MTL - Escape From Konoha-Chapter 9 Self-cultivation of behind-the-scenes BOSS (1)
In the days to come, Shiraishi often saw Ayane living alone at school.
Suddenly, she had no friends or so-called desire for life, her eyes were empty, like a walking dead.
This may be the real life attitude of a 'slave'.
It is estimated that in this lifetime, it is impossible to get out of this shadow.
Shiraishi didn't know how a girl who clearly yearned for freedom was defined as a 'slave' by her closest clan.
But it must be full of despair and pain unimaginable to ordinary people.
After that day, Ayane's grades plummeted, and the head teacher Fujimura Taiga didn't say anything about her. He could only give her some insignificant comfort and encouragement, so that she could study with peace of mind and not think about anything.
Although he really wanted to help his students, the traditions of the Hinata clan would not be changed by a school teacher who was nothing like him.
This point, Fujimura Taiga is very clear, and also knows that there is no way to seek help from the three generations of Hokage.
These wealthy families are like small villages in Konoha Village.
Many of the regulations of Konoha Village are not within their control.
Shiraishi saw it very clearly.
The comfort of words is useless to Ayane.
She can only be enlightened from another level.
Mental trauma can only be healed with mental medicine.
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Tormenting one's body with pain has always been a good medicine to transfer mental numbness.
Only by taking advantage of this physical pain can Ayane feel that she is truly alive now.
He is still a person, not a 'livestock' kept in captivity by his family.
She doesn't understand what the traditional meaning of the family is, and she doesn't want to understand it, and she doesn't want to understand it.
Although those adults kept enlightening her, they said that the "bird in a cage" spell was planted on her for her own good and for the sake of the family's inheritance.
All her sacrifices are not meaningless, but valuable.
If so, why didn't the people of the clan sacrifice themselves? Ayane's thoughts kept popping up in her mind.
The more she thought about it, Ayane felt that her heart was filled with a dark feeling that wanted to destroy everything.
The hatred also started to intensify.
With such thoughts of hatred and anger, her fair and gentle face also became a little hideous, with a hint of ferocity, without the gentleness of the past.
She used the soft fist of the Hyuga clan to attack the stake. Gradually, during the swing, her soft fist gradually changed its flavor. To vent, become hard and hard.
Even if the fist is bleeding and the pain is constant, there is no tendency to stop.
Rather, it was exactly what she hoped to use this pain to transfer her mental numbness.
After a while, she stopped this self-mutilation-like way of venting, squatting beside the stake, clasping her knees with both hands, her head lowered, her long black hair covering her face, and only a slight sob could be heard.
The sun was setting, and the woods were shrouded in darkness.
It's almost dark.
The air in the forest also became a little cold.
The dark green leaves fell on Ayane's shoulders, and she was still sobbing in a low voice.
-Suddenly at this moment, the sound of slow footsteps came from the dim woods, causing her to stop crying abruptly.
"So you're hiding here, but this place is really suitable for a person to lick the wounds alone."
This voice, Ayane, was very familiar, and she couldn't help raising her head to look at the person who came.
That was his roommate, Chiba Shiroishi.
A truly ordinary person.
A commoner, with unremarkable grades, a middle school student.
This is all he is.
Although she had a relatively harmonious relationship with him before, but now she is not in the mood to pay attention to an unrelated outsider like him.
"Why are you here?"
Instead of calling out the other party's identity with the gentle title of "Shiroishi-kun" as before, her voice became stiff and unfamiliar.
Ayane was confused as to why Shiraishi came here, but there was a feeling of being spied on and discovered a secret, which made her very angry.
"There are many reasons, but it is more attracted by the hatred and anger in your heart. I am actually the same as you."
A meaningful smile appeared on Shiraishi's face.
"the same with me?"
Ayane was stunned, not understanding what Shiraishi was talking about.
Shiraishi walked out of the darkness, with a faint smile in his steady black eyes:
"Yeah, just like you, I am part of this twisted and boring village. Even the insignificant part is commonly known as the despicable thing whose fate is controlled by others."
Ayane gasped for breath.
Shiraishi's ordinary image suddenly became another stranger in his mind.
It was as if he had re-acquainted with his roommate.
Is he expressing dissatisfaction and hostility to the village?
Why does he have this idea?
But when Shiraishi said that, Ayane didn't know why, but her heart was suddenly filled with resonating pleasure.
"You are very suspicious, aren't you?"
Shiraishi asked again with a smile.
Confuse?
Doubt what?
Facing Shiraishi's inexplicable question, Ayane frowned, and there was a hint of vigilance in her pure white eyes.
"Do you already feel that you are inferior?"
As soon as Shiraishi said those words, Ayane's chest was filled with a strong murderous aura.
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All the negative emotions flooded into her heart, causing Ayane to lose her sanity in an instant. The figure quickly rushed towards Shiraishi and threw her fist at Shiraishi's body.
Shiraishi smiled slightly, and Ayane, who was dominated by anger, lost her composure, and the attack had become weak and deceitful.
With this level of attack, there is absolutely no need to be on guard. Shiraishi said in his heart.
So, I caught Ayane's fist, and then countered, pressing her entire body against the tree next to her, preventing her from moving at all.
The situation was reversed in an instant.
Perhaps the defeat was too sudden, so Ayane immediately froze.
Absolutely did not expect such a result.
"Have you been hiding your strength? Why do you do this?"
Ayane turned to God and asked this question.
"What is it? But before we explore this question, how about we talk about your business?"
Shiraishi said calmly in a warm voice.
"Hmph, what do commoners like you know? Stop laughing."
Ayane said in a voice that wanted to bite Shiroishi's throat.
What does a commoner who is nothing like this know?
She was planted with a 'caged bird', and everything in her future life will be dominated and planned by those aloof clans.
The so-called freedom and dignity have been ruthlessly deprived from now on.
Whenever she sees the arrogant expressions on the faces of the sects, she has a feeling of wanting to trample on the soles of her feet.
Let them try it too, what kind of humiliation and despair it is to be played with dignity and freedom.