Loving The Cursed Werewolf King-Chapter 452: Ronan And His Insecurities

Arielle bit her lip then moved her own hips without Ronan’s help, searching for the pleasure she felt earlier.

"Yeah, we’ve talked about this."

Ronan had known about that, and Arielle had agreed without refusing in the slightest, making Ronan confused. He had decided not to have children because of his trauma in the past... but... after going through a lot with Arielle, suddenly... Ronan became doubtful.

It was just... imagining some pretty little girls like Arielle around him and calling him papa... Ronan shook his head to brush off his fantasy earlier. However, when Ronan tried to erase the image, suddenly the image of Arielle carrying Crimson in her arms and also taking care of Sasha very well made his heart warm.

Ronan became doubtful about what he really wanted. Perhaps without the curse, he would be happy to have many children. A mini version of Arielle calling him papa would really complete his life...

Arelle saw Ronan was lost in thought. She didn’t know what the man was thinking. Maybe about what she said earlier about children. They were now married, and in general, a married couple would want a child at least, but their conditions were a bit difficult.

Did Arielle want to have children? Arielle had thought about it many times. She did really like children. Arielle would gladly take care of Crimson and Sasha if the two of them didn’t find their parents. However, she never thought of having children of her own.

From the start, Ronan said that he didn’t want children, so Arielle didn’t think about it as much as possible. Besides, Arielle also had to learn a lot of things. After her coronation as a queen later, she had to learn about the use of mana and master her powers.

It would require a great time. Arielle didn’t want to neglect her own child because of her busy schedule. It would make the children sad and lonely. She did not want what she felt was also felt by others. If that happened, it meant that Arielle had not learned from her past at all.

Arielle rubbed Ronan’s face with the warm water.

"Do you want to share what you are thinking?" Arielle asked. 𝑓𝘳𝑒𝑒𝓌𝘦𝘣𝘯ℴ𝑣𝘦𝑙.𝘤𝑜𝑚

"It is nothing. I’m just a little doubtful of myself."

Ronan rubbed Arielle’s face with the back of his hand, and his wife grabbed Ronan’s hand, holding it tight.

"Doubting about what?" Arielle asked gently.

Ronan looked at Arielle’s calm face. The blush on her cheeks and that soothing expression made Ronan feel even more in love with his own wife. Arielle who was so soft and full of warmth slowly began to melt him.

Ronan who previously was very sure not to have children became doubtful right now. He wanted to build a complete and perfect family. If it was possible, Ronan wanted to do it, but he also couldn’t ignore the trauma that still haunted him to this day.

"Arielle... I’m still afraid to have a child," the man whispered, making Arielle’s heart feel tied tight.

Arielle was not disappointed in Ronan. She only felt sad seeing the confused expression full of sadness on her husband’s face.

"I know, Ronan. And I’m fine with it"

"I know that... but now my heart is starting to doubt it, Arielle. Suddenly, I want someone to call me Papa. Maybe I’m still clumsy with Crimson, but after I tried it, it wasn’t too bad. Now, I admit that kid is really adorable... and I’d love to have one too."

Ronan did not discuss this with Arielle. Indeed, at first Ronan really objected when Arielle said she wanted to take care of Crimson until they found her real parents. He also hated it when the child burped on his clothes or had very smelly poop.

However, after spending some time together, watching the child sleep, babbling and even laughing made Ronan’s heart feel warm. Maybe it was because he had lost his sister at a very young age and missed the laughter of the babies around him. Crimson laugh made Ronan think of Irene, and the happiness he got when he found out that his sister was a girl.

Sometimes, when Sasha visited the palace, Ronan really wanted the boy to take his sister with him. Seeing Arielle holding a child made Ronan really feel the figure of a mother.

His mother was a warm and kind mother. Ronan touched the wound on his face. He couldn’t blame his mother for what had happened. The woman had just given birth and seen her husband kill her child. And her first son disappeared somewhere in the form of a wolf. Of course, his mother would be depressed and frightened.

"Are you thinking about your mother?" Arielle asked.

Ronan nodded his head. Then, Arielle came closer to kiss the vertical scar on the man’s face.

Ah ... Ronan just realized ...

Maybe because apart from the mate bond, he knew why he was so obsessed with Arielle. Ronan remembered... Arielle was very much like his mother. Maybe Ronan was looking for the comfort he never got from a mother in Arielle.

The girl was affectionate and gave Ronan a lot of affection. Arielle was also understanding and taking good care of his needs. The girl was kind to remind Ronan of how good his mother was....

However, the difference between Arielle and his mother was Arielle’s courage. The girl was awkward and shy at first, but Arielle never hesitated to help anyone without exception.

His mother was still a noble who kept their status above anything else. At his lowest point, his mother could only watch from a distance when Ronan was trapped by his father. Meanwhile, Arielle would run to him to calm himself down.

His mother was good, but Arielle was much better. Ronan put his lips on Arielle’s and kissed her very gently.

"I’m lucky to meet you," he said while hugging Arielle tightly.

Arielle returned the hug, making Ronan sigh happily. If it was Arielle, Ronan had no doubts... Even though his child would have the same curse as him, he believed Arielle would love the child and help and hug them in difficult times.

Ronan believed Arielle would become a very incredible mother. However, he wasn’t sure of himself...