MTL - Sick Wife-Chapter 36 ,angry

Shang Congshu cried very easily, and he cried more often when he was ill. Pay attention and let Feng Xin compromise on himself.

Such a pitiful little creature who wept quietly and quietly is very different from usual.

Feng Xin wiped Shang Congshu's cheek with the back of her hand, rubbed her thumb back and forth on that cheek, her eyes full of distress.

Recalling what happened all day today, she asked tentatively, "Do you not like Tong Huai coming over?"

In the past, Shang Congshu didn't like Tong Huai very much. I don't know if it was because seeing Tong Huai today affected his mood.

Even if you don't like it, it shouldn't be the reaction...

Feng Xin is a little unsure, and can't find the source of the matter for a while, so she can only coax patiently, "She won't come again in the future. Don't cry, eh?"

On hearing what Feng Xin said, Shang Congshu's mood eased a little.

She put all the little entanglements in her face on her face, her eyes were red, and her voice was as weak and subtle as just now.

If Feng Xin was not posted close enough, just relying on Shang Congshu's volume, Feng Xin might not be able to hear clearly.

The voice was so small and pitiful that she was afraid that a third person would hear her, and said in a low voice, "...she is your very good friend."

Hearing this, Feng Xin smiled and said seriously: "You are the person I love very much."

In the last life, Shang Congshu took her too seriously, so he was reluctant to talk to her about many things.

Fearing that she would be retaliated against, she had fought against Luo Ying for so long, but in the end she ended up with such a sad result as Fengbi.

I keep everything in my heart alone, even she and Tong Huai played in the family wine when they were young, obviously so caring, so concerned, I would rather hide and tuck myself and feel uncomfortable alone for 20 years , don't tell her, how can life be so happy?

Seeing Shang Congshu's reaction to her mentioning Tong Huai, Feng Xin guessed that the source was probably Tong Huai.

My eyes sank, and thoughtfully, "Did Tong Huai tell you something?"

Shang Congshu pursed his lips, lowered his head and rubbed his fingertips.

In the past, when Feng Xin asked several times, and Shang Congshu was always reluctant to speak, this matter would probably be over.

If Shang Congshu didn't cooperate, Feng Xin couldn't hear the answer he wanted from a "dumb" mouth.

Now that she is reborn, Feng Xin doesn't want to let these things go to the past.

If you don't even ask her, don't even care about her, those pains and sorrows can only be a pantomime of Shang Congshu alone.

Feng Xin patted Shang Congshu's back and comforted him along his waist, "Don't be afraid, tell me what happened, and I can solve the problem only if you tell me about it, right?"

Shang Congshu rested his pillow on Feng Xin's shoulder, his mouth was flat, and his eyes were full of tears.

The pair of peach blossom eyes are covered with dark clouds, like an endless rainy day, gurgling tears.

Shang Congshu took a deep breath, opened his mouth and muttered.

Feng Xin leaned closer to her lips and coaxed, "Say it again."

It took a lot of wind and Xin to barely hear what Shang Congshu said, her expression was slightly stunned, "Did Tong Huai tell you?"

Is it the Tong Huai who told Shang Congshu not to shout loudly, that made Shang Congshu afraid of this?

She hadn't paid attention to the relationship between Shang Congshu and Tong Huai before. In her memory, Tong Huai had hardly communicated with Shang Congshu. Every time they met, Shang Congshu was not emotionally out of control. Crying, that is, hiding in the room and not coming out.

In places she couldn't see, did Tong Huai do or say something? Otherwise, how could Shang Congshu be so afraid...

"Don't listen to Tong Huai." Feng Xin was in a heavy heart, kissed those tearful eyes, softly reassuring, "She said nothing, don't listen to her."

Feng Xin's arms crossed Shang Congshu's knees, hugged the little white rabbit who was crying in his arms, and walked to the table with the cake.

Open the can and open the soda for Shang Cong Shu.

"Are you hungry? Eat some cake." I haven't eaten all night, so I should be hungry.

She cut out a piece of cake and put it in front of Shang Congshu, holding Shang Congshu's hand to hold the knife and fork.

Shang Congshu stopped crying, chewed and swallowed slowly, swallowed warmly and slowly, and drank soda in half a mouthful, quiet and well-behaved.

Feng Xin doesn't like Shang Congshu being too noisy, it will make her very tired, and she doesn't like Shang Congshu being too quiet, it will feel distressed.

"Tomorrow I'll find a house with Tong Huai." She observed Shang Congshu's face and asked, "If you are not happy, I won't let Tong Huai follow me, I can be alone go."

There are many people outside and the weather is still hot. It will be very tiring to run around to find a house.

Shang Congshu held the soda can in his arm, shook his head and refused, "It's not safe to be alone."

"Okay." Feng Xin responded, just as she wanted to ask Tong Huai something.

"Ah-"

Shang Congshu suddenly exclaimed, the soda can was overturned, and the purple sugar liquid was sprinkled on the body, soiled the skirt, and even the skin became sticky.

She stared blankly at the candy stains on the fabric of the dress, her reaction was slow, and she looked at Feng Xin helplessly.

In general, Shang Congshu's disease will gradually become indifferent from life to emotion, indifference to others and himself, not caring about his own image, not cleaning himself up, not caring about living and eating, People who love cleanliness will gradually become sloppy.

If Feng Xin did not clean up Shang Congshu, Shang Congshu could wear a dirty skirt all the time.

The Shang Congshu in the last life was always clean, from the hair to the feet, underwear and coat, the whole body was full of soft fragrance.

This is also thanks to Feng Xin's 20 years of cleaning up Shang Congshu every day, no matter how tired Feng Xin is at work outside or how late she works overtime, she will wash Shang Congshu's hair and take a shower when she gets home clothing.

"Don't hold the soda and drink it next time." Feng Xin touched Shang Congshu's dazed face, her tone was gentle, and she didn't blame anything.

Although I knew that Shang Congshu, who became ill, would not listen to persuasion and could not make sense, I still patiently explained to Shang Congshu the reason why soda was sprinkled on his body, hoping that Shang Congshu could understand.

She took Shang Congshu to the bathroom, and was about to go back to the room to get clean clothes, when she suddenly remembered Shang Congshu's burns before—

When she turned around to find clothes for a while, she turned on the shower and turned the switch to the direction with the highest water temperature.

Hot water was poured from the shower head, and the water temperature was getting hotter and hotter. The hot Shang Congshu was crying and screaming in the bathroom. When she ran over in a panic, Shang Congshu was still standing stupidly Under the nozzle, the scalp was hot and red, and I didn't know how to dodge.

Although it was discovered early and did not cause serious burns, Feng Xin was so frightened that she could not sleep well for several nights.

Shang Congshu was even worse. During that time, he didn't dare to take a bath.

Fengxin had no choice but to pour water into the washbasin, wring a wet towel, and wipe Shang Congshu's body little by little. It took a long time for Shang Congshu to accept the shower again take a shower.

When she remembered these things that made Shang Congshu suffer, her eyes would still be red.

Feng Xin held Shang Congshu and wanted to take someone to the bedroom.

Shang Congshu stood there and refused to leave, "Are you looking for clothes? I don't want to move, I'll wait for you here."

"Lazy bone." Feng Xin chuckled, pointed to the shower switch, and said, "Turn to the red direction for hot water, and turn to the blue direction for cold water, wait until I come over and then drive, you know. Yet?"

Shang Congshu was angry and said confidently: "Of course, I'm not stupid."

“…”

Feng Xin thought about it for a while, but still worried, she went to the kitchen and turned off the gas. As long as the gas is turned off, the shower head will only turn cold water in any direction.

As soon as she turned around, she saw Shang Congshu lying on the bathroom door frame, looking at her with a confused look.

…

Feng Xin took her clothes, folded them back and changed Shang Congshu's dirty skirt, put a non-slip mat on the floor, "Stand up."

Shang Cong Shu stepped barefoot.

If you're not hungry, why don't you grow meat?"

Shang Congshu tilted his head, pondered for a while, deliberately held his breath, bulged his stomach, followed the trend and said with a smile, "I want to be a mother."

"No." Feng Xin patted the bulging belly and muttered to herself, "I'm tired of taking care of you alone."

In addition to the sound of water in the bathroom, what Feng Xin said was actually very vague.

Shang Congshu took the shower from Fengxin and said calmly, "Axin, I'll do it myself."

"Angry?" Feng Xin raised her head and hugged Shang Congshu, "Sometimes I will numb myself and tell myself that I am very happy to take care of you like this, but I am so tired that I touch the bed The moment I fell asleep, I woke up and knew I couldn't be paralyzed."

She casually recounted the fatigue of those 20 years, holding the shower back in her hand little by little, "I will be tired, but... I didn't ask others to take care of you. plan."