan didn’t feel like refusing Gillen’s ’plea’ either. On the contrary, his heart was pounding in a bizarre way, and his mouth went dry. No, this wasn’t him being strange. Besides, if the man himself says so.

"...Then I’ll help you just this once. But don’t think you can use this as an excuse to hold onto me."

Yuan climbed onto the bed and placed the pillow back over Gillen’s head.

"Keep your face covered like that. I’m doing you a service, so you can grant that much of a request, right?"

Although he said that, in truth, this was a sliver of conscience. As a prime alpha, being topped by another alpha was unheard of in the world of manifested beings. His pride would probably be hurt, and it would be beyond painful, even unpleasant. After all, alphas’ pheromones were bound to clash.

He pulled down his pants and underwear in one motion. Thwump. His massive dick sprang up as if bouncing. His dick was twitching fearsomely, as if it would ejaculate at any moment.

Can I just put it in?

Since Yuan also had no sexual experience, he hesitated for a moment. He had heard that omegas produce slick, so you could just put it in right away. But this man is an alpha...

He was about to snap his fingers to summon a slick lubricant but paused.

Wait, I have to have sex I’m not even horny for to help this man with his rut, so do I really need to be kind and even use lubricant?

Even with his dick below in a ferocious state, with veins popping out, that’s what he thought. Because Gillen was not as beautiful or handsome as Yuan—he was only slightly handsome—he was twenty years older, and he was taller and bigger, so he couldn’t compare to an omega.

Moreover, Gillen was a married man—though he had been widowed long ago—and he had a daughter. And that daughter was the very woman whose proposal Yuan had just been rejected by not long ago.

’I feel pathetic for losing my virginity to a man like this.’

At this point, he felt like he should be the one getting paid. The only reason his dick was hard right now was probably because of the blood rushing to it due to the rut; if it weren’t for the rut, it wouldn’t have gotten erect no matter what he did.

Until now, Yuan had always gotten through his ruts with strong suppressants and magic. It was unthinkable that a superior and excellent superhuman genius like him would collapse in heat just because of pheromones and instinct.

Well, if he had found a partner on his level early on, he might have had a relationship with that person, but... as everyone in the world knew, there was no human who could even come close to Yuan’s heels. If he really, really had to find someone, then maybe Cecilia Blake? He was being generous with her because she was pretty and had a big heart.

Yuan, who loved himself so much, had no choice but to live a chaste life, and as a result, he became a virgin who had never even dated, let alone married, by the age of twenty-five. But he was not ashamed of that fact at all.

’If they were to bear my seed, the other person would probably give birth to a god. But I can’t just sleep with anyone.’

Once, Yuan had said exactly that to his robot parrot. He wasn’t just saying it; he genuinely believed it.

"At least it’s a relief that you, Your Grace, don’t have a body that can bear children."

Yuan’s sperm was exceptional in strength and quality, so it was obvious that he would impregnate his partner in one go. That was also why he wanted to keep his virginity until marriage.

But an alpha male couldn’t get pregnant, so there was no need to worry. Yuan changed his mind and cast a summoning spell. A bottle of lubricant, instead of a suppressant, appeared in his hand. 𝕗𝗿𝕖𝐞𝐰𝗲𝕓𝐧𝕠𝕧𝗲𝐥.𝚌𝐨𝚖

He pulled down the bottoms of the prone Gillen and poured all the lubricant onto his buttocks.

’His ass is firmer than I thought.’

That was his first thought upon seeing Gillen’s ass. His gluteal muscles were tensed because he was straining his whole body, but their shape was round, and the flesh was plump and elastic. It looked like a ripe apple.

Honestly, he had expected to see two cheeks covered in saggy, wrinkled skin—in the mind of a young man in his twenties, a middle-aged body was in the realm of horror—but Gillen’s ass wasn’t much different from Yuan’s. The well-defined thigh muscles that extended down from it, and his smooth, slightly dark-toned skin, were also tempting.

Moreover, the sight of the lubricant flowing down the crack of his ass, wetting the line of his perineum and the area between his legs, was so luscious it made his mouth water.

"Hah..."

Yuan’s eyes went half-lidded, but he didn’t realize it. Yuan, who just moments ago had been listing all sorts of reasons to inwardly recite Gillen’s lack of charm, slowly squeezed Gillen’s ass.

"Heuk!"

Even with that simple gesture, Gillen’s gluteal muscles tensed up. Yuan slowly spread the lubricant. As the slick lubricant was applied over his round buttocks, they began to shine.