MTL - Sick Wife-Chapter 43 ,cause of death

The air conditioner in their house is basically not turned off in summer.

Some patients will do unusual things, such as wearing large padded jackets in spring, summer, autumn and winter, and their reaction to heat and cold is different from that of ordinary people.

When Shang Congshu was confused, he often wrapped himself in a quilt and muttered to himself in summer. Fengxin kept the air conditioner on all day long, and every time he moved, he would consider household water and electricity.

There was a time when they lived very poor, and they could reduce the wind and save money in all aspects, except that the air conditioner could not be turned off, nor could it be replaced by a fan.

Shang Cong Shu Yire would get prickly heat on his body, and sweating made it stinging, red and itching. No one would scratch his skin, and he would cry when he scratched.

Thinking of the past little by little, Shang Cong Shu Tifeng Xin felt uncomfortable. At the best age, he devoted his time to taking care of her until middle age.

She was sitting on the sofa alone, looking at the empty home, her heart palpitated, and she was in a daze for a while before she remembered what she was going to do now.

I sent Feng Xin a document with a timeline, which records all the timelines from Shang Congshu's first creation to the final draft, every modification, every time you click on the document, There are time records.

Feng Xin didn't reply, now Feng Xin can't fall asleep, I guess I read the news and don't want to reply.

Although Shang Congshu was sad, he didn't post anything. He lay on the sofa and brushed Fengxin's circle of friends over and over again. .

Further down is "Friends only show the circle of friends of the last three days"

You can turn to the bottom at a glance, Shang Congshu still refreshes frequently.

Feng Xin’s message suddenly jumped out of the page, “Are you watching my news? 】

Shang Congshu: "…"

Her thumb froze as she slid across the screen.

Feng Xin sent another message, [I don’t have a spare tire, how could it be possible to break up on the same day, and the official announcement on the next day? Look no further, go to bed early. 】

Before they broke up, Feng Xin said that she would show love to her new girlfriend Aite Shang Congshu, although they were angry words, but Feng Xin knew that Shang Congshu would really watch on WeChat what did she say.

【Are you sleeping at a friend's house tonight? 】Shang Congshu asked, she went to look for it, and the documents were kept in the room, but Feng Xin did not take it with her.

Feng Xin: [Sleeping at the beautiful school girl's house. 】

Shang Cong Shu Dingding looked at this message, choked speechlessly, and replied: [It's true, remember to wear finger cots. 】

Feng Xin: [She said she didn't like wearing this. 】

Shang Congshu: [I vomited. 】

Send these three words, and Shang Congshu directly deletes Fengxin, clicks on WeChat settings, and turns off all the ways to add friends.

She went to the bathroom to wash her face with cold water, calm down, and suddenly became confused. During this time, no one in the family had contacted her. They learned about her condition through Fengxin, so don't you worry?

Shang Congshu flipped through his WeChat list and found that there were only a few unfamiliar friends left, classmates who had a good relationship with her, and relatives who were deleted by her at some point.

She knew that she was sick, and she would imagine that someone wanted to hurt her. It is estimated that she deleted all the people who sent messages and cared for her, so the ones who stayed on WeChat were all unfamiliar classmates who had never found her.

She pulled these phones out, and the phone suddenly kept ringing, full of previously intercepted text messages.

Shang Congshu opened one of the letters, which was sent by her sister:

She told me not to tell my classmates that I was your sister at school, for fear that I would be laughed at by others... I'm not afraid! Our teachers have brought you and often use you to motivate us. The teacher said that you are super powerful and the best student she has ever brought. She also said that you are the champion of liberal arts. You are super powerful, I have to do my best, I can't shame you! 】

Shang Congshu read these words in his heart, his vision gradually blurred, and he burst into tears.

Scroll up and there are many text messages sent by her sister, from the initial collapse "Sister, how can you get this disease", to the helpless and sad in the middle "What should we do? I Lying in the dormitory, thinking of my sister will cry"

After accepting the facts, it was full of words of encouragement. I kept talking to her about what happened at school. Every time I got my phone, I would send her a lot of words.

Shang Congshu returned the message of safety to the other side. When her brother and sister were not married, they were also heartbroken for her.

Later, they each had their own families, and her relatives gradually became less important.

Their family is married.

When she wakes up, she will think of these things, it's so painful, so sad, she doesn't want to be like this, she doesn't want to suffer from mental illness...

Shang Congshu went to the bedroom and packed her clothes. In the last life, she was afraid of going to a mental hospital, not because there were mentally ill people living in it, but because she was afraid that she would be abandoned.

How long are you going to live there? Will anyone visit her every week? Will there be a week when you don't want to come because it's too much trouble, and then never come again?

She always haunts Fengxin. After Fengxin's career is stable, she proposes to take her to see it. She is scared to death, is there a chance to come back after seeing it?

She is afraid that she will be separated from Feng Xin, and Feng Xin will be with others.

How selfish...

But now enough, Fengxin can do this, it is really enough.

No matter what happens in the days to come, recalling what Feng Xin has done for her will always bring tears to her eyes when she is one of the few sober.

Shang Congshu was still packing, when the door suddenly sounded the sound of swiping the door card, she was nervous, the door here can only be opened by swiping the electronic door card, and Feng Xin's door card was still on the table superior…

She turned pale in a flash, and subconsciously picked up the phone and wanted to call Feng Xin.

A familiar voice came from the living room.

"Is the pretty girl here?"

Feng Xin came in, stood at the door of the bedroom, and asked again, "Is the pretty school girl here?"

Shang Congshu glanced at Fengxin, put the phone aside, and continued to pack up.

Fortunately, the landlord hadn't slept while playing the game, so Feng Xin asked the landlord to open another room card, otherwise he didn't know when he had to stand at the door to blow air.

Feng Xin wanted to see if Shang Congshu would come out to find her, but before anyone came out, WeChat was deleted first, and it was impossible to add it.

She approached Shang Congshu, pinched a tuft of green wood-grey hair and twirled it at her fingertips, and asked, "What are you looking for? Finger cuffs? We don't have such things at home."

Shang Congshu glanced at Feng Xin, his face was hot, "Rogue."

Fengxin cannot be blamed for this. At the beginning of their relationship, they would also use finger cots.

Fengxin will put extra effort in sanitation.

The quarrel with Feng Xin on WeChat was too angry, and I didn't realize that Feng Xin was teasing her.

Feng Xin came over, cleaned up with Shang Congshu, and chatted: "When did you come back?"

She felt very early that Shang Congshu from the previous life had also returned, but Shang Congshu's mental state was not very good, and she often fell ill, which would make it difficult for her to distinguish.

Shang Congshu was about to answer when he looked up and saw that Feng Xin was about to fold her underwear and quickly snatched it over.

Although they have lived together for many years, Feng Xin often bathes and washes her clothes. When she is awake, she is still very shy.

"I don't know, it seems that I can't remember a lot of things." Shang Congshu said.

Feng Xin looked at Shang Congshu quietly, then withdrew her gaze, she lowered her head, pretending to be indifferent, "Oh, then... After my sudden death, how did you live?"

She didn't say a word about the previous soul-piercing.

Shang Congshu had some memory loss and was confused. Hearing what Feng Xin said, he thought that Feng Xin died suddenly in his last life.

Said: "Tong Huai took over me and took care of me for a while."

Shang Congshu seriously recalled that on the night of the blizzard, Feng Xin was "pulled" away.

On that day, Tong Huai also came and left with a group of people with Feng Xin. Not long after, Tong Huai was the only one who came back, and she never saw Feng Xin again.

Hearing what Shang Congshu said, Feng Xin breathed a sigh of relief, and at some point, her back was wet with cold sweat.

She smiled and relaxed, "That's good..."

Shang Congshu's expression changed slightly.

After Tong Huai picked her up, she often ran around, Tong Huai was inexperienced and was in a hurry to find her every day.

Later on a snowy night, she ran to the road and was almost hit by a car. Tong Huai rushed over and gave her a shove. She was pushed several meters away and fell to the ground. Huai himself was hit by a car.

She didn't know if Tong Huai survived or not. She only remembered that Tong Huai's right calf was broken, and the snow was dripping with blood. Passersby could clearly see the flesh and blood below Tong Huai's knees , revealing the bones.

Tong Huai said the last sentence before fainting, "I can't forgive... Xin Xin's favorite person will have an accident under my watch."

Tong Huai was never married in her entire life, and has long had a deep-rooted love for her best friend, but she did not dare to admit it until she died, this sad woman.

Feng Xin asked again: "Then why did you come to this world?"

Shang Cong Schumer was silent, not wanting to continue to recall, if Feng Xin knew that she was a wanderer and froze to death, she would not be able to bear it.

But the more she said nothing, the more Feng Xin wanted to know.

"Why don't you speak suddenly?" Feng Xin put the clothes in Shang Congshu's hand aside, got close, and hugged the person in his arms, "Huh? Tell me, hurry up."

Shang Congshu turned his face away, didn't look into Feng Xin's eyes, and said casually, "I can't remember."

It's not that Feng Xin wants to force Shang Congshu to do something, it's just that this matter is an insurmountable hurdle in Feng Xin's heart. After she was reborn, there was not a moment when she was not worried.

"Cong Shu, I want to know, tell me." Feng Xin kissed Shang Congshu's cheek and watched Shang Congshu's reaction.

Shang Congshu: "It's all over."

Things have happened, and nothing can be changed, and it will also increase the psychological burden on Fengxin.

Feng Xin hugged the woman in her arms tightly, resting her forehead on Shang Congshu's heart, she didn't know what to think, her nose was aching, "Tell me, okay? Cong Shu, I want to know...you just follow I'll say it."

She said over and over again, her voice choked, "Cong Shu, please..."