MTL - Provoke the Fate of Crazy Beauties-Chapter 127
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Huo Junxian's fingers trembled slightly, her heart was pinched, she did not answer Gu Siyu's suggestion in time.
Gu Siyu was not in a hurry, she gave Huo Junxian time to think about it before answering.
Gu Siyu specially slowed down her voice to make her voice sound a little gentle, she is not as good as Huo Junxian, she always gives people a very gentle feeling, she is only afraid of herself It's not good enough, and it doesn't bring any persuasiveness.
"Okay." Huo Junxian let go of her hand for a few seconds, then turned to hold her hand gently.
She smiled at Gu Siyu and pursed her lips.
The two were walking home, holding hands. The driver called and asked where Huo Junxian was. Huo Junxian said she wanted to take a walk by herself.
Huo Junxian asked her, "Didn't you go out to play today?"
"No, it doesn't make sense to go anywhere alone." Gu Siyu told the truth, she went abroad is no different from exile, they walked a lot, Gu Siyu said: "Still stay in It’s better to be around someone you like.”
Huo Junxian laughed and said, "You are very good at hitting straight **** now."
Gu Siyu felt that Huo Junxian was very closed and homely, and she was very reluctant to step out of her comfort zone. Gu Siyu wondered: "Do you know what a straight ball is?"
"I'm not a caveman."
"Hahaha." Gu Siyu smiled.
Huo Junxian looked at her, the wind on the trail blew over and blew her long hair to the side of her face, Huo Junxian looked forward again, "It's not a shame that we studied abroad, we Xiaogu came back all the way. It's like a different person."
Gu Siyu snorted, "Why, didn't you also study?"
Huo Junxian nodded, "Yes, I also stayed."
Gu Siyu feels that she owes her a little. She just said a few words deliberately to make her happy. She is not in a hurry to let Huo Junxian tell her secret, she feels that she can take it slow.
They still have a long way to go.
The two walked for half an hour, Gu Siyu asked Huo Junxian how the company was, Huo Junxian said it was good, Gu Siyu asked if she could buy the stock of their company, she knew nothing about stocks , can you buy it and make some money?
Huo Junxian said that if she doesn't know, don't buy it. If she wants to make money, she can give Gu Siyu shares, and Gu Siyu can experience the feeling of being a shareholder.
"I'm just joking, where do I really want to be a shareholder, I'm thinking very clearly now." Gu Siyu said.
"Huh?" Huo Junxian wondered, "How can it be transparent."
How to say this.
Gu Siyu has made enough money for her whole life, and she doesn't like hoarding money. She mainly hoards money and doesn't know what to do. In material terms, she is satisfied and is unwilling to go further. How much money to make is just fine.
She doesn't seem to have a job at 27. In fact, she does a lot of things. When she was studying, she played car racing, and when she grew up, she did part-time jobs that didn't involve the bottom line. The bottom line is to meet Huo Junxian.
It may be fate.
"I haven't figured out what to do in the future. I want to relax and spend more time. Let's play together." Gu Siyu said: "As for the detailed blueprint, we will describe it together. ."
Gu Siyu's words so nice are premeditated. He has some expectations for the future, and now he will be more aggressive.
She secretly observed Huo Junxian, Huo Junxian did not speak, she must be thinking about something when she looked flat, most of which was related to seeing a psychiatrist.
They passed a big supermarket, Huo Junxian called the driver and told him to come over and wait outside, go in with Gu Siyu to go shopping, buy some daily necessities and vegetables, it's cold now, I plan to do it today Eat hot pot.
When she went to buy fresh food, Huo Junxian remembered, she asked Gu Siyu, "You said you watched other couples learn, where did you watch it, you won't sit on the street and watch it Bar."
"It's definitely not, there are examples around."
Which couple is Gu Siyu looking at?
The children around her who go to school abroad are also fast in love. Today I see them pulling A's hand, tomorrow they are pulling B's hand, there is no learning value, she is watching Ye Qinghe and Qi Yuanhan fall in love.
She and Qi Yuanhan have a bit of a misunderstanding, but it is undeniable that the relationship between Qi Yuanhan and Ye Qinghe is worth learning, Ye Qinghe is also crazy, and does not care about the consequences of doing things, sometimes doing things will give Qi Yuanhan a headache .
But the relationship between them only broke out once. That time, Ye Qinghe completely overturned in front of Qi Yuanhan, showing his crazy attributes. When Qi Yuanhan found out, he suggested that the two separate temporarily, but she said that the separation was not Instead of giving up on Ye Qinghe, he clarified his thoughts about her, and the two reconciled again.
Qi Yuanhan is very tolerant to Ye Qinghe. Sometimes Ye Qinghe does something wrong, and she can stop worrying about Ye Qinghe. The two may quarrel, but they will never quarrel because of the intervention of others.
No wonder Ye Qinghe likes her.
Gu Siyu didn't know who to learn from at first, so she blindly stared at Ye Qinghe, and found that something was wrong, and only later learned that she should learn from Qi Yuanhan.
After observing for a long time, she always stares at them, which makes her look impolite, and it is easy to make others resentful.
Gu Siyu is cheeky and doesn't care, others hate her, it doesn't matter if you misunderstand her, she just needs to learn how to fall in love.
Gu Siyu feels that she has come back from her studies. She can't come up with anything else. In the past few years abroad, she has been fishing in troubled waters, and there has been no progress or change.
When shopping for groceries, Huo Junxian occasionally said a word or two, saying, "Maybe the problem is a bit big."
Gu Siyu is not very good at answering this sentence. She is not the kind of character that is very comforting. Answering her words requires serious consideration.
From grocery shopping to checkout, she has been thinking about how to respond, and when the payment is settled, she stuffed the phone in her pocket and said, "Then we will solve it together, isn't it me, what's the panic? ?"
Huo Junxian felt that her heart was stabbed by her, she said, "Call Ning Xianzhi later and I will take you there. She is a doctor who knows better."
If she is a patient, it is very difficult for her to tell her what she is uncomfortable with. She does not know whether to beautify or ugly, or it is better to listen to what the doctor says.
Because Gu Siyu expressed her sincerity, it seemed inappropriate for her to say nothing, so she said everything she could and said.
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The night she went back, Huo Junxian did not fall asleep, she lay on her side, maybe her posture was not right, her heart seemed to be pressed twice, making her unable to breathe properly.
Gu Siyu fell asleep. She didn't sleep very well. She liked to run after people, either holding her pajamas in her hands or pressing her with her legs.
Huo Junxian took her hand slightly and got up from the bed, she called Ning Xianzhi, and she cut off the phone again because she was afraid of disturbing Ning Xianzhi.
Huo Junxian stood in the corridor, staring at the boundless night in a daze.
She is thinking.
What Gu Siyu said shocked her. She never thought that one day someone would say to her: Huo Junxian, let's work together.
How could she suddenly understand so much...
Short two years?
Huo Junxian was frightened by these words, why did she think it was short, in those two years, she obviously lived like a year, and she was clearly counting the seconds.
She really wanted to ask Ning Xianzhi what was going on, and asked Ning Xianzhi to help her analyze it. Now that she has not received a reply from the phone, she can only reflect on her own, and she has to figure it out by herself.
Why she thinks this way…
Huo Junxian's breath was rapid, and after a while, the feeling was clear, because Gu Siyu had changed, and she was still standing still.
In her cognition.
I haven't seen each other for many years. Will He Xiao never forget Gu Siyu? Will Gu Siyu treat He Xiao better because of guilt?
It's just that she felt that she should relax, so she showed a moderate and generous look.
It's scary.
She was more panic than terror at this time.
What should I do? Huo Junxian couldn't think of a solution. When Gu Siyu wanted to leave her and reject her, she was not as clueless as she is now.
Huo Junxian stared at the darkness in a daze, with her back against the railing, she looked at Gu Siyu again, a small lamp was on in the room.
Why is she still in the dark.
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It is dawn.
Gu Siyu first noticed that it was snowing outside, Huo Junxian was cooking in the kitchen, Gu Siyu anxiously looked at the snow, picked up the clothes on the hanger and rushed down.
"Huo Junxian is snowing." Gu Siyu shouted.
Huo Junxian turned her head to look at her first, and then pulled up the small curtain by the kitchen. She looked out the window and said, "Hey, it's true."
The snow was not big, Gu Siyu ran out from the living room to see, and also called Huo Junxian to come out to see, Huo Junxian wiped her hands and came out behind her.
Small snowflakes fall piece by piece, they are relatively fragile, not pure white, but also with a transparent water color, which melts as soon as they fall on the fingertips.
Gu Siyu picked up a snowflake with her finger, and the snowflake turned into water a few seconds later, she stretched it out to Huo Junxian, "Did you see it?"
Huo Junxian raised her head, snowflakes circling and falling from the sky.
"It's snowing."
She curled her lips, "The plum blossoms in the yard are about to bloom."
As she spoke, her eyes were on Gu Siyu, "Don't you feel cold? Come in."
Gu Siyu hissed, she felt that she was in good health and could persevere, and said, "Look at it for a while."
"Huo Junxian, do you think winter is magical?"
"Huh? How to say."
"It actually snows. When I was a child, I always wondered why it snowed in the sky and why there is no fire in summer."
Huo Junxian laughed, "How can there be fire in the sky, it won't burn humans to death."
"Yes, it doesn't fire, but it snows." Gu Siyu said, "The magic point is here."
"It sounds amazing."
The cold weather is the best time to eat hot pot, Huo Junxian cooked the rabbit meat pot, she called Ning Xianzhi to come over for a meal.
Opening a bottle of lychee wine, Ning Xianzhi sat down and said warmly, "You may not believe it, this is the first time I have come to her house for dinner."
Gu Siyu definitely believes that Huo Junxian has a very bad habit, she likes to maintain the same state, just like when Teddy left.
After she left, Huo Junxian must have done such an operation.
Huo Junxian invited Ning Xianzhi to come over to introduce them to each other, and did not directly discuss the matter of seeing a doctor, and Gu Siyu did not plan to ask at home.
Ning Xianzhi just came over to play, they chatted casually and laughed.
Wait until the Monday working day Gu Siyu went to Ning Xianzhi to ask, at the end of the year, Huo Junxian's company is also busy, and there are some meetings she must attend, which is convenient for Gu Siyu, Gu Siyu Picked up the car and drove over.
Ning Xianzhi was not wearing a white coat, the room was heated, she was wearing a long white sweater, she poured a cup of tea for Gu Siyu, and said in a relaxed tone, "She asked me It's not to see a doctor, it's to find a way, only if I give her love advice, she will listen, she herself is very repulsive."
Ning Xianzhi smiled, she could feel the feeling Huo Junxian gave her, and as a doctor, she still explained in detail, "In terms of personality, you should be able to see that she has Severe barriers to social interaction, relatively single hobbies, like to repeat things, stereotyped behaviors, and some paranoia. If they forcefully distort their thoughts, they will feel very painful.”
"Have you been diagnosed with the disease recently?" Gu Siyu didn't know much about these, and Ning Xianzhi said another scientific name for the syndrome. Gu Siyu seemed to have heard this scientific name somewhere before, but she thought about it for a while. I don't know where I heard it.
Ning Xianzhi said: "She had it before, I always classify this as a defect, there will always be many defects in life, she just has this defect more obvious, you can see that she is very It's normal, you don't have to worry about this at all. Moreover, the symptoms are more serious in childhood and teenagers, and they can return to the normal range through education and training when they grow up. Her father took good care of her in the past, and she is a normal person. "
Gu Siyu suddenly understood.
Why Huo Junxian always said that she couldn't make friends before, and her father let her take bodyguards wherever she went. At that time, she just thought Huo Junxian was a young lady, so her family protected her more, thinking she had Money is like that.
Gu Siyu recalled: "I knew her the first time, she had a fixed schedule, cooking and cleaning in the morning, playing with the dog at noon, walking the dog in the afternoon, and sleeping on time at night. She has a special system for doing things. "
Ning Xianzhi said: "This is a very typical symptom. In her cognition, she thinks that this is what 'people' should do, and she positions this behavior as a survival that must be learned. If necessary, I will train myself over and over again, and once I lose my balance, I will fall into a crazy loop to replicate all my previous steps.”
Gu Siyu nodded, Huo Junxian did so, "Is that okay? Do you need treatment?"
Ning Xianzhi was afraid that she would be under psychological pressure, so she gave some suggestions, because their biggest problem was love.
Gu Siyu hummed, she didn't know much about Huo Junxian's past, Huo Junxian rarely mentioned it, most remembered that she said that no one played with her before. Gu Siyu sighed, "Think about it, when I appeared, it should have been the saddest time for her. Her father died at that time, and her mother... The ex-husband was still coveting her money, and everything was bad."
Ning Xianzhi said something from the past: "She has a very good relationship with her father, and I only came back in the last two years. I met her in middle school, and she was older than me. When I was a few years old, I didn't know her very well. I always felt that she didn't like to laugh very much. She led a dog in a daze and played with her own, and her father would go and make her happy. The panic, isn't it the one who accompanied Little Teddy's death, you don't have to blame yourself too much."
"I was surprised that she came to me, because this defect caused her, to use modern Internet words, to be a very natural craziness, her behavior and thinking are different from ours, and she is not the same as us. She does not feel that there is a problem with her behavior. She has a set of her own psychological cognition. She can interpret various behaviors correctly, and people can't find any refuting arguments. If we excessively define her behavior as a pathology and need treatment, It's actually getting her to twist all her thoughts, and she'll be miserable and counterproductive."
Nowadays, social cognition puts behaviors away from the public into two categories, the good ones are called hobbies, and the bad ones are perversions.
Ning Xianzhi's popular science was very detailed, and told her not to worry, and that she should not be burdened by knowing Huo Junxian's defect.
She also told her a lot about how to help Huo Junxian, how to make them get along more normally, and try not to step on the thunder.
A lot has been said, Huo Junxian's current situation, how to channel and get along, Ning Xianzhi was thirsty, took a sip of water and went to the bookshelf to get a complete daily guide for her, so that she could understand.
Actually, Gu Siyu is fine.
Huo Junxian was so madly criticized that she accepted it, and she loved it so much.
Gu Siyu thought very badly before coming, and was afraid that Huo Junxian was suffering from depression.
"Although she can do everything well, I don't need to worry about it, but I will take good care of her." Gu Siyu said.
Ning Xianzhi nodded and said, "She came to me not for treatment, if I analyze such a systematic analysis with her, she will not listen at all. It is more like I am her psychiatrist. Love expert, she only likes to hear how to find you quickly, for so long, the advice I gave her was how to chase you, how to find you, and how to love you well."
Gu Siyu's heart moved slightly, and it sounded sour.
After chatting, Gu Siyu came out from the inside and she didn't take the book. She said that she would go back to Ning Xian's house to take it. She was going to go to Huo Junxian's company to pick up Huo Junxian later. It's not good to hold this.
Gu Siyu figured out the basics, Huo Junxian went to Ning Xianzhi to make herself look like a normal person, not that she was really sick.
Gu Siyu exhaled, it was really nice.
She was afraid that Huo Junxian was not feeling well.
Gu Siyu took a few steps and saw Huo Junxian.
Huo Junxian sat on the bench outside with her legs crossed. She lowered her head and played with the gloves on her knees. Seeing Gu Siyu coming out, she raised her eyes and smiled at Gu Siyu laugh.
"Why did you come here?"
Huo Junxian said, "When I went back, I saw that you weren't there. I thought you might have come here, so I came here to see it, and sure enough."
Gu Siyu took her a glove and wore it.
The two left the hospital together.
People, come to live in this world, they are always growing, they are not always hiding in swaddling clothes, and it is normal to have a little ailment.
Gu Siyu said: "I understand the situation, I think it's okay."
Huo Junxian did not speak, she put on gloves and led her out, the snowflakes were still floating outside, the weather became colder, and now they are goose feather-like, a large area, look around Eyes full of white.
They are waiting for the car.
The cold wind came, Huo Junxian took her hand back.
Gu Siyu turned to look at her and asked her what was wrong.
Huo Junxian said: "I am a very bad adult."
Huo Junxian can guess what Ning Xianzhi said to Gu Siyu, the doctor will always say something more relaxed, so as to comfort patients or their families.
Gu Siyu asked: "What's wrong?"
Huo Junxian wants to say, if you look into my heart one day, you will find that there is no light inside. will lock you in chains.
"Then do you think I'm bad?" Gu Siyu asked again.
"You are very good, very cute, very good, you can always find a lot of new things, you seem to be able to do everything..."
"No, I'm bad, I didn't go to college, I was a sophomore at 27, I'm greedy for money, I love to lie, I'm a liar, I left you and I took three hundred million with me, because I I don’t want to get anything. I have a bad temper and talk badly. I only have one face to see from my whole body, and I have ugly scars all over my body when I take off my clothes.”
Gu Siyu peeled off the wound, revealing his badness, "Who is not a bad adult anymore."
"No, you're not like this, I'm not asking you to say how bad you are..." Huo Junxian looked away from her for the first time.
"Don't you like me?" Gu Siyu said bluntly, she was a little embarrassed, she is not a person who likes to talk about love.
Huo Junxian exhaled, clumps of white air from existence to nothing, condensed and dispersed, she pursed her lips and looked at Gu Siyu, "Okay, actually..."
What is it?
She couldn't say much, and the words stuck in her heart.
Huo Junxian's voice was a little lower, "Actually, I'm afraid, I'm afraid of hurting you." She didn't look at Gu Siyu, but at Xuehua, her face no longer had the standard outfit on her face. Laughing, "Suddenly, I'm too scared to die."
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The author has something to say:
It's gossip time again!
I said that the data of this book is not good. Now watching it accumulate a little bit is like seeing Xiao Gu and Sister Huo grow little by little. I think it is thriving. Now I don’t think so anymore. , but rather satisfied. Every day I see you throwing mines at me and irrigating me with nutrient solution, I will be very proud and proud, but I am too embarrassed to say it, I am afraid that everyone will think that I am too hypocritical, hehe, thank you.
I touch and care about this couple every day, and I always feel that they are conscious.
Recently watching the two adults who were so bad grow up quickly, always writing and crying.
Maybe they grew up, and I also grew up, and I would like to thank you all for growing up with them.
It's so happy to see them every day now, it's the right time for them to reconcile, and the season for them to really open up.
Really, I really like them.
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: fearless _ but 1 zeal;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: 1 piece of scavenger chubby paper, haodudu, Ji Qiuqiu, utsuriki;
Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 36 bottles of cold adjustment; 20 bottles of Weihuan Geometry and xunloo; 15 bottles of Qianli Baiyu; 5789069210 bottles; 4 bottles; 3 bottles of fearless_but Yiqi; 1 bottle of Nianchuliang, Huo Lucky, and what did you eat;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
