I Love Destroying Worlds' Plot [BL]-Chapter 1664 - 22.50 Third Red Star - Doubts
The God of Void finally learned that the power of gluttony he had previously used as his own was something he never owned. That means the man who appeared to look like him, showed him that memory, and gave him the power of gluttony was someone who owned that power and lent it to him. In his life, only one man is capable of giving him his abilities and sharing everything he owns with him.
Ye Xiajie mumbles, "Was it Jing'er? But how did he possess such an ability?"
The purple-black egg was bouncing around his master, seeing the latter was in a dazed state.
{Master! Master! I'm hungry! feed me!}
It even becomes a monster egg with a mouth and rows of sharp teeth on its master's leg. Of course, it can't eat its master. This kind of bite was similar to the play bite the dogs do when playing with their owner. It was only then did the God of Void recall the egg.
Ye Xiajie looked at the egg biting him and yanked it off him forcibly. He said, "I can feed you with anything, right?"
The purple egg shook in the hands of the God of Void. Ye Xiajie used the darkness within him to feed the thing in his hand as much as it could take. The purple egg was like a bottomless pit as it swallowed all the darkness provided to him by his master. It was shaking happily as it ate. Seeing that the egg would take a while before it was done eating, he threw it inside the abyss. The void is the source of endless darkness; the egg can eat as much as it wants, and it won't be able to do anything to the abyss.
After doing that, he waited as he was thinking about the strange thing about the memory he received from that fake gluttony that lent its ability to him. Only then did he notice the disparities he never noticed before. The point of view of that memory shows not only Hunluan was also the World Eater, An Shizhe.
That memory would sometimes shake as if glitching, but in reality, it was because the point of view of the third party was being banned for him to experience. The only point of view he had experienced at that time was An Shizhe's side. As if it's to make him believe that the world eater is him.
Ye Xiajie mumbles, "But for what reason?"
It was at this moment that the egg was suddenly thrown out of the abyss by his servants inside. The God of Void was surprised by this unexpected event. Roi, the black dragon, told him how this egg turned havoc within the abyss, annoying everyone inside until they could no longer hold back and threatened him to throw it out.
{Master, that egg is annoying. It woke up the big ones sleeping inside, and the abyss was in chaos. It even dared to eat a titan and got stomped. Everyone is irritated but can't do anything about it. They ask me to throw it out. It seems to be full too. So Master, the rest is in your hand.} said Roi, the black dragon of the abyss.
The portal to the abyss was shut out as the God of Void started at the former purple egg that is more like a black one with a purple shade. It was unexpectedly quiet, as if it had fallen asleep.
{Master… Full… Sleepy… Wait for me to hatch. Gluttony will… be helpful.}
Seeing this, Ye Xiajie created a nest out of thin air and placed it under the world tree with white leaves within his domain. This is something that connects his beloved's soul domain to his. He had forgotten when this tree had appeared in his soul domain. He couldn't help but stare at it. Now he is feeling a bit lost and doesn't know who he truly is right now.
Is he a fragment of the World Eater or not?
Is he the God of Darkness and Void or not?
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Is he worthy of the love that the God of Destruction gives him or not?
Is his beloved truly in love with him or just using him?
Just what the hell is he truly?
So much question lingers in his mind, and there is no way to get the answer to everything. His beloved might have an answer, but will he be able to bear his response? He would have gone crazy if the person he loves said that he had been using him all this time and that his use was about to expire. If this is the truth, was there a need for him to come back to life? He was so confused that he didn't know what to do at this moment.
Just as he was questioning his existence, a voice forcibly pulled him back into reality.
{Come out, A'Xia!}
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Pulled out by something cold, Ye Xiajie gasped and opened his eyes in the real world. He saw the ceiling of the master's bedroom, where he and Hei Anjing slept. There he saw the worried expression of his beloved. Those pairs of silver eyes were full of love for him. He couldn't help but scold himself for thinking that this man didn't love him at all. The God of Void smiles and reaches out his hand to touch the cheeks of his beloved, looking at him.
"I'm alright. What's wrong, Baby?" Ye Xiajie asked with a smile that even he didn't expect to wear.
All of a sudden, Ye Xiajie's head was pulled into a hug. Hei Anjing didn't say anything right away. But just hug his man in silence. The God of Void waits for his beloved to speak. All the questions in his mind before had vanished instantly under this gesture. He can even feel his wife slightly trembling, which is a great surprise for him.
'My other half is a powerful god. Unparalleled on the battlefield, full of confidence and strong will. He doesn't feel fear towards death as he is immortal. However, only when I am involved does this powerful man show weakness. His fear of death for himself was nonexistent, only towards my death that he would be greatly terrified to the point that it had become a trauma. He didn't feel pain, whether it was physical or mental; he couldn't feel it. Only the pain I inflicted will be harmful for him. As if he had given me all the right to control his weakness. He only becomes emotional when I am involved. It was I who gave life to his existence.'
These are the thoughts of the God of Void when talking about the God of Destruction.
Ye Xiajie gently caresses his wife's cheeks as if comforting him and whispers softly, "No need to force yourself to tell me anything. I can wait."
All of a sudden, Hei Anjing stares at him with bloodshot eyes, and tears start falling on his face.
He bellows, "If so, stop questioning my love for you! That is more painful than you stabbing a knife in my heart! I didn't intend to hide everything from you. I was planning on telling you everything. However, now is not the right time. Because..."
A finger stopped the words that were meant to be told by the God of Destruction.
"It's okay. Don't speak. I can wait."
"A'Xia, don't hate me. I truly love you. You are my everything. I'm afraid if you know what I've done that you would hate me~" whispered Hei Anjing as he whimpered.
Ye Xiajie finally sat up, startling Hei Anjing, who looked at him at a loss as if he had lost something supporting. Only when the former pulled the latter into a deeper hug that Hei Anjing started to calm down as he clung on to his man.
The God of Void whispers, "I will never hate you. No matter what you have done, I am willing to forgive you. My life is yours, the moment you gave your everything for my sake."
The person he loved within his embrace silently cried. However, no one knows what the meaning behind his tears is—was it guilt, pain, sadness, or something else? But to the God of Void, no one matters; as long as the man in his embrace is his, nothing else matters anymore. No matter what he is, what his beloved is trying so hard to hide. Nothing else matters anymore; after all, they have each other. The two fell on the bed and fell asleep like this.
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Meanwhile, under the sea...
The God of Sea, the Mermaid Emperor, felt what the World Eater had done. He looks a bit dissatisfied with what An Shizhe had done, and his mood unnaturally becomes bad.
"Fool. You aren't fully back to your original strength, and you gave an inheritance to someone that is supposed to become you. I wonder how the original will react if he learns that his progeny made such a choice."
The Mermaid Emperor looked in the direction of the and noticed that there are still some pests lingering that the World Eater hasn't devoured yet. These pests were the reason why he intended to destroy this world and prevented them from escaping somewhere else. Ancient God Souls that had longed to become tainted must all be exterminated or devoured by the World Eater to regain the balance of the world.
"I will wait for a bit longer. If they still haven't killed all those old bastard souls in land, this world will follow its destiny and can only be destroyed," mumbles the Mermaid Emperor sitting on his throne and slowly closes his eyes as if waiting for the right moment to strike.