Living Only For Myself: Make Those Who Hate Me Regret It-Chapter 191: "Yeah, I’m a Beast.

When Zhou Mochen came out of the shower, he saw the young woman clutching her phone with an expression of deep suffering. He sat down beside her and pulled her into his arms. "What are you thinking about?"

Having just showered, Zhou Mochen’s hair was still slightly damp. He casually rubbed it a couple of times with a towel as he looked down at her, his moist eyes filled with nothing but her reflection.

Xu Su froze. Staring at the handsome face so close to hers, she couldn’t stop herself from reaching out to touch it. It felt really nice.

She looked up and kissed his chin, sweet nothings pouring out of her as if they cost nothing. "Thinking of you."

’I want to be better to you...’

Setting aside all their emotional entanglements, Xu Su had to admit that this man’s looks were exactly her type. He was just too handsome.

Especially now, with the lingering steam from his shower clinging to him, he looked clean and exuded an indescribable allure. He smelled wonderful, too.

Seeing the affection in her eyes, Zhou Mochen’s lips curved into a smile. He felt a warm current flow through his heart, and his entire body relaxed in utter contentment.

He lifted her onto his lap and took her hand, placing it on his own face. "My sweetheart said before that my face was handsome. If you like touching it, how about I let you touch it all you want?"

He brought his face closer, his voice dropping low. "Baby, you can touch me anywhere you want."

"..." Xu Su hadn’t expected him to say that. ’What’s the difference between him and some boy toy who serves his master with his looks?’

Remembering the third person in the living room, Xu Su awkwardly turned to look toward where Shen Chen had been sitting. The next second, her chin was gripped and turned back.

"He’s not here. He just stepped out." Kissing the tip of the girl’s nose, the man’s tone was coaxing. "Don’t think about anyone else. Be a good girl, baby. How about we get into a little trouble?"

The suggestive words made Xu Su blush uncontrollably.

’Who could possibly resist this?’

’But I have to resist, even if I can’t!’

Xu Su slapped a hand over Zhou Mochen’s face, pushing him away as she quickly leaped off his lap and jumped back several feet.

She hurriedly made a "pause" gesture at the man, who was about to get up and follow her. "Zhou Mochen, don’t you dare try anything!"

Xu Su finally realized what she’d done. Moving in here... what was the difference between that and a sheep walking into a tiger’s den?

The warning in her voice was so thick that Zhou Mochen stopped his movement. He settled back onto the sofa, lounging as he watched her for a moment before letting out a soft chuckle. "What do you mean ’try anything’? Susu, we’re a couple now, aren’t we?"

He was smiling, and his words were framed as a question. But his tone was irrefutable, and a dangerous atmosphere began to spread.

Zhou Mochen had no intention of letting Xu Su keep stringing him along, especially not after she had been so forward.

Seeing Xu Su hem and haw without saying a word, the smile on his face slowly faded. "Is that a difficult question to answer? Xu Su, tell me, what is our relationship right now?"

"Let me remind you. You’ve kissed me and hugged me of your own accord. What are you hesitating about?"

His words were full of accusation, as if he were calling Xu Su a heartless player who wouldn’t take responsibility.

It made her realize that he was determined to get a clear definition of their relationship.

"I’m not hesitating! We’re a couple, okay? We’re a couple!" Xu Su conceded, sitting down across from him. She looked at Zhou Mochen, her expression deeply conflicted. "But even if we’re a couple, do couples have to get into trouble? I’m still young."

Seeing her admit it, Zhou Mochen felt a weight lift from his chest, and his gaze softened again. "You’re already an adult. I’ve been keeping track."

He sighed. "Are you that scared? It’s not like I’d actually hurt you, right?" 𝗳𝐫𝚎𝗲𝚠𝚎𝗯𝕟𝐨𝘃𝚎𝗹.𝗰𝗼𝗺

Xu Su wasn’t falling for his act. She had seen right through his supposed self-control in their past life.

"Zhou Mochen, do you actually like me as a person, or are you just after that one thing?" she asked, her tone bordering on unreasonable. "I just decided to try and like you, and you’re already trying to trick me into bed. Is that your ultimate goal?"

In her past life, Xu Su had hated his insatiable demands. No matter how unhappily their days ended, he would shamelessly squeeze into her bed at night.

No matter how cold her expression was or how uncooperative she acted, Zhou Mochen would climb into her bed as if he didn’t notice.

’Who could possibly understand?!’

The outwardly noble and desireless Young Master Zhou secretly studied the art of the bedchamber, determined to serve his wife and make her comfortable.

If Xu Su gave even the slightest physical response, the Zhou Mochen from her past life, who was severely starved for love, would interpret it as a sign that she liked him and was responding to him as a person.

Of course, Xu Su never indulged him. Most of the time, she would taunt him with a few sarcastic remarks.

The more techniques Zhou Mochen used, the more disgusted the Xu Su of that time became, and the more she hated him.

But thinking back on it now, Xu Su had to admit... from a purely physical standpoint, he had taken very good care of her.

While her thoughts were drifting off to who-knows-where, Zhou Mochen’s face had turned incredibly dark and ugly.

He strode over in a few steps, pulled Xu Su back into his arms, and fiercely ruffled her hair until it was a mess. Only then did he manage to suppress his anger, speaking in a fierce tone. "Xu Su, is that really what you think of me?"

"Well... what am I supposed to think?" Cowed by his fierceness for a second, Xu Su immediately retorted with righteous indignation, "Think about it yourself, isn’t it true? Every time you see me, you get handsy. You’ve even resorted to seduction."

Having seen him cling to her and cry like a baby, Xu Su wasn’t afraid of him at all—not the Zhou Mochen from her past life, and not the one from this life either.

Even though he was deliberately putting on a stern face and looked quite intimidating, Xu Su said with disdain, "See? Men really are animals ruled by their lower bodies."

Zhou Mochen froze. He tilted the young woman’s face up, and hearing that her accusation wasn’t a joke, his expression slowly grew serious.

"Sweetheart, is this really what you’ve thought of me all this time?" He kissed Xu Su’s forehead, sounding somewhat wronged. "I like you for who you are. All those other desires are just feelings that stem from liking you."

"Don’t misunderstand me like this. Haven’t you seen how I’ve been holding back? If all I wanted was to sleep with you, things would be much simpler. Would I have let you bully me like that?"

Thinking of how the young woman had despised him for the past two years, Zhou Mochen’s voice was calm. "Believe it or not, if I only wanted to sleep with you, you would have been lying in my bed two years ago."

’Two years ago...’

Xu Su was horrified, glaring at him. "And you say you’re not a beast!"

"Mhm, I am a beast." Zhou Mochen wasn’t annoyed in the slightest. He went along with her words, leaning down to give her a kiss, his voice husky. "But even as a beast, I’ve held back for two years. Susu, be good. Just take pity on me, okay? Let’s sleep together tonight."

...Xu Su had to admit, in that instant, her heart was truly tempted...

’Fine, we’ll sleep together. It’s not like I’m losing out, anyway. Young Master Zhou has a great body, a handsome face, plenty of strength, and he’s very considerate of my feelings.’

’It’s just... Xu Su remembered that when they first got together in their past life, he had hurt her a little.’

’It was uncomfortable, both mentally and physically...’

’But it was understandable. No matter how effortlessly he acted, it was his first time too, wasn’t it...?’