Extra To Protagonist-Chapter 144: Memory (1)

The corridor didn’t narrow. It just got darker. The kind of dark that doesn’t fight back, doesn’t hide anything, it just is.

Not cold, not loud. Just absence pressed into the shape of a hallway. Merlin moved through it with no plan and no idea how long his legs would keep working, but he walked anyway.

His boots hit stone. Not loud. Not echoing. Just soft and gritty, like stepping through an old furnace someone forgot to shut down.

The air thinned. Every breath tasted like regret, sharp, metallic, and old.

He walked until the corridor split. Left: nothing. Right: more of the same.

The system didn’t ping.

No gods commented.

Not even the Reaper followed.

It was just him now.

His hand brushed the wall. The surface wasn’t smooth. It wasn’t rough either. Just... undecided. Like it hadn’t chosen if it was real.

"You can show up now," he muttered. "Whoever you are. Trial, monster, lost soul. I’m not picky."

Nothing.

He moved right.

More corridors. Some curved. Some led down. None led up. One had bones. Not skeletons, just loose bones scattered like they’d been carried and dropped. One finger. Two ribs. Something that might’ve been part of a face.

Merlin kept walking.

The hallway spat him out into a wider space. A dome. Maybe a collapsed temple. The ceiling was broken, and above it, the sky, if it could still be called that, glowed a dull purple-red, like bruised flesh under skin. Runes crawled along the walls, slow, like worms trying to form sentences.

And in the center?

A fountain.

It didn’t flow.

It didn’t drip.

It breathed.

The water, or whatever passed for it, rose and fell in the basin in slow, deliberate pulses. Not waves. Not motion. Just respiration.

Merlin approached.

He didn’t speak to it.

He didn’t need to.

[Circle Nine: Gate Two – Weight Recognition]

[Trial: Speak the Memory Aloud]

[Warning: You are not alone.]

He blinked.

The room hadn’t changed.

But something behind him had.

A sound, soft. Like fingers brushing across leather. Then the faint smell of smoke. Not fire. Burnt cloth. Old. Charred just enough to carry.

He turned.

There was someone there.

Not a scion. Not a god. Just a figure. Average height. Cloaked. Hood pulled up. The robe was ash-colored, stitched at the sleeves, threadbare.

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It was his face.

But not his body.

Older. Scarred. Starved. The mouth moved like it hurt to form words.

"I died with it," the other Merlin said. "You’re still trying to carry it."

Merlin didn’t answer.

Not right away.

Then: "You’re not real."

The other him tilted his head. "Neither are you. Not here."

They stared at each other.

The memory in Merlin’s chest twisted. Tightened. Not with pain. With clarity. The Exile’s story, its rage, its fear, its helpless collapse, it lived in this shadow.

Merlin exhaled.

"This is the part where I’m supposed to lose it, right?" he asked. "Break down. Cry a bit. Scream?"

The other Merlin didn’t smile. "You already did. You just don’t remember."

He stepped forward.

"You want out," the figure said. "Then you have to tell them. All of it. You have to say what you saw."

Merlin’s throat burned.

Not from emotion.

From restraint.

"You saw the temple fall," the shade said. "You saw the gods turn their faces. You saw what was buried alive."

"I didn’t bury it."

"You didn’t stop it either."

"I wasn’t there."

"You are now."

Merlin turned to the fountain.

Its surface shivered.

[Speak.]

He looked over his shoulder once more.

The shadow of himself had knelt, hands clasped behind his neck like a prisoner waiting for the final blow.

No audience.

No judge.

Just a place that didn’t forget.

And wanted to see if he could.

Merlin stepped closer to the basin.

He spoke.

Not loudly. Not heroically. Just loud enough for the room to hear.

"A child was born in the wrong century."

His voice cracked.

"The gods saw it. They argued. They voted. Some wanted it destroyed. Others wanted it sealed."

The water pulsed.

"They didn’t ask what it wanted."

The other Merlin didn’t move.

Merlin kept going.

"They called it a mistake. Then a monster. Then a lesson."

His hand brushed the edge of the basin.

"They put it underground. They wrote poems about mercy and erased its name."

The runes on the walls sped up, crawling faster like they were trying to catch the words.

"It didn’t want power. It wanted quiet. It wanted sleep."

He exhaled.

"They gave it agony. For centuries."

He didn’t look at the other version of himself now.

Just the fountain.

It had stilled.

And then—

It overflowed.

Not with water.

With light.

It poured up. Bright, hard-edged, painful. Not warm. Not blinding. Just real.

It hit him like a breath that didn’t end.

[Memory Confirmed.]

[Burden Stabilized.]

[Gate Two Passed.]

The light dropped away.

The other Merlin was gone.

So was the trial message.

But in his chest, something new had settled.

Not peace.

Not relief.

Just weight.

Still his.

But easier to stand under now.

He turned to the corridor ahead.

It had opened.

And this time?

It didn’t go down.

It went forward.

He followed.

Because there was no point looking back anymore.

Not when he was the only one left to carry it.

—

The reaper didn’t speak when it moved toward him.

It didn’t need to. The message had already settled deep in Merlin’s gut, like a stone swallowed on accident and never passed. It reached for his chest. Not fast. Not with violence. Just a hand, open, steady, palm to ribs.

He didn’t move.

Didn’t resist.

The touch wasn’t cold. That would have been easier. This was still.

As if everything in him just... paused.

The air went soft. Like someone had wrapped the space in wool.

Then the world tipped sideways.

No flash. No scream. No sensation of flight.

Just—

Dislocation.

And then...

—

The breath ripped through his lungs like he hadn’t used them in years.

It stung. Every inch. Every cell. Not pain, exactly. Not injury. Just use. Unfamiliar and raw.

His body was different. Shorter. Thinner. Knees tucked against his chest like he’d never grown out of the posture.

He couldn’t move yet. Not fully. The joints didn’t respond right.

He opened his eyes.

The ceiling above was stone. Not flat. Not carved. Natural. A cave, maybe. But the color was wrong. Dust gray, tinged with black veins.

The air was dry. His lips were cracked. He could feel salt at the corners of his mouth. The taste of old sweat and old blood.

He blinked again.

A chain lay across his ankle.

Not tight. Just present.

His hand moved to touch it. Too slow. The fingers were raw, scraped, callused, familiar in the way a scar becomes background noise.

Footsteps.

His body jolted. Reflex. Something deep in the spine. His heart kicked.

Someone else was here.

He turned his head.

The cell, if that’s what it was, had three other figures.

One sat with their back to the wall. Breathing too slow. One stood, pacing. Small. Shoulders narrow. The third lay on the ground.

Not sleeping.

He knew that kind of stillness.

The pacing one turned.

A girl. Maybe twelve. Maybe younger. Her shirt hung off one shoulder, ripped. Her hair was tangled back in a knot that had stopped trying.

She looked at him.

And she didn’t look surprised.

"You woke up."

He tried to speak.

Nothing came.

She walked over. Not soft. Not gentle. Just like someone who had a role and wasn’t interested in breaking pattern.

She crouched down.

"You’re in the second batch," she said.

Her breath smelled like dry leaves.

"Last one took two days."

He swallowed. It hurt.

She didn’t offer water.

He found his voice after a second.

"Where are we?"

Her face didn’t change.

"That’s not what they care about."

She stood.

"They care if you run."

His arms pushed under him. Weak. But working. He made it to his knees.

The third figure, curled in the corner, opened their eyes. Yellow-brown. Crusted at the edges.

"Don’t try to stand yet," they muttered. "You’ll throw up."

He kept going.

Got one foot under him.

The girl watched.

"I said second batch," she said. "That means they’ll test you today."

"Test?"

She nodded.

"But not the kind with paper."

The chain dragged as he straightened. It wasn’t connected to anything.

Just... there.

He looked at it again.

She followed his gaze.

"They want to see how far you’ll go with something tied to you."

He blinked.

"Why?"

"You’ll see."

The cell door clicked.

Metal. Thin. Just enough to be heard.

The girl’s shoulders twitched once. Not fear.

Readiness.

"Stand if you want to live," she said.

And the door opened.

Merlin kept his eyes on the open door.

He didn’t move.

Not yet.

The girl had already stepped into the hall, quick and quiet, like she’d done this a hundred times. She didn’t look back to see if he followed. She didn’t need to.

Because she thought he was someone else.

And in a way... she was right.

He wasn’t in his body.

Not really.

Not Merlin.

That name didn’t fit in this skin.

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