Enchanting His Heart: His Little Fox-Chapter 143: Stirred to the Heart, Stirred to Long for Her Day and Night

Ningxia Chuan was stunned.

How does one date a woman who lacks nothing, how does one make such a woman feel loved, what can he offer her?

This seemed... to be quite a significant problem.

Song Yi herself was radiant, adored by many, worth billions, with a harmonious and perfect family.

She appeared to truly lack nothing, and was not deficient in any way, so glamorous and dazzling.

Seriously thinking about it, why would she date Tang Si? Why would she be with Tang Si? The most likely reason seems to be... just for fun.

Otherwise, what does she see in Tang Si?

Looks are superficial and never lasting; given time, she could find a man as handsome as Tang Si.

So...

Ningxia Chuan looked at Tang Si, his heart clenching as if pricked by something.

Tang Si could not possibly be oblivious to these matters, he surely had thought of them, he must have considered them.

The man smoked leisurely, his eyes and emotions calm and distant.

Ningxia Chuan just watched Tang Si.

He realized deep down that Tang Si had known these assumptions long ago, so from the very beginning, he never intended to win Song Yi’s true heart.

Even if Song Yi deceived him, hurt him emotionally, he was prepared to willingly accept it all.

When she grew bored and tired of him, he was also ready to leave.

Placing himself in the most lowly, most insignificant position.

Ningxia Chuan spoke again, finding his voice slightly hoarse: "Tang Si, you’re actually better than all of us." 𝕗𝗿𝕖𝐞𝐰𝗲𝕓𝐧𝕠𝕧𝗲𝐥.𝚌𝐨𝚖

He patiently said: "There are many people who like you, and even more who don’t deserve you. You shouldn’t think this way, it’s too demoralizing, and it’s not good for you."

"In others’ eyes, you’re also the honored and remarkable Captain Tang, everyone relies on you, follows your orders."

"Ask Zhou Liang and the others, when it comes to risking our lives, who wouldn’t charge forward at your command?"

"In times of danger, who isn’t waiting for your orders? Have you thought about why that is?"

Tang Si remained silent.

Ningxia Chuan continued: "Because their Captain Tang is worth it."

"Worth the trust, worth the commitment, worth them sacrificing their lives for."

Tang Si slightly raised his eyes, those peach blossom eyes looking at Ningxia Chuan.

He was silent for two or three seconds, taking a deep drag on his cigarette, a faint smile gradually spreading in his eyes, and his tone carried a hint of amusement: "Why suddenly so sentimental?"

He exhaled a puff of smoke, casually dusting off the ash on his clothes, and continued nonchalantly: "Are you counseling me like a teenager? We’re all adults here, what can’t I figure out?"

Ningxia Chuan coldly interrupted him: "Do you know that you think too thoroughly?"

"So thorough to the point of having no desires, to the point of being too afraid to wish for anything, then becoming a hopeless mess, you’re just outwardly dignified and radiant, ask your heart, what are you really thinking?"

"You’re catering to others, what have you turned yourself into? Do you know what you’re like now, Tang Si?"

Tang Si frowned, frustration evident in his handsome features, as he harshly stubbed out his cigarette.

There was some suppressed emotion churning inside him, difficult to endure and almost uncontrollable.

He lifted his eyes, the clear and serene peach blossom eyes focused, he spoke coldly: "What am I like? I’ve seen everything, I’ve lived for 28 years, filth, darkness, evil, humanity, what haven’t I seen? There’s nothing you can imagine that I haven’t witnessed."

"Yet, there has never been anything that could incite in me the desire to change, to struggle, it’s completely useless, Xiachuan, when the heart is dead and the world is dark, what’s the point of thinking so much?"

"But then, Song Yi came along, and she stirred my heart, made me think of her day and night, I’m willing to do anything for her, and I’m willing to bear and accept all consequences. I’ve said, in my life, I know my limits."

"You live your life, and I’ll live mine, we’re good brothers, bound by life and death, but you can’t impose your way of living, your thoughts entirely on me, that’s not suited for me."