MTL - Let’s Chat About The Guy Who Entered The Book To Chase After Me-Chapter 79
Wen Xuan wanted to wake up with a simple slap. However, his hands were raised, he thought about it, and then put it back.
Because Wen Xuan remembered another thing, a knot that had been in his heart for a long time.
Concentric.
At first, the two met this concentric concubine at the same time, then in order to understand that both of them entered into each other's heart and tried to explore the bottom of each other's heart. The result was simple and easy to succeed, but Wenxuan tried countless times and failed. Wen Xuan didn't say this, but in fact he was always thinking about it.
He also wanted to use his own strength to unlock the maggots in Jianxin's heart, and he wanted to know what it was like in the deep heart that had been hidden by Jianxin. However, at the last attempt, Jane kept him out anyway.
Now that Simplicity is deeply trapped in the illusion, there must be no more power to stop him. This is really a godsend.
So Wenxuan should take this opportunity to try the unfinished business again? This is tantamount to danger. If it was put in the past, Wenxuan must have hesitated for a while. But now, unlike the past, ten years of monster life has made Wen Xuan's behavior style quite different from before. Not to mention, this dangerous thing was simply done a lot.
After only a moment, Wen Xuan laughed at herself, then leaned down and attached the forehead to the simple forehead.
When they first tried to unlock the concentric hustle, they spent a lot of time making the medicine of traction. The medicine for traction was already in the abdomen. Although decades have passed, no further preparation is needed to do this.
Soon, Wen Xuan only felt that his vision was blurred for a while, then the light gradually faded away, and there was darkness in front of his eyes. Wen Xuan lights up in the darkness, illuminating the road in front of her-it is indeed the long narrow road that she has long missed.
On this simple heart road, it is still full of Wenxuan, covered with walls on both sides.
A closer look reveals that this road is slightly different from last time. The portraits on the walls on both sides are more abundant, and there are more traces of the two people getting along, including even the appearance of Wenxuan Monster. However, this road is much narrower than before. Wen Xuan walked along, paying attention to every change here, sighing frequently.
Then he finally stopped and turned around, facing a painting wall.
Wenxuan knows that this road and these painting walls are just the most superficial layer in Jianxin's heart. As for Jianyi's deeper inner space, in fact, all of them are blocked by this road.
Wen Xuan stretched out a hand and stroked the wall with his palm.
The last time he came here, he repeatedly said that he wanted to see more begging, but at this time he didn't say a word, but silently put his palm against the wall, and then silently squeezed into it. Although quiet, the strength he gave was no less than the original, his teeth were biting, his forehead was gradually oozing sweat, and his eyes were full of firm determination.
He finally squeezed out of the wall again, reaching the wide, deep darkness.
Nothing will stop him this time. Wen Xuan took a deep breath, lighting the light with one hand, and breezing with the other. Soon, the breeze blew away the black mist that had piled up in front of his eyes, and finally revealed a little white.
Wenxuan intensified the wind, blowing the black mist more, and the greater the whiteness exposed. But no matter how much the black fog dispersed, what Wenxuan could see was always just white.
Jian Jian no longer has the strength to interfere with him. What he saw at this time was such a bare white, only to prove that there was such a bare white at the bottom of Jianxin's heart.
After a while, Wenxuan put away the surprise in her heart and began to walk forward. The space seemed endless, the black mist seemed endless, and the breeze brought by Wen Xuan followed him. Wherever he walked, the black mist was cleared, so that he could always see the sight before him.
This piece of black mist is not simply a disturbance to him, but a thing that simple heart already has.
As Wen Xuan walked through more and more places, he saw more empty white, and occasionally found other things. Such as the same white walls, such as the red cross symbol, such as some indescribable pungent smell.
This acrid scent elicited a small corner in Wenxuan's memory. That was many years ago, when this concentric maggot had just been planted in the bodies of two people. Because of the sudden connection with the simple heart, Wen Xuan once saw a certain room, it was exactly white, it appeared exactly the same as many things now, and it was filled with this pungent smell. At that time, Wenxuan doubted that what he saw at that time was where Jian Jian had been in the past. Nowadays, this speculation seems to be increasingly confirmed.
The room Wen Xuan had seen was not so large. Maybe that's the actual size of the room, and the vast space in front of me is the result of magnifying it countless times in simple hearts.
Although large, it is barren and monotonous.
Wenxuan couldn't remember how long he had been in it, and finally, something else appeared in the black mist that was scattered in front of his eyes.
At the same time, Wen Xuan suddenly felt a sudden feeling in her heart.
It is the tapeworm in the simple heart.
This maggot will hide in the true deepest position in the simple heart. Only by getting close can Wenxuan feel it. At this moment, the induction came, proving that what Wen Xuan wanted to see was right in front of him.
Wen Xuan couldn't help speeding up his pace, blowing all the black mist in front of him, completely revealing what was hidden in it.
It was a white bed, and the bed looked very strange. The head and foot were all made of metal, like the weird instruments that Wenxuan had seen in this space.
There was a man lying on the bed.
A teenager.
Wen Xuan couldn't help but beat his heart, and had to stand in place for a while to keep his breath steady. Then he finally approached, letting the light in his hand shine on the teenager's face.
The teenager's face is familiar and simple.
Although this is not the body currently used by Jane, it is not a coincidence that Jane came here from other worlds. Neither the look nor the name has changed.
Wen Xuan looked at the familiar face of the boy, but her raised hand trembled.
Because it's surprisingly pale and surprisingly thin. Really, although it is such a familiar face, Wenxuan has never seen such simple and weak. This skinny look was so strange that Wen Xuan couldn't even recognize it for a moment.
Unbelievable, is this really his Jianshi brother?
But here is the simple heart, the maggot's induction comes from the body of the teenager in front of him. This is the deepest part of the simple heart, which cannot be thought of by others.
The teenager's eyes were open, but Wen Xuan was not seen at all. The boy's eyes were empty and extremely empty. It is clearly alive, but it is as dead as a corpse.
This is what Jian Jian has been trying to hide with all his strength, and he doesn't want Wen Xuan to see it. Past?
Wen Xuan touched the young man's body across the quilt, and it really was the same thin, almost only a bone. Wen Xuan couldn't help feeling heavy.
But just a moment later, he raised his hand again and touched the teenager's forehead. He managed to find it, no matter what he saw, he had to see more.
As a ray of divine thoughts flowed in, very quickly, many pictures came to Wenxuan's mind.
In these pictures, there are many things that Wenxuan has never seen and cannot understand. But this did not prevent him from understanding the life of a teenager in that world.
Simple families are indeed wealthy, and parents are indeed loving. In that world, Jane ’s family was a wealthy local fame. Jane ’s father and Jane ’s mother were both powerful people, and they managed the family business. The simplicity of being born in such a family should have been easy to live without food and clothing, be well educated, and have a life of great prosperity.
However, the shortcomings in the United States are simple, and the disease is brought from the mother's womb, and it can't be cured no matter how much it costs. He had been living in a hospital since he was a child, and had barely crossed the road with his own feet. He could only look out through a window by the bed.
In the early years, even so, Jian Jian was the heart of his parents.
Even if he is busy with work, his parents will always be by his side, staying by the bed and telling stories to him, telling all the beautiful things in the world, and comforting him with patience and telling him that he will be better one day Walk out of the white room on your own feet and see all the beauty in the world.
On birthdays, parents will both take leave, no matter how serious the situation in the company is, they just ignore it, just to rush to the side, bring the cake, light the candle, sing a birthday song, and then kiss the simple face And tell him, Mom and Dad will always love you.
Such a beautiful and warm picture, how many are in simple memory, countless, one by one is a perfect interpretation of a happy family, a pair of parents who love children. However, Wen Xuan looked at these pictures in Jian Jian's heart, feeling the emotion that Jian Yi conveyed about it, but could not feel half the warmth and love, only hate.
Later, the simplicity gradually grew, and there was still no hope for cure, and the time for parents to accompany the simplicity began to be less frequent. But at that time, Jian still believed that it was only because things in the company were busier and his parents still loved him.
The evidence is that they still leave everything on their birthdays each year, and both rush to Simple's side. Even when they are not there, they are extremely concerned about simplicity, often discussing simple conditions with doctors, and passing on their concerns to them through those doctors and nurses.
In order to avoid simplicity and confusion when they are bored, they brought a lot of books for simplicity, and after consulting the doctor's consent, they specially set up a computer for him for fun.
It was probably at that time that I briefly saw a Xiu Zhen novel and knew Wen Xuan for the first time. Although the original book was not written with Wen Xuan as the center, Wen Xuan's experience was only a few strokes. Only a large book and special book accused Wen Xuan of betrayal. However, with his own unique keenness, Jian Jian noticed how Wen Xuan's spirit from the initial debut really fell into the final situation little by little.
At that time, his evaluation of Wenxuan was: Wow, that's miserable.
Then, about ten years old, my mother conceived a brother for Jane. At that time, the mother stroked her belly, and the bright look of a happy smile on the corner of her mouth was still so dazzling in the memories.
The parents told Jian Jian that the reason why he wanted to conceive the younger brother was to let the younger brother go to work the hard work in the company. Their most precious child is always simple.
Then my brother was born, a healthy and cute baby boy. Parents held the younger brother to see simplicity. But Jian Yi hadn't had time to be happy to be an older brother, so she noticed that her parents looked at her brother's eyes differently from their parents' eyes. Jian Jian's heart, which had never been desperate because of illness, became cold for the first time. It's like falling into an ice grotto with a cold heart.
Sometimes Jane hates his keenness in such things. But after thinking about it, such things will always be discovered sooner or later, even if they are not discovered at that time. Even if he is the first child of his parents, even if the parents love him again, the younger brother is healthy.
Jian Jian also had the good fortune, thinking that even so, his position in the hearts of his parents was not so easily changed.
However, the facts are always difficult to dispute. A newborn baby can always involve all the time and energy of the parents, and the simple single room in the hospital must be visited every day from the beginning to the end.
When it was the first time to spend a birthday alone, Easy read the novel again.
At that time, his evaluation of Wenxuan was: Hey, this person is worse than me.
Yeah, now I want to come, the reason why Jian Jian remembered this role in the first place was because of misery. But it seems to be more than that, because after simply discovering that this idea can give me more comfort, I went to find many novels and watched many of the same miserable characters, but no one can clearly start with Wenxuan like Not so memorable, but always remembered by him when he was inadvertent.
And when did his evaluation of Wenxuan change from "miserable than me" to "as miserable as me"? Simple doesn't remember much anymore.
A few days later, the parents asked the doctor to apologize and apologize to Jian Jian, telling him that his brother had some fever because of the cold, so they didn't come that day. Although the younger brother has given up his fever, he still feels uncomfortable. They must spend more time to take care of the younger brother.
I saw my parents again two months later, and the simple condition worsened. I walked around the gate, and when I woke up, I heard my parents cry outside. When the doctor put his parents in, the parents fluttered beside his bed and wept almost speechless. Jian Jian only looked at the younger brother who was still held in his arms by his mother, thinking slightly proudly that my status had not been completely replaced.
My parents spent several days beside the simple bed, but there were only so many days, and everything gradually returned to the original.
In order to see more of my parents, I simply pulled out the tube on my arm and turned off the snoring instruments around me. The condition worsened repeatedly and I lay in the intensive room again and again. This method worked for half a year, and then parents finally had enough.
Finally, once, Jian Yi came back from the ghost gate and saw her parents again, but her parents no longer had the sadness and love on their faces, only full of impatience and anger.
The father yelled at him before telling the doctor to tie his hands.
Since then, Jian Jian has not only been unable to use his own feet, even his hands. When the father finally believed that he would be obedient, he called the doctor to untie the restraint, and the muscles of the simple arms had already atrophied and could not be lifted.
Even so, the simple condition will still worsen, and he will be passed two or three times before the ghost door is closed every year. But since then, parents have never been there.
Until my brother reached the age of elementary school, he still remembered that he had an older brother and wanted to see him.
The family of three appeared again in front of Jian Jian, happy and happy. My brother is very good, lively and cute, smart and smart, and is a good boy who will make people like it at first glance. He lay on the side of the improvised bed and shivered warmly. The parents looked at it with a smile from behind, their expressions were full of pride in the child.
Jian Jian looked at his brother's innocent face, but only thought that if his hands could still be moved, he would be bound to this person's neck until he died.
This is a terrible and distorted idea, but who cares?
In this life, Jian Jian has always been lying on this bed.
He has been completely replaced, no one cares about him, no one has his place in his heart. He heard his brother say "Brother is so pitiful" outside the door when he left, and only wanted to sneer.
Time continues to run non-stop, simply lying there, looking at the white ceiling. He couldn't even read the novel, he could only recall some fragments. Wen Xuan is the character he remembers most, and he can't say why, maybe just because of misery, or maybe Wen Xuan really has something that can move him.
It is probably in this kind of repetitive memories that Wen Xuan gets deeper and deeper in his heart. He began to analyze according to the original book, and completed the life of this character in his mind. This is not an easy task. The story that the brain supplements will always deviate from the actual situation. So he asked the nurse to read the novel in his ear, constantly confirming the original with the original, and constantly modifying the story he completed. Until it has been so close to the truth.
Sometimes Jane will feel, really stupid, this character is too stupid.
More often than not, it is easy to think that it is not easy for people to be stupid.
Obviously always treat people sincerely, but always be hurt by others. In the end, no one in the world remembers this role well. The glory and devotion of this role have been forgotten, and his position in all people's hearts will be replaced by the latecomers. How does this look like Jane?
Jian Jian finally completed his completion of the role before he lay in the intensive care room for the last time.
There are always two or three experiences every year, and simplicity is used to it. Even as he walked around in front of the gate, he was still thinking about the character and the story he had completed. He had never done something with such care, and even if it was meaningless, it made him feel satisfied.
Until Jian Yi suddenly sobered from the coma, and looked at everything in the world with a vision that has never been so clear. He suddenly realized that this was really the last time. He looked at the data on the instrument next to him and confirmed that he was really dying. He heard the nurse talking outside and discussing which patient the ward to be vacated would live in.
Look, even his place in the small ward that has lived all his life will eventually be replaced.
He should close his eyes and welcome his end calmly. After all, this is something that has been known for a long time and is doomed from birth. There is no second way waiting for him, sooner or later.
At this time, his parents did not know where. But what does it matter, parents have long since lost him.
Jian Jian felt tears slip from the corners of his eyes and wet his hair.
He is not reconciled.
This life is not reconciled.
Such a dispensable life, a life that can be replaced by others no matter what, unwilling.
Unwilling, unwilling, unwilling, unwilling, unwilling ...
"Want to regain life?" Suddenly, an old man's voice came to mind.
Jian Jian widened her eyes and looked at the old man who suddenly appeared in front of her. He didn't have time to think about how the old man came in. The words of the other party attracted all his attention.
"I can travel in time and space, and you can help me complete my research." Said the old man. "As long as you promise, I can give you new life, and even let you choose the world that will be born."
Regaining life? What about regaining life? Can it change in the slightest? No, that person, at least that person will need him, because that person is just like him, all around are guys who can only hurt people. He wants to see that person, he wants to go to that person, he wants to help that person get rid of that miserable fate, because this is what he can do, no one can save that person except him. Unique and irreplaceable.
Yes, there is no substitute. As long as they are next to each other, no one will be replaced. That person must have his place beside him, and he will never betray him like everyone else.
Suddenly, he caught it, like a straw for life-saving.
He promised the elders' conditions and couldn't wait to look back.
At this instant, the simple soul disappeared from the world. This soul that was about to be annihilated was caught by the old man and put into the world that simplicity wants to go to.
Wen Xuan heard the last voice of the soul. That voice was loud and filled the simple whole atrium.
——I came to this world for you, I want to save you.
However, Wen Xuan also heard that in the depth of this huge voice, in fact, there was a smaller voice, saying another sentence.
——I think, saved by you. 2k novel reading network