MTL - Peach and Plum Do Not Speak (The Silent Cherry And Plum Blossoms)-Chapter 14
An Zhixuan was in the room uneasy. When Yan Xi came in, the door was not closed. Anyway, there were only the two of them on this floor.
"Are you angry?" There were two sparkling water splashes in An Zhi's eyes. She didn't even dare to sit, and stared at her with her head held high.
Yan Xi did not speak, she thought that this was an extremely serious matter, so she left without saying goodbye and ran away from home. It was wrong to have to tell her about it, but An Zhi is now a frightened bird, no matter how serious it is, what if she runs away by herself?
"You feel…"
Yan Xi sighed as soon as she spoke, she didn't know how to speak. Couldn't she trust her after spending so many days together? If An Zhi wasn't lucky enough, he was hit by a car and abducted... If he didn't find her in time, where would she spend the night tonight?
Thinking about it now makes her shudder.
An Zhi was very flustered, she bit her lip, tears fell down, and her little hand stretched out to grab the corner of Yanxi's clothes.
Yan Xi held her up. At the bottom of my heart, momentarily sour.
Was she too reluctant, was she not supposed to bring An Zhi home at that time, she was simply unable to take care of a small child.
Yan Xi's heart was not only sour, but also hesitant.
She admitted that she was impulsive to bring An Zhi home at the time, and also thought that bringing up a child was not an easy thing, but it seemed to be more difficult than she thought.
The door was not closed. Grandpa Yan and Grandma Yan came in one after the other, seeing the big one with a stunned expression and the small one crying. The two looked at each other, and Grandpa Yan smiled and said, "What happened?"
Grandma Yan stepped forward and picked Anzhi up: "Xiao Anzhi, come and talk to Grandma."
The two old people had a tacit understanding. Grandma Yan took An Zhi away, while Grandpa Yan stayed and looked at Yan Xi with a smile.
"Little Wu, when was the last time I saw you with red eyes?"
Yan Xi felt that her eyes were tingling, and being teased by Grandpa Yan, she tilted her head in embarrassment.
"The children have been found, what are you crying for?" Grandpa Yan sat down and cocked Erlang's legs leisurely.
Yan Xi touched her nose embarrassedly and denied, "Where is the crying nose..."
She hesitated for a while, then surrendered to Grandpa Yan's insightful eyes. She murmured, "I just don't know if my decision was the right one..."
I remembered a lot for a while, for example, she was determined to break up with Gao Jiming, no matter how he saved it. She gave up research and chose to work. And she brought An Zhi back, but she didn't take good care of her.
Grandpa Yan said, "Do you still remember your first year in high school, you fell in love with photography, often skipped classes, went to the countryside, the suburbs, and went to any place where you could take pictures, regardless of your homework..."
"The teacher told me and your grandma to have a parent-teacher conference at least five times."
"Your grades dropped from the top three in the grade you entered to the top 30, the top 50, and the top 100."
"At that time, no one advised you to listen. Your brothers, me and your grandma, you all refused to listen to us."
"What did you say at the time? You said that since you made this decision, you will bear all the consequences of this decision."
Thinking of the past, Yan Xi laughed, and she tapped her head, "But at the end of the semester, the head teacher gave me an ultimatum, saying that if I continue to skip class, the final exam will definitely be kicked out of the key class, so she might as well kick it now. drop me..."
"As a result, I stayed up all night frantically a week before the test, and finally managed to stay in the key class."
"Walking Dead for a week... That's a huge price..."
Yan Xi understood what her grandfather meant, she frowned slightly and said, "But this or that matter is nothing compared to it..."
Grandpa Yan looked at her: "but you are not fourteen or fifteen years old."
"I understand what you mean. You want to tell me that since a decision has been made, you must bear the responsibility behind the decision."
Yan Xi looked confused: "But I don't know how to take care of the child... Grandpa... I think I have tried my best in the past few weeks, but this kind of accident still occurs... I am also afraid that I will encounter more difficulties in the future and will be impatient. , it will be discouraged, and it will hurt An Zhi even more..."
"Grandpa... When you were taking us, did you ever worry about this..."
"Raising a child is never easy, and it's more difficult than you think. What kind of person a person grows up is inseparable from the environment in which he lives. You arrange everything, plan everything , thinking that he will grow in the direction you want, but a lot of times, it always backfires.
Your grandmother and I have been strict with your father since we were young. Your father has a high talent for music. My grandmother and I hoped that he could take the road of music, but he turned out to be better and chose construction projects..."
"It took us a long time to convince ourselves that children have ideas and we can only do it with respect."
"It's more than that. When your father was in his third year, he suddenly ran home and told us that he wanted to marry your mother!"
"At that time, students were not allowed to marry in the university. We are not against your parents' free love, but they are too young to start a family."
"It didn't take long for your father to say that your mother had your big brother in her stomach... I was so angry! I almost cut off the father-son relationship with him! My old face..."
Grandpa Yan shook his head.
It was the first time that Yan Xi heard the "great deeds" of her parents. She was amused and couldn't help laughing out loud.
"Then it will be easier for you and grandma to take us?"
"It's easy!" Grandpa Yan shouted, "Your eldest brother likes to fight with people in elementary school, but not to study. I don't know what happened in junior high school. He said that he was seriously dissatisfied with China's exam-oriented education, and once led most of his classmates to hand in blank papers... Made his head teacher who had just graduated and started crying in anger..."
"Your second brother, you learned physics and electricity in the second year of junior high school, and you like to toss with the electrical appliances in the house, dismantling everything that can be dismantled in the house! After dismantling, you have to remove the socket, which scares your grandma, and she has to sleep every night. Close the main gate, just because he is afraid that he will mess around while everyone is asleep."
"Your third brother, when you were nine or ten, you didn't know what was wrong. You decided to be a girl and like to wear skirts... Your grandma and I are worried..."
"Huh? No, what's the matter?"
Grandpa Yan sighed: "Later, your grandma and I found out that he was just having fun, not some unhealthy hobby, or another psychological gender. We were almost ready to accept that he was a girl..."
Yan Xi laughed so much that tears came out, "My third brother is really...really beautiful..."
She laughed and panted, and said to Grandpa Yan coquettishly, "Grandpa, am I the best?"
"You?" Grandpa Yan squinted at her: "You are the most skinny, most of my flowers and plants are your poisonous hands. If you want to scold you, you pretend to cry and pretend to be pitiful. You are the most worry-free person!"
Yan Xi covered her face, still smiling.
"Of course, if you feel too stressed, you can send An Zhi back..." Grandpa Yan observed the change in Yan Xi's expression.
Yan Xi's expression froze slightly.
Grandpa Yan continued: "After all, she has no blood relationship with you, right? You are not responsible..."
"But if you stick with your decision, stick with it, no one can say whether it's right or wrong, you can't be completely ready, we can only take one step, one step forward, maybe There are unexpected destinations, and maybe the journey will have a lot of beautiful scenery.”
Yan Xi smiled: "Grandpa, you are too chicken soup!"
Grandpa Yan laughed at her: "then don't cry."
Yanxi coughed embarrassedly.
"Let's go see your grandma and An Zhi..." Grandpa Yan walked ahead and said, "You, you are older than An Zhi, you should control your emotions, otherwise the child will be more uneasy..."
On the second floor, Grandma Yan hugged An Zhi and coaxed, "No, it's none of your business. Wouldn't it be worse if the fat man ate peaches outside?"
An Zhi was crying in her arms.
"You can't just run out like this next time, you know how worried adults are! Okay, don't cry, cry like a little cat..."
Grandma Yan took her to the piano, "Didn't I teach you to sing Little Stars last time? Do you remember? Come and play the piano with Grandma...
1155665 - Dodosuo Suo La Suo…”
"Hey, very good, play with grandma... twinkle twinkle Jingjing..."
An Zhi was attracted, and slowly stopped crying, and his little hands followed Grandma Yan to press the piano keys.
"Okay, very good, really smart." Grandma Yan praised her with a smile.
Looking back to see Grandpa Yan and Yan Xi standing there looking at them, Grandma Yan said cheerfully, "Old man, look at Xiao Wu's playing really well."
Grandpa Yan knew that her memory was confused again, and said, "This is not Xiao Wu, this is An Zhi."
Yan Xi also said, "Grandma, I'm here..."
Grandma Yan was stunned for a while, touched An Zhi's face, and suddenly realized: "Look at my memory, this is Xiao Wu's daughter..."
Grandpa Yan sighed and said with a smile: "Okay, okay, you should rest too, come..."
"Other things are left to the kids to figure out on their own."
Grandpa Yan walked over and held Grandma Yan's hand, and the two took a leisurely rest.
An Zhi got down from the chair, raised his head and looked at Yan Xi, his eyes were watery, with a hint of caution.
I don't know when, the rain outside the window began to fall again, and there was a tendency to drop more and more.
Yan Xi suddenly asked Anzhi softly, "Are you hungry?"
An Zhi was stunned.
"I wasn't full just now, and you just ate a little. Let's go to the kitchen to see what's available..."
Yan Xi took her hand, and An Zhi, like a little rabbit, nodded her head: "Well."