Extra To Protagonist-Chapter 164: News

The door behind him clicked. Not a creak. Not a knock. Just a sound too smooth for this apartment.

Merlin didn’t turn.

He didn’t need to.

The steps were too soft to belong to Dion or Mae. Too slow to be Elara, who moved like a fuse with a short burn. The air shifted just slightly, as if something precise had entered the room and didn’t plan on leaving anything behind.

Then the voice came.

"You’re awake."

Plain. Crisp. Like the air before snow.

Merlin turned halfway, hand resting on the rusted railing.

The man stood in the doorway to the balcony, white-haired, pale-skinned, posture relaxed like someone who didn’t need to posture at all.

Same plain coat. No badges. No gear. Just a clean white shirt under a heavy collar and shoes that didn’t scuff when he walked.

’I’ve seen you before.’

The man looked at him. Not studying. Not scanning. Just looking. Eyes unreadable in a way that wasn’t cold, just... already done. Like he’d already drawn his conclusions and didn’t need to run them by you.

"I thought you’d stay under longer," he said.

Merlin scratched the side of his neck. "Wasn’t really up to me."

"Still. Good timing."

"For what?"

The man’s lips pulled slightly. Not a smile. Barely even amusement.

"To rejoin the world."

Merlin raised an eyebrow. "Right. Because the world’s been waiting on me."

"It has. Whether you like it or not."

’So he talks in sentences now. That’s new.’

There was a silence after that. Not heavy. Just present. Merlin looked down at the street, where Dion was waving frantically at the front of the building like someone had locked the door to his own excitement.

"They’ll be up in thirty seconds," the white-haired man said. "I told them you might be returning soon. They didn’t believe me."

Merlin turned his head, just slightly. "And how would you know?"

The man didn’t answer.

’Of course not.’

Merlin sighed. "You’ve been following me."

Another non-answer.

But this time, something flickered at the edge of the man’s mouth. Less than a twitch.

"You were never good at staying out of sight."

Merlin’s spine stiffened.

’He knows.’

The silence stretched again, longer this time.

The man didn’t elaborate.

Didn’t confront. Didn’t confess.

Just let the air settle like he hadn’t said anything at all.

"So what are you?" Merlin asked, still not facing him fully. "A warden? An observer? One of the system’s little side projects?"

"No," the man said simply.

Merlin waited.

But that was it.

"No? That’s the whole answer?"

"I’m not any of those things."

"Then what are you?"

The man looked at him, head tilting just barely. His eyes were pale, almost translucent in the sunlight, but sharp enough to cut if you stared too long.

"I’m the one who keeps you from dying before it matters."

’Right. Helpful. Cryptic. Completely useless.’

"You always talk like that?" Merlin muttered. "Or do I have to earn the full sentences?"

The man stepped out onto the balcony, stopping just short of the railing.

He stood beside Merlin, close enough to notice the slight tremor in Merlin’s shoulder. Close enough that Merlin could smell faint soap and city dust.

"You’ve changed," the man said. "Rathan’s shadow didn’t break you."

"Wasn’t for lack of trying."

"You understand what you’re carrying now?"

Merlin nodded once. "Enough."

"And what you’ve become?"

"That part’s still loading."

The man let out something that might’ve been a breath of amusement. Maybe. Then he looked down at the street, hands in his coat pockets.

"They’ll be here in three... two..."

A door slammed somewhere inside.

"...One."

Footsteps. Voices.

Elara’s voice rising just slightly. A slap. Probably Dion walking into something.

Merlin exhaled slowly.

"I should go in."

"You should."

"You going to explain anything?"

"No."

Merlin turned finally to face him directly.

"Why not?"

The white-haired man met his eyes. Calm. Steady. Like stone with too much memory to care about erosion.

"Because explanations make people feel safe."

"And?"

"You’re not safe yet."

The balcony door slid open hard.

"Elara, don’t shove—" Mae’s voice, followed by another bang.

The man stepped back.

"I’ll be outside," he said.

Then he walked past them without another word.

Merlin stayed by the railing a second longer.

’That guy is way too comfortable in other people’s stories.’

Then he turned.

And Elara punched him in the arm so hard his elbow went numb.

"You absolute asshole," she said.

Merlin blinked. "Good to see you too."

Mae tackled him next.

And for the first time in what felt like a century, Merlin let himself be held.

Even if he didn’t feel entirely real yet.

—

They didn’t let him go for a while.

First Mae, arms locked tight around his waist like he might fall through the floor again. Then Dion, with one of those half-laugh, half-shove hugs that knocked the air out of Merlin’s chest.

Nathan didn’t say anything—just pulled him into a silent grip that lasted a second longer than it needed to.

Then Seraphina cleared her throat from the hallway.

"Alright," she said. "He’s alive. Let him breathe."

"I wasn’t choking him," Mae muttered, not moving.

"You kind of were," Dion said.

Elara elbowed them both aside and crouched in front of him on the balcony. She was still in her coat, wind-tangled hair across one cheek, eyes sharp.

"You good?" she asked. Blunt. No hesitation. Just like always.

Merlin forced a nod. "Yeah."

"Like—really?"

"As good as I can be," he said. "Considering I woke up fast."

She didn’t laugh. Her arms folded across her chest.

"Where the hell were you?" Nathan asked finally, stepping out beside her. "You were gone for weeks. No heartbeat, no movement. Just... blank."

’weeks?’ Merlin blinked. ’That long?’

They all looked at him.

He felt every second of their waiting.

Their fear.

And none of them knew. Not the blood, the gods, the screaming. Not Rathan’s name. Not the system etched into his bones like second skin. Not the taste of betrayal or the weight still sitting behind his ribs.

He smiled. Not big. Just enough to deflect.

"I don’t remember."

That shut them up for half a breath.

Elara frowned. "Nothing?"

He shook his head. "Blank. Just... falling asleep, then waking up here."

Dion leaned against the doorframe. "That’s some freaky magic coma shit, man."

"Yeah," Merlin said. "Tell me about it."

[Notice: Sync Level — Stable.]

[Memory Integration — Ongoing.]

[Skills Unlocked: 0/12]

[Condition: Limiter Active.]

’Still going, huh?’

He didn’t look at the notification directly. No need. It flashed at the corner of his vision like an old bruise that hadn’t quite faded.

He was used to it now. The small pings. The silence when he asked questions it didn’t want to answer.

Mae slid into the chair next to him. "We thought you were toast," she said.

"Like, extra crispy," Dion added. "Some god-punishment vaporization kind of toast."

Merlin shrugged. "Guess I got lucky."

Nathan narrowed his eyes. "Was it him?"

Merlin stiffened. "What?"

"The white-haired guy," Nathan said. "You were out cold, then he shows up. Saves your body. Brings us to this place. No explanations. No introductions. He barely talks."

’Of course he’d notice.’

"Maybe," Merlin said carefully. "I don’t know. I don’t remember anything."

Elara tilted her head. "Not even his face?"

"Nope."

Nathan didn’t look convinced. But he didn’t press. Not now.

Elara stood up, brushing dust from her knee. "We should go inside. You probably need real food. And a shower. You smell like sulfur and guilt."

"Thanks," Merlin said dryly.

Dion laughed, then grabbed him by the elbow and tugged him up to his feet.

The system stayed quiet.

But it didn’t leave.

[User Consciousness: Realigned.]

[Watcher Activity: Suspended.]

[Skill Adaptation Queue — Paused.]

’Yeah, yeah. I’m awake. I get it.’

He let them guide him back inside. The apartment was small, but not cramped. A few scattered dishes in the sink. Clean laundry folded badly over a chair. The kind of space you could live in without living loudly.

"You hungry?" Mae asked from the kitchen. "We bought half the store."

"Starving."

"I’ll warm something up."

"Nothing with potatoes," Merlin said. "If I see another potato I might scream."

Elara chuckled behind him. "That’s how we know he’s really back."

Merlin let himself sit on the edge of the couch, shoulders heavy but looser now. Dion sat on the floor and flipped the TV on without asking. Nathan leaned against the wall by the window, arms crossed.

Normal.

Kind of.

But beneath all of it, the system still ticked away. Behind his eyelids, under his ribs, in the backs of his teeth. Rathan’s memories hadn’t disappeared. They’d been folded inside him, waiting.

Waiting for what came next.

But for now?

He was just Merlin again.

And for tonight, that was enough.

—

They were halfway through dinner when the white-haired man spoke.

"Come."

No other word. Just that.

The fork stopped midair. Nathan glanced up from the couch, blinking. Elara looked at Merlin, then at the man standing in the doorway like a ghost that forgot how to knock.

Mae whispered, "Is this how he always is?"

"Pretty much," Dion muttered, chewing.

Merlin didn’t argue. He stood, stretched out the stiffness in his legs, and followed.

The hallway outside the apartment was colder than it should’ve been. The man didn’t slow down. He walked like someone who didn’t bother looking both ways before crossing traffic, because nothing ever hit him.