MTL - Sick Wife-Chapter 89 , chirp
These medicines put too much burden on the liver. Generally, the condition is well controlled, and the dosage will be reduced.
However, due to Feng Xin's previous negligence, he brought the businessman to drink milk tea from Shu, and many physical examination items could not be done. It could not be done until Monday, and he had to ask the school for another day off.
Let Shang Congshu do an EEG and a heart test today.
The doctor did not recommend family members to be present. Feng Xin did not go in and waited outside the door. When it was almost time, the doctor conducted an understanding of Shang Congshu's recent recovery and his daily routine.
Feng Xin said to Shang Congshu, "Go get the medicine first, and then you can go home."
Shang Congshu didn't think much, turned around and went out.
When the footsteps in the corridor were far away, Feng Xin asked, "Doctor, my girlfriend has been sleeping well at home or at school during this time, and she has not had any auditory hallucinations recently, is that right? The description is almost ready?"
She remembered that when she took Shang Congshu for an examination in her last life, the attending doctor at that time specially told her that the earliest symptom of schizophrenia was difficulty falling asleep, followed by auditory hallucinations and irritability.
Shang Congshu has none of these symptoms now, and she is looking forward to whether this is a manifestation of cure.
Doctors are not unfamiliar with this kind of question. I don’t know how many times I have answered it for many years. It is indeed the most concerned question by family members. Unfortunately, the answer may not be very ideal.
"If you are asking if it is cured, then I can't make a promise to you. This is not a cold or a skin disease, but a mental disease."
The doctor patiently and Fengxin analyzes the cases that have been in contact with them, "For these patients, the cause of their illness is related to their psychological quality, tolerance, and various external influences, which means that they will not It will relapse, and it is also tied to the environment, friends and relatives around, society, workplace relationships, etc., maybe a certain event in the future will stimulate the patient, hit him, and make him fall into the state of the disease again. At the current level of medical care, drugs cannot completely interfere with the psychological factors of patients.”
So the condition can be improved or stabilized, which does not mean that it is completely cured.
Colds can be cured by taking medicine, and minor illnesses and pains can be completely cured, but mental illnesses are not, and the psychological aspect is very important.
As psychiatrists, they cannot promise family members that the patient will be cured and will never relapse. No matter which hospital you change, this is true at home and abroad.
Feng Xin's expression was gradually lost, seeing her face so ugly, the doctor was relieved.
"Some patients with schizophrenia, after receiving effective treatment, also have cases that have never relapsed throughout their lives, so don't worry too much."
After getting the medicine from Shu, Shang came back to join Feng Xin.
They went to the supermarket to buy the ingredients to be made tonight. There were several children playing skipping rope and playing football downstairs in the community. Feng Xin couldn't help but look at it a few more times, and his eyes stayed for a while.
Soon before Shang Congshu noticed something strange, Feng Xin withdrew his gaze.
After dinner, Shang Congshu watched a movie with a strawberry in his arms and fed Fengxin a few from time to time.
She feeds one and Fengxin eats one.
Shang Congshu rolled his eyes twice, and put Fengxin's lips with empty hands. Fengxin was watching a movie, and he didn't notice Shang Congshu's bad behavior, so he opened his mouth and covered the pink fingertips .
Shang Cong Shuma preemptively, "You bite me!"
The tip gnaws and bites a bit.
Shang Cong Shu's finger meat was hot and red.
That tone is arrogantly declaring "what's the matter with you?"
Shang Congshu rested his forehead on Feng Xin, and it was not enough to sit next to Feng Xin, he had to hold Feng Xin in his arms.
Soft fragrance was in her arms, but Feng Xin was absent-minded. She squeezed Shang Congshu and asked abruptly, "Congshu, let's have a child in a few years."
She didn't know if she could safely accompany Shang Congshu until old. She also planned the same way in the last life, and lived with Shang Congshu, but unfortunately she left at the age of forty.
What if she has any accident in this life, what should Shang Congshu do? If the condition can be cured, and after she leaves, Shang Congshu can also take care of herself. She has food and a home to live in, and she won't freeze, and she doesn't have to worry about dying.
But everything that happens in the future has a certain probability that it may become a factor for Shang Congshu's illness. If she is still alive, she will definitely not let Congshu be displaced, she is only afraid that she will live better than Cong Shu's life is short, and no one treats Cong Shu well.
Let's raise a child, nurture it well, and let Cong Shu rely on him more.
Feng Xin knows that this idea is very selfish, and she has given her a task before she has a child. If the child knows her idea, it is estimated that she is not willing to be born in this family.
Although she knew it in her heart, Feng Xin still made up her mind selfishly.
Just so lightly testing, Shang Congshu was upset, she was astonished, and once thought that she had begun to hallucinations again.
Seeing Feng Xin's serious expression, Shang Congshu was sure that Feng Xin really had this idea.
"Want a child?" Shang Congshu felt unhappy, "Don't we have two babies in the family?"
I used to follow Feng Xin in the bathroom, Feng Xin also said that taking her with one is enough, and taking another one will make her exhausted. Why do you suddenly want a child?
Shang Congshu was a hundred unhappy, she estimated that Feng Xin was a little shaken when she got older, and asked: "Many women have the plot that they want to be mothers when they reach their age? You are the same. Is it? It's impulsive."
She followed Feng Xin and explained that this impulse is not really wanting children, but the anxiety of age, and the transient impulse to feel lonely when seeing other people's children and grandchildren around their knees.
Just wait until you calm down.
"Do you really want to be a mother?" Shang Congshu asked again, not sure, and thought of a solution, "Then treat me as a baby, and I will accompany you to play the role of pregnancy and breastfeeding. period, during pregnancy, until your urge disappears."
Accurately speaking, Feng Xin is now at her real age, and it is normal to have such impulsive thoughts.
But if Feng Xin didn't really want it, then she felt that there was no need to plan this matter, it would consume Feng Xin's energy, Feng Xin was worried about her, and she was tired enough.
Feng Xin was half lying down on the sofa, letting Shang Congshu lie on her body, this posture can hold Shang Congshu in his arms very well, "Don't you like children? She will grow up in the future. , you can teach her to draw and read to her the articles and poems you wrote."
Shang Congshu is going to fry his hair, Feng Xin won't think this picture is very warm, right? She doesn't want to do this kind of thing. With this time, she might as well follow the trend.
Seeing that Feng Xin had fantasized about having children in the future, Shang Congshu was stunned, and she didn’t know why she was so angry. Although it was human nature to want children, she would be so angry because of Feng Xin Give time to others to be sad.
She doesn't want another person in the family to share with her.
"No." Shang Congshu interrupted.
Her eyes were wet, her nose was red, and she pressed Fengxin's cheeks to please her, even kissing wetly, "I'm not enough to coax you? Why coax children? Do you like it? Baby, then I'm a baby now."
Speaking, Shang Congshu reached into the Fengxin pajamas, trying to lift the collars that were tied together, "Mom, I'm hungry..."
Feng Xin blushed, grabbed Shang Congshu's chaotic hand, and restrained him honestly.
"Okay, let's talk about it in a few years." It's not urgent, Shang Congshu's inner world did not accept another person at home for a while, and even felt frightened by the arrival of a new life, Maybe a little more maturity will change the current view.
Feng Xin did not force Shang Congshu to accept her proposal now, the words had already been said, and Shang Congshu was still feeling down.
Once you have this idea, it proves that Feng Xin has plans.
Shang Congshu didn't know Fengxin's true thoughts about wanting children. He thought that Fengxin, like everyone else, believed that having children was the most beautiful home, and that two people would have regrets together.
She didn't want to follow the trend and hugged Xin. She was lying on the other side of the sofa, watching a movie, her eyes were full of TV screens, but she couldn't see the plot at all.
Feng Xin came over and wanted to squeeze with Shang Congshu, but when he saw that Shang Congshu was about to move again, he immediately clasped the person in his arms, "It's worth it if you don't say anything. so angry?"
She just opened her mouth.
Shang Congshu ignored the wind and buried his face in Snoopy's pillow.
Feng Xin was attached to Shang Congshu's back, her lips fell on Shang Congshu's neck, a very pure and simple kiss, and she wanted to comfort her.
She promised in Shang Congshu's ear: "Even if there are new members of the family in the future, no one can separate me, you will always be the most important."
Shang Congshu doesn't believe this. Before becoming a mother, many people put their lover first, but it changes when they become pregnant in October.
Jealousy only accounts for a small part, she just doesn't want Fengxin to become like that, and revolves around the child, because the child can't sleep well because the child is crying and working **** this and that all day.
Have a child, there may be heavy bleeding, amniotic fluid plug... It's scary to think about.
She didn't feel happy at all, she only felt distressed about how hard Feng Xin's pregnancy would be and how dangerous it would be to have a child.
Feng Xin chuckled, not wanting Shang Congshu's mood to fluctuate so much that he didn't bring up the child again.
"My dear, don't be angry anymore." She followed Shang Cong Shu's back, fingertips through the shirt, pressed against the skin and caressed the back of the neck, no underwear buttons, all the way.
She saw that Shang Congshu was still angry, and refused to turn her back to her. In another way of coaxing, she said sadly: "I haven't hugged it for a week, you don't even look at it. I."
Shang Congshu's body stiffened for a while, and with a moving expression, she was soft-hearted by Feng Xin's words, she was so angry that she sat up suddenly from the sofa.
She grabbed Fengxin and wanted Fengxin to sit, her whole body was planted on Fengxin, her arms were wrapped around Fengxin's shoulders, her knees were tightly pressed against both sides of her waist, even her chest was Hot hugs.
Not speaking is Shang Congshu's last stubbornness.
Feng Xin was about to be sprouted by this special protest method. She asked Shang Cong Shu to close the distance with her, and deeply smell the soft body fragrance of Shang Cong Shu.
She continued to be wronged, "Baby is so fierce...I want to tweet, but I don't dare, so sad."