MTL - Fortunate Wife-~ Fanwai 40 self-blame

This is destined to be a sleepless night.

After Li Mo Li Yan left, Li Man took the children upstairs and gently smothered them to sleep, just like nothing happened.

But the children really went to sleep, but she looked at the roof, stunned and dazed, and my heart was uncomfortable.

"Flesh." It is easy to stabilize the mood of Dagu. Li painted upstairs and shouted Li Man a few times. She did not seem to hear it, and her heart rolled over and felt uncomfortable.

Silently took off his clothes and sneaked into the bed.

Li Man stunned, turned his head to look at him, his eyes were red, and his voice was fluttering with a hint of whimper.

"Li painting, your third brother, will he deliberately hide, let us find? Stay"

"No, vine." Li painted her heart into her arms and gently comforted her. "Big brother has gone looking for it, maybe he will come back tomorrow."

"Oh." Having said that, Li Man is still in a panic, she has a very bad intuition.

I remembered the abnormality of Li Shu these days, and she only looked bored, but did not expect this, she felt a pain in the heart.

"Before Li Shu, it was very abnormal. He often told me that I should take care of myself and take care of the children. I know that this is not very good, but I have never used it. I never thought he would leave home."

All along, except for Li Yan, the most sticky of her is Li Shu, she never thought about it, in this life, he still has to leave her.

In the dim light, Li Man’s eyes looked at him red, and he was helpless.

Listening to her strong voice, Li painting is distressed. "Man, this is not your business."

"No, it's not good for me. I have been negligent to him all the time. He has been so obvious, but I haven't noticed it." Liman's voice choked and his eyes shone with tears. Thinking of all kinds of Li Shu, tears finally could not be suppressed from the corner of my eyes.

"How can I be so confused? If I say more, if I say something to retain him, he should not leave."

"Li Shu, he is a simple and enthusiastic person. What if he is deceived outside? He is so impulsive, will he be bullied?"

"Li painting, I am worried that he will have an accident."

Finally, Li Man didn't hold back, and he cried in the arms of Li Hua.

"Man." Li painted tightly holding her, my heart is also upset, the third brother's departure is too sudden, but it seems to be inevitable.

"Three brothers, he has a heroic dream since he was a child. Maybe he just went to realize his dream."

"Heroes dream?" Li Man was shocked. He seemed to think that Li Shu's favorite story is to listen to some heroes. The biggest ideal seems to be to be a general, to fight against the enemy, to protect the country, and to sip a blood.

Even so, he can throw her away, throw away the children who are less than half a year old, leave his brothers, and now it is a home that is so rich and a little rich?

"I don't care." Li Man's voice was hoarse, with a little crying, and cried. "When he comes back, I will ignore him."

"Well, wait for him to come back and ignore him." Li painted softly, but his heart was also up and down.

The third brother is not as calm as his eldest brother, and he is not as smooth as his second brother. His temper is impulsive, but he does not easily decide what to do. It seems that he grew up and he is following the big brother and second brother. He does not love. make a decision.

However, Li Hua knows that the more he does, he does not make decisions easily, but once he makes a decision, he is unable to pull back the nine cows.

This trip is sure to be a preparation and a determination.

I hope that my older brother is lucky, so he didn't go far and brought him back.

Otherwise...

Li's heart has the worst plan in mind.

And this worst plan was thoroughly fulfilled after five days.

I went out to find two people, but now only Li Mo is one person. It is about this trip to the city. When I came back, Li Mo’s beard pulled the residue and described it as very exhausted.

"Big brother, what about the second brother?" Li painted a shocked question.

Didn't see Li Shu, Li Man had already guessed the result, but now Li Yan was gone. She didn't know how to describe her feelings. She only felt like she was immersed in the hail, and she shivered coldly. I can't ask, only a little tremble.

I only heard that Li Mo said that they had gone to the nearest camp in the Shennenggou. Not only did they not find anyone, but they were almost arrested as a foreign spies. Fortunately, Li Yan was alert and the two escaped.

But did not find Li Shu, the two are not willing, continue to find, afraid that the family is in a hurry.

Therefore, after some deliberation, Li Yan continued to take the road with the entanglement, and Li Mo went home first.

Hearing, the family is in silence.

Li Xiangyu's eyes are red again. In the past few days, she was also anxious. She finally hoped to return to Li Mo, but she got such a message. She couldn't help but be discouraged, thinking about it, crying and crying.

"What am I doing? A good family wants to make this happen? This is not a worry-free third. Come back, I must slap him a meal. This will soon be a New Year, and he will not see the shadow." Now, even the second child doesn't know where to go. This will let us do it well."

"Auntie."

Li Xiangyu cried, Li Man’s eyes also filled with water mist, Li painting only

I have to persuade, "The second brother is a grown-up, and there will be nothing."

"Adult? There is a fart. The third child is so big, has he been out of the courtyard several times? He doesn't know how to be tall and thick. I think it's the same as going out at home. There are brothers guarding everywhere, and the wife is hurting. Someone is cooking when they are hungry, someone is taking care of them?"

He did not say that these were okay, and he said that he had raised the worry of Li Wan’s heart.

Yes, Li Yan still brought money in the end.

But what about Li Shu?

She carefully checked, except for his own set of clothes to change, and a small dress that she wore, there was nothing, even without the dry food.

Is he going to go out to drink the northwest wind?

"Don't cry." Li Mo suddenly made a noise to Li Xiangyu. "The second brother inquired that there is a general in the neighboring province who is recruiting, thinking that the three brothers will go there."

"The second brother is going to go to Zhangzhou?" Li painted amazed.

Li Mo nodded. "This is a long way to go. However, the second brother said that he will be accurate. He will come back early."

For this ancient location in the land, Li Man is not clear. She is like a frog at the bottom of the well, only knowing that she lives in such a place called Goddess Ditch.

But the ancient traffic is not developed, let alone go to another province. Even if you go to another county or town, it will take a lot of time. What's more, Li Yan only walks on one leg?

This is another cold winter, if you are in a rainy day, or if you are blowing a wind and snow...

I can't think of it, the more I think about it, the worse.

Li Man is almost mad by the endless worry.

Li Yan has brought some money, can go out, can it be used for a few days? What's more, he didn't even bring the clothes to change, and he didn't even have a thick piece of scorpion.

If this is ill?

Li Man’s mind is reminiscent of the picture that Zeng Jin saw in the book. There are some students who have gone to Beijing to take the exam, half of the sick, poor and sick, and the tragic situation of unattended care.

"I am going to clean up, we will go to Ganzhou tomorrow."

"Man." Li painted busy to hold her, "Zhangzhou Road is far away, let's say, we may not be able to meet the second brother and third brother, if they missed them again..."

"But we can't just sit at home like this." Li Man felt that she really had to wait like this, she would be crazy, she would go crazy.

"Man, let's calm down first." Li draws her hand and does not let go. "When you are gone, what do the children do? Also, if the second brother says that he can come back years ago, he will definitely come back."

"What about your third brother?" Li Man looked at him with an eye.

Li painted his heart and sighed. "Man, there are some things we must treat calmly. If the third brother is ironic, even if he finds him, he is not necessarily willing to come back."

"I don't care." Li Man reluctantly frowned, like a temper. "I want him to come back, he will definitely come back. He can't bear me, he can't bear children. He must blame me, blame me for the usual He is not good enough. Yes, he left the night, I am still angry with him, he must be angry for this life. When he comes back, I will apologize to him, and later, I, I will treat him like that again. As long as he likes it, let me do anything."

"Man." Li Mo looked deep, his eyes fixed on Li Man, Shen Sheng, "The four brothers said yes, the third brother is big, have their own ideas. No one can complain about this."

But these words can not comfort Li Man's heart, her man, after lingering with her for a night, the next day, she couldn't see the shadow, she couldn't stand it.

She knows how much he loves her.

Just because he is confident of his deep love for himself, she can't accept his sudden departure from home. What's even worse is that he has to go to the army to do this thing that will kill at any time.

She was afraid, afraid that he would have an accident, afraid that he would never see him again, could not see his sunshine smile, could not hear his hearty laughter, and felt that he was tired of pleading with her relatives.

She regrets more, regrets how to sleep so dead, he hugged her in the ear, must be saying goodbye to her, or maybe, he hopes she can wake up, and more relatives with him for a while? Maybe he changed his mind and didn't leave.

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