MTL - Sick Wife-Chapter 71 , big brother
Shang Congshu looked at Wen Yu's current reaction, as well as the words of her grandmother who didn't know whether it was true or false, and her expression was faint and lonely, "Mom, you may have been too tired recently, and you have read it wrong."
Is it really so easy to be forgiven... I'm afraid it's an excuse she made, an excuse that can relieve guilt and guilt.
Wen Yu's feelings for Shang Congshu are complicated and not pure. The face is somewhat similar to the old man's when he was young.
Shang Congshu couldn't see anything when he was a child.
"No, it's true!" Wen Yu washed her hands, grabbed Shang Congshu, and got closer to make her less frightened, and she still spoke with a vibrato, "Your grandma loves you the most. Now, she hasn't seen your elder brother and younger sister, why don't you go back to your hometown with me and burn some money for your grandmother?"
Why the old man only saw Shang Congshu? It wasn't caused by Wen Yu's own hands. When she left the countryside and went to college, she didn't often go home.
Shang Congshu would be in bad health when he was born, and he took a lot of medicine. In the end, Wen Yu had no choice, so he took Shang Congshu back to his hometown to find a famous local "magic doctor"
Although Shang Congshu was still in poor health, the news that Wen Yu brought back a child soon spread in the village, she could only bite the bullet and stay with Shang Congshu in her hometown for two days , look at the old man.
"Okay, I will." Shang Congshu didn't refuse. She didn't have much memory of her grandmother. She vaguely remembered that the old man would hold her when he was sick, and give her candy and fruit.
Wen Yu wanted to go as early as possible, and it would take several hours on the way back and forth, according to the dosage, to deduct the Shang Congshu medicine board, and prepare a piece to take away.
Shang Congshu saw that Wen Yu's lips were dark blue and white, he sighed deeply, got some glucose powder from the refrigerator, soaked in water, "Mom, drink some, I think you are about to faint Go, grandma is gone, even if she comes back to find you, she still wants to see, don't be so afraid."
Wen Yu took the water cup and drank in a hurry, pouring most of it out, very embarrassed, "You don't understand, my mother was beaten all over by your grandmother since she was a child. I don't know, when I'm awake...it's really good..."
I don't know which emotion I touched, Wen Yu's eyes were **** red, thinking about her mother's past events, with mixed feelings.
She can't be hardened, and she will come back to see after a while when she runs away, although every time she faces it, it is the old man's hideous face, scolding her.
The worst words she had ever heard in her life were all from the mouth of the old man, as if they were not mother and daughter, but enemies.
Shang Congshu saw that Wen Yu was in a bad state, so he didn't bring up the topic again.
Wen Yu couldn't help but drag Shang Congshu to chat, "Mom knows you look down on me."
Shang Congshu frowned, "...You think too much."
"No!" Wen Yu affirmed, emotionally distraught, "I bought the pesticides, but I didn't kill your grandmother, she was sober that day and asked me to buy some pesticides, she wanted to give plums You have always treated me as a murderer, and you look down on me doing this to your grandmother."
This is her daughter, how can she not know what Shang Congshu thinks of her, she pretends to be good on the surface, but also hates her in her heart.
Obviously knowing that the old man was mentally ill, Wen Yu still bought the pesticide back, whether it was intentional or what, only she herself knew.
The woman in front of her was bright and beautiful, wearing a top-layer coat, jade pendants, and gold bracelets.
Shang Congshu didn't understand, "I don't look down on you, I just think you are... too indifferent, you don't lack money, why can't you be nice to your grandmother?"
Wen Yu was angry and laughed, the old man was eating and dressing well, and the nurses he had hired were beaten in the head and bleeding.
"I was tortured by your grandmother for decades. I have been in the shadows all my life, and I will always hate her." stand up.
She suddenly hugged Shang Congshu, like 20 years ago, she kept stroking the back of Shang Congshu's head, "Baby, don't become like a grandmother, take good medicine, hurry up Okay, don't let your mother suffer, you are your mother's baby..."
Wen Yu murmured, Cong Shu is her most outstanding child, and has received envious eyes from many people.
But now, she is afraid, she is afraid that Shang Congshu will become like an old man, and he will be crazy in old age.
Shang Congshu didn't like to take medicine, but Feng Xin let her take it, and her parents also let her take it. She resisted her emotions, was obedient and obedient.
She took a deep breath, "Mom, buy something, go back and have a look."
They took the car for a long time, and they bought paper at the destination to make ingots, clothes, and paper money.
Wen Yu asked the boss, "Can you make a paper figure?"
The boss shook his head, "You can book in advance if you want, no one will buy it on the same day it is burned."
Wen Yu sighed, took the bought things and left, she couldn't help but mutter, "No one takes care of you, your grandmother is down here, and I don't know how to spend the money... I bought some food in the past. ."
Shang Congshu didn't speak, no one was there, burning so many things was futile in the past, at most it had a psychological effect.
Wen Yu did this just to comfort herself, and in the final analysis, it was for herself.
Even when the old man died, Wen Yu was unable to reconcile with the old man, and even more so in the future.
With guilt and hatred, she will live a life where her children and grandchildren can enjoy the joy of their family around their knees it is good.
None of those insults and curses that hurt self-esteem will come true.
This city is too small. In the past, the cemetery was managed by special people, and it was clean after a long time.
There were weeds and weeds all around, Shang Congshu removed them, Wen Yu set something on fire, and didn’t know what to say. From Shu.
"It's useless for you to pester me all the time." Wen Yu said, pretending to be brave, "I won't be afraid, and I won't be influenced by you, just leave after you sleep..."
She remembered the moment when the old man grabbed her hand last night, said to forgive her, and asked her to treat Shang Cong Shu well.
Wen Yu kept thinking, "Congshu is my daughter, I will definitely treat her well."
She didn't mention that the old man wanted to forgive her. She didn't accept it. Responding meant reconciliation.
At this moment, a gust of wind blew in the cemetery, and the rainwater left on the trees poured down, making Wen Yu's half-burned ingot paper money wet and unable to ignite.
Seeing this, Shang Congshu is about to click again.
Wen Yu stopped, "No need, let's go back."
Seeing that it was getting dark soon after returning to the city, Wen Yu took Shang Congshu to order food at a nearby shop, planning to finish eating before leaving to avoid starvation on the way.
Wen Yu took out the medicine she had brought, and instructed, "Shu Shu, eat these after dinner."
Since I took Shang Congshu to buy ice cream last time, and Shang Congshu ran away and lost, this time Wen Yu took people so tightly that she almost didn't take a rope and tied both of their hands in one piece.
Shang Congshu looked at the familiar pills. She took those pills every day in the hospital. Every time she took them, her head hurt, her energy was low, and her reaction was slow. She was always worried that she would take the pills one day. become a fool.
"Yeah." She responded with a gloomy voice.
Wen Yu actually had something to talk to Shang Congshu. She ate some and lost her appetite, so she didn't continue.
"Your aunt... came over to find me." She said tentatively, without finishing her words at one time, she said a little.
Shang Congshu didn't respond and continued to eat.
Wen Yu continued, "She said Xiaofeng knew the driver who hit you and knew her. I was afraid that we might misunderstand, so she explained it to me."
"What to explain?" Shang Congshu was curious, put down his chopsticks, and looked at Wen Yu seriously.
This made Wen Yu uncomfortable. She thought that she should not say it, Shang Congshu was still waiting for her to say the following,
She repeated what Luo Ying said, "The driver chased after your aunt when she was young. They are old friends and confidants. Your aunt took your manuscript and has an uneasy conscience. I cried twice. I don't know why, this driver will be wrong, and he will think of revenge on you."
As soon as Feng Xin found out the driver's hometown, Luo Ying immediately received the wind and came over overnight to find Wen Yu and Professor Shang, bluntly saying that she was wronged, for fear of being misunderstood.
I also played emotional cards with Professor Shang for a long time, which made Professor Shang angry.
If it weren't for the car accident, Shang Congshu would not have been traumatized mentally. The middle-aged man, who has always been elegant and gentle, was so angry that he wanted to slap Luo Ying immediately, but Luo Ying was his only one Brothers and feet, he has never been able to strike.
At their house last night, there was a lot of trouble. It is estimated that Luo Ying is still crying at the store.
Shang Congshu's eyes became indifferent. She is an aunt who regards her reputation as more important than anything else. Not long ago, the magazine had removed those articles, and now reporters and students are waiting for Luo Ying To respond, pretending to be dead.
"Do you believe it?" Shang Congshu asked back, with clear pupils, as if he just wanted to understand Wen Yu's inner thoughts, "Mom, do you believe this has nothing to do with aunt?"
"It's not a question of whether I believe it or not..." Wen Yu is now in a daze, her son has just been arranged in a good unit, and now this happens, she can't eat or sleep well.
She said, "If something happens to your aunt at this juncture, then your elder brother's career will be over. Your elder brother treats you well."
"Yes." Shang Congshu nodded in agreement, his eyes couldn't help turning red, "If he knew that those people on Weibo were bullying me, he would definitely scold me back."
But her eldest brother doesn't know, or even where she lives and how she is doing.
Wen Yu was afraid that Shang Congshu would talk nonsense when she got sick, so she told the story of her buying pesticides, which led to the suicide of the old man, and stopped Shang Congshu's brother and sister from looking for it.
Let Shang Congshu never have a chance to see her brother since the car accident until now, and her sister still secretly watched it, and took a few glances at the school gate.
Arranged various interest classes and wanted him to be versatile, but he couldn't learn anything well, and he didn't have a happy childhood."
Wen Yu couldn't hear her daughter's disobedience, so she got angry, "What do you know? Mom is for your own good, how much did I pay for this family..."
"I don't understand!" Shang Congshu's breathing became messy involuntarily, his eyes were sore, and he said coldly, "But eldest brother doesn't want to be low and small, he wants to be an upright man."