Dark Lord Seduction System: Taming Wives, Daughters, Aunts, and CEOs-Chapter 19: My First Time 1(R-18)
Chapter 19: My First Time 1(R-18)
Madison closed the door with a soft click that reverberated through my entire nervous system. She turned toward me with a smile that was pure predatory confidence—the kind that made my mouth go dry and my hands shake.
"So," she said, moving toward her bed and sitting on the edge in a way that made every curve of her body impossible to ignore, "should we start with our chemistry homework?"
She said it while patting the space beside her made it clear we’d crossed into territory I’d only imagined in my most desperate, late-night fantasies.
This is actually happening. Madison Torres is about to fuck me. And I’m either going to become a god—or completely humiliate myself so badly they write cautionary Reddit threads about it. Rational thought begins its rapid evacuation.
I sat down next to her, my hands trembling slightly as I tried to appear calm. But I wasn’t calm. I wasn’t fucking calm. I was a virgin—a painfully inexperienced, hopelessly nerdy virgin—and I’d never been this close to a girl who looked like her. Hell, I’d never been this close to any girl in this context.
Every inch of my skin buzzed like it had no idea how to behave under this much attention.
The bed too, was impossibly soft. Not just comfortable—luxurious. It whispered I didn’t belong here. Like even the mattress knew I was an intruder in a world built for people who had done this before.
"You know," Madison said, and suddenly she was closer, close enough that I could see the careful artistry around her eyes—flawless makeup, impossibly smooth skin, lashes curled to some dangerous degree. She smelled like sugar, heat, and something expensive that made me dizzy. "I’ve been thinking about what happened today. With Lea."
Wait—what? Why the fuck is she bringing up my public destruction right now? I wondered, but my brain short-circuited the second her fingertips brushed against my arm.
"That was... intense," I managed.
Even that came out strained—like my voice was on the verge of rebooting.
"It was," she agreed, and now her hand was flat against my chest. My chest. Her fingers spread across my shirt like she owned the space.
My pulse slammed in my ears. I couldn’t believe this was real. Her touch felt too deliberate, too practiced, too... adult. I wasn’t ready for this. I wanted it—desperately—but I had no idea how to handle it. There was no tutorial, no YouTube video, no "First Time for Dummies" manual to tell me what to do with my hands or my breath or my sanity.
"You’re not just some quiet nerd hiding in the background, Peter, no you’re not and don’t ever doubt yourself’" she said, her voice dropping into something lower, richer, impossibly more intimate and... caring? "You’ve got balls. Real ones."
Her hand slid up to my collar, her fingers grazing my skin. I shivered—actually shivered. Like some poorly coded NPC reacting to a temperature change.
She thinks I have balls? The only balls I have are the ones currently trying to crawl into my body to escape the combination of terror and arousal short-circuiting my brain. But I didn’t say that. Couldn’t say that. She was touching me like she wanted me, like I was desirable.
Like I belonged here.
"Plus," she continued, now with both hands on my chest, pressing against me through my shirt, "there’s something incredibly sexy about a guy who speaks his mind. Even when it’s dangerous."
She was treating my unhinged rant like it was some kind of alpha power move. Like I was mysterious and rebellious. I wasn’t. I was just scared shitless and running on fight-or-flight instinct. But the way she looked at me—like I was more than I’d ever dared to believe—it did something. Something that made my body lean in when my brain screamed run.
Her hands found the buttons of my shirt. My breathing hitched, and this time, I didn’t try to hide it.
She started unbuttoning me slowly—methodically—her fingers brushing my skin each time she revealed more. I’d never felt so vulnerable in my life. I’d never had someone undress me. Not like this. Not with intent. Not with heat in their eyes like they wanted to see me.
"Is this what you want?" she asked, her eyes locked on mine.
I couldn’t find my voice. I nodded like an idiot, then finally whispered, "Y-yes."
She pushed the shirt off my shoulders, and suddenly, for the first time ever, I felt good about my body... or at least my new body. Madison Torres was looking at me—me—and not with judgment or pity. Her gaze roamed over my chest, slow and hungry.
Holy fuck. She’s looking at me like she wants to devour me.
A surge of confidence—foreign, raw, flickering like a newborn flame—rose in my chest.
"Much better than I imagined," she murmured, her hands exploring me with a reverence I didn’t know I could earn. "You’ve been hiding this under those baggy shirts?"
Her touch was too much. My entire body felt overstimulated. Every brush of her palm was like fire licking my nerves. This was real. This wasn’t a fantasy I’d rewind in the shower. This was a girl—this girl—touching me, wanting me, breathing me in like I was something rare.
Madison leaned closer, her lips nearly at my ear. "I want to find out if everything they’re saying about you is true."
She wants to see me. All of me. This is happening!
My breath caught as her fingers slid to my belt, undoing it with smooth, practiced motion. I didn’t know what I was doing. I’d never done anything. I was scared. But I didn’t stop her. I couldn’t.
"Madison," I started, my voice cracking like a breaking branch.
"Shh," she whispered, placing a finger over my lips. "Just let me handle everything."
Thank fuck, because I was seconds from panicking. I didn’t know where my hands belonged or what I was supposed to say or how to control the trembling wreck of a body I was living in.
She pushed me back gently onto the bed. The world tilted. My brain went static.
Madison straddled me.
And in that moment—staring up at her, her hair cascading down, her eyes dark with want—I felt like I’d crossed into another universe. One where this version of me existed. One where I wasn’t just Peter, the awkward kid from the back of the room, but someone worth touching.
"You know what I really like about you, Peter?" she asked, her hands braced on either side of my head.
"My charming personality?" I choked out.
She smiled. "Among other things."
And then she kissed me.
Holy. Fucking. Christ.
Madison Torres was kissing me.
And not just kissing. This wasn’t some chaste movie scene. Her lips were warm and soft and alive, moving against mine with skill and hunger. Her tongue teased my mouth open, and I moaned—actually moaned—because this was too much and not enough and everything I’d ever wanted all at once.
This was my first kiss.
And it felt like my first breath.
She tasted like mint and heat and something that wrecked me from the inside out. My hands fumbled at her waist, unsure, tentative, so inexperienced, but she didn’t laugh or pull away. She pressed closer. Like she wanted more.
Like I was enough.
She deepened the kiss, grinding slightly against me, and I could feel how badly my body was reacting. She could too—there was no hiding that.
When she finally pulled back, I gasped like I’d surfaced from drowning. My chest heaved. My heart was a jackhammer.
She smirked like she’d just confirmed every rumor she’d heard.
"Definitely more interesting than I expected," she murmured, her hand sliding down between us, reaching for the proof.
And I thought:
Game fucking time.
Except this time, the stakes weren’t digital. There were no respawns. No practice rounds. Just one messy, terrifying, euphoric shot at being seen—really seen—for the first time.
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A/N: MY INTENTIONS ARE SIMPLE. I’m going to give you a very extraordinary first experience!
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