MTL - Sick Wife-Chapter 12 ,do not love
Shang Congshu hid this matter very well, Feng Xin is also the first time to reflect on herself, is she too weak to make Shang Congshu worry about her so much?
If she could let Shang Congshu know earlier that she was not afraid of these threats, wouldn't Shang Congshu in the last life not be so helpless that he ended up swallowing his breath?
Luo Ying listened to Feng Xin's words, and her hypocritical face suddenly became sarcastic, "Shu Shu still told you the matter? It seems that she really doesn't care at all Your future. Don't be in a hurry to get angry with me, first think about whether it's worth it for you to do so?"
Feng Xin saw Luo Ying's reaction, as if doing such a thing was no big deal, it was not worth mentioning at all, she couldn't bear to be regarded as a treasure by Shang Congshu, to be treated by anyone belittle.
She gritted her teeth and exhaled, and the anger in her chest had already burned her heart and liver, "I don't need you to define whether it's worth it, I know that you and the school administrator are family, if the school insists on covering you up, I don't mind getting the school notorious with you."
Luo Ying is still not panic when things are approaching. In Luo Ying's eyes, Feng Xin is just a little girl in her early twenties. It's hard to say if you can't hold on.
If you like her for a year or two, you can't really be with her for the rest of your life. For the sake of a girl who is destined to be separated, are you sure you want to help Shang Congshu get out? Whatever you want, we can discuss it well and pay for the future. more than worth the loss.”
Speaking of the latter, Luo Ying even threw out benefits to attract Feng Xin. As far as she knows, Feng Xin's family is ordinary, and the family expects Feng Xin, the only daughter, to stand out.
The poorer people are often the most greedy, because she has never gotten anything good, and has never enjoyed the sweetness of power, so she can easily betray herself.
Shang Congshu is different, Shang Congshu has been excellent in every aspect from a young age, and his thoughts are extraordinarily tough and independent.
The only weakness is his girlfriend Feng Xin, you can't take care of anything else, just take advantage of Feng Xin to make Shang Congshu shut up obediently.
"What do you mean?" Feng Xin's eyes had a complicated look.
Luo Ying thought that Feng Xin was persuaded by herself, secretly disdainful, looked down on Feng Xin from the bottom of her heart, and her perennial hypocritical habit did not expose her, "You may not know, Shang Congshu her Both her mother and her family are mentally ill."
Suddenly remembered some old events, Luo Ying was full of irony about human nature, she smiled and said: "I also know that Shang Congshu's grandmother was forced to death. My sister-in-law is not a good person, she Afraid that we know that her family has a history of mental illness, she has locked her own mother in the country. It is rare to visit her hometown once. I don’t know why Wen Yu is crazy. She suddenly shouted and yelled and asked the old man why he didn’t die, and asked the old man why he wanted to live. Torturing her for so long? Guess what happened? Grandma Shang Congshu drank pesticide and died that night."
This was told to her by Shang Congshu ten years ago. At that time, Shang Congshu and Wen Yu went back to the countryside to see her grandmother. After returning, she also had a high fever, and she was probably frightened.
At first she didn't quite believe it, thinking that it was a child who deliberately made up stories. Not long after Wen Yu went back to her hometown to hold a funeral, she felt something was wrong, and went to the village where Wen Yu came from to inquire.
This made her discover such a big secret, and the mother and daughter Shang Congshu and Wen Yu were still staying in the village that night when the old man drank pesticides.
Is it the pesticide that the old man drank himself, or did Wen Yu pour it himself out of control? who knows...
Over the years, no matter how gentle and generous Wen Yu has been, she has not been able to beautify Luo Ying's heart completely.
Now that Shang Congshu also has this tendency, she will believe that Shang Congshu's mother has mental illness, which is caused by family genetic factors, and it is unlikely that any treatment will cure it.
After Luo Ying finished speaking, Feng Xin was silent for a long time.
She spoke again with relief, "Don't think it's a sin to leave Shang Congshu, when this kind of disease occurs, even relatives who are connected by blood will suffer, not to mention you and Shang Congshu Congshu is just a couple relationship, just break up and find another one."
Such a good opportunity is placed in front of Feng Xin, not only can she get rid of her mentally abnormal girlfriend, she can also ask for a sum of money, or choose to study abroad, she will not trust Feng Xin at all .
As expected, Feng Xin left silently.
Luo Ying's eyes are full of victorious attitude. She said behind Zhao Fengxin: "You can find me anytime you want, and you can offer your terms. We are happy to work together."
The sky was clear before going out, but it suddenly started to rain heavily.
Feng Xin went back downstairs with an umbrella, her shoes and clothes were wet a lot, she was not used to returning to her young body, and she began to worry when it rained on a hot day Leg bone pain.
She took out the key from her bag to open the door. The house was eerily silent. Not only was the TV turned off, but the windows and even the air conditioner were also closed. The whole house was hot and stuffy.
Feng Xin felt a sigh in her heart, she didn't even change her shoes, she staggered to the bedroom to find someone, and only exhaled when she saw Shang Congshu sleeping on the bed. It landed on the quilt covered with Shang Congshu.
Worry appeared on her face, "Cong Shu, aren't you hot?"
The outdoor temperature is more than 30 high, and the windows are closed and the air conditioner is turned off.
Feng Xin sat on the edge of the bed, leaned over and saw Shang Congshu, who had his back to her, was sweating profusely, his hair was all wet and lumped together. The snow-white skin was flushed red, and the collarbone of the neck exposed from the outside of the clothes was densely covered with prickly heat.
It was unbearable without the air conditioner on such a hot day, Shang Congshu actually covered such a thick quilt.
Shang Congshu seems to be unable to see Feng Xin, immersed in his own world and muttering to himself, Feng Xin listened to it for a while, and then vaguely heard that Shang Congshu should be talking about an anime movie 's plot.
She was lying on Shang Congshu's body and wiped the sweat from Shang Congshu's face with her fingertips. sloppy, Cong Shu must be feeling very bad now.
Feng Xin's eyes showed deep and lingering distress, she couldn't imagine what Shang Congshu saw in his childhood, how much he had suppressed over the years, was he afraid of his biological mother, and at the same time love.
"I'll take you to take a bath." Feng Xin found the remote control, turned on the indoor air conditioner, lifted the quilt and took the person in his arms.
Shang Congshu subconsciously took a breath: "Hi..."
Feng Xin was aware of this problem and was anxious to put the person down. Shang Congshu was unwilling to come down, and Feng Xin was not reluctant, so he carried the person to the bathroom.
She adjusted the water temperature, turned on the shower, brought Shang Congshu a towel, shower gel and shampoo, put one knee on the tile, and patted the low chair, "Sit down, Hair was washed together."
Feng Xin forgot for a while that Shang Congshu is only twenty years old now, not twenty years after his illness.
Obviously Shang Congshu didn't come back to his senses, but Feng Xin was skilled, as if doing these things for her was so natural, but it made Shang Congshu a little uncomfortable.
Her face was slowly reddened, her arms were wrapped around her chest, she turned sideways, very awkward, "Why, why are you doing this..."
People who don't know, think they are old couples for decades.
Hearing this, Feng Xin was also slightly stunned. Shang Congshu's shy and embarrassed appearance caused ripples in her eyes. She hadn't seen such an angry Cong Shu for a long time.
Inexplicably lost in her heart, she brought a long bath towel, wrapped her arms around Shang Congshu, and put it on Shang Congshu, her eyes curved, "Are you still ashamed now? Don't catch a cold, put Cover the towel."
Feng Xin did not ignore Shang Congshu's shyness because they had already established a relationship. She joked that no one knew how much her heartbeat was throbbing.
But she knew that this sweetness was just a flash in the pan...
She put her arms around Shang Congshu and sat down, took a comb to help Shang Congshu straighten his long hair, combed the sticky strands one by one, lathered the shampoo, and pierced it with ten fingers Hair massage.
Feng Xin was not so careful about washing her hair, and habitually wanted to leave all her gentleness and patience to Shang Congshu.
Feng Xin said: "Wait after taking a shower, then put some talcum powder on it, and the prickly heat will disappear later."
Shang Congshu lowered his head and looked at the skin on his body, he slid his fingers over it, it didn't hurt or itch, he didn't really care, "Oh~"
The warm water washed down from the top of his head, Shang Congshu closed his eyes tightly, raised his face and let the shower wash away the foam.
When Feng Xin saw this cute appearance, he bent down and kissed Shang Congshu's face.
She closed her eyes and devote herself to it, and couldn't help but recall that she also said very hurtful things to Shang Congshu.
When Shang Congshu fell ill, he suddenly became paranoid and asked her again and again if she still loved it or not. When she had to type the answer out of her mouth, she always gave the answer with a feeling of venting anger She was angry with Shang Congshu, who was sick, and when Shang Congshu asked her again, she repeated "I don't love it", making Shang Congshu cry and make trouble, smash things and lose her temper, and finally cried until she retched, lying on the bed. The ground refuses to eat.
She was very numb, Kanshang Cong was restless all night, and refused to sleep all night.
She clearly remembered that that night, Shang Congshu's voice was hoarse, he couldn't hear the answer he wanted, and he cried to irritating convulsions. She was stunned that she was reluctant to respond to Shang Congshu.
Although her face is expressionless, her heart is so hideous, it is more freezing than a cold blizzard day...
"Axin!"
"Axin!"
"Why are you crying..."
The woman's panicked voice pulled Fengxin back from her memory, the shower was thrown on the ground at some point, and pea-sized tears dripped from Fengxin's eyes.
Tears are rolling.
The author has something to say:
Babies in Henan must pay attention to safety, try to avoid places such as telephone poles, I hope everyone is safe!