MTL - Traveling To The Last Days To Protect You-Chapter 127
For Lin Tantan, the ups and downs in life are nothing more than seeing her lover succeed in her career and being proposed to, and she has made plans to spend her life together, but the next moment she finds that everything she has now is just a dream. A rootless wild ghost who will be chased away.
Her whole body was sluggish.
She is very clear that she is an outsider, but she never thought that this body that was taken from others would have to be returned one day... Maybe there is, but she never dared to think about it. Without this body, where should she go, can she even exist? Then all plans based on this body will become a phantom.
She stayed in Ye Xiao's arms with her eyes open until dawn, but her whole body was haggard as if she hadn't rested for ten days and a half months, her eyes were bloodshot, and her expression was restless and listless.
Ye Xiao asked her distressedly and anxiously, but she just shook her head and couldn't tell the reason.
Ye Xiao wanted to accompany her the next day, but she refused.
"I want to be alone and think about it," she said.
"I want to help you." Ye Xiao said, "Don't hide anything from me, okay?"
Lin Tantan thought about it and agreed, but he said in his heart that you really can't help me with this matter.
She sat alone for a while, and the air pressure in her body was so low that the big and small animals who were used to playing with her didn't dare to bother her. They just watched from a distance. After thinking for a long time, she tidied herself up. Go find Xu Tianjin.
Xu Tianjin is different from an idler like her. The information technology group, oh, has now established a formal department. This department is very busy now. The internal communication network of the base has been fully constructed, and a small-scale Internet connection within the base has also been realized. , Everyone's entertainment activities are suddenly enriched, watching dramas, downloading music and listening to songs can all be realized.
But now, this department is actively getting in touch with other bases, trying to keep abreast of the outside world.
Lin Tantan talked to Xu Tianjin, and asked him in the small garden outside the department: "Since you have been here for so long, have you ever felt the consciousness of the original owner of this body?"
Xu Tianjin was stunned for a moment, a little confused: "No, in fact, I haven't thought about the past for a long time. It seems that I am a person of this world. Doctor Lin, why did you suddenly ask this?"
Lin Tantan gathered the latest thin windbreaker coat that just came out of the garment factory, looked at a small pink and white flower in the flower bed and said softly: "I dreamed about her, she told me to leave this body."
Xu Tianjin couldn't react for a while, and when he understood what she said, he was shocked: "Really? How is this possible? You mean, she, she still exists?"
He pointed to Lin to talk, with a face full of disbelief: "Is it because you are thinking too much? If you are dreaming, it may not be true, right? Have you ever felt her presence or heard her voice when you were awake?" Is there a sound?"
Lin Tantan rubbed her head: "Not yet, I don't know..." Her mood was really ups and downs yesterday. First, the foundation was established, and then Ye Xiao proposed marriage. She really had a feeling in her heart that her goal was achieved and her life was fulfilled. Could it be that she herself thinks that after time travel, she has accomplished what she wanted to do, even what she expected, and she has no regrets and can leave, so she thinks about it day and night?
No way, she still wants to spend the rest of her life with Ye Xiao.
She asked Xu Tianjin: "Why do you think we can cross over? What exactly is time travel? What kind of power can make us come here?"
Xu Tianjin was unable to answer the questions, and he said after a while: "I don't know, I think I should be influenced by you, Dr. Lin, I came here at your memorial service, and I left you...the body is very close. Recently, I don’t know if it’s because of this, but Doctor Yu Lin, did you come here on your own?”
Lin talked about silence. She did have this wish before she died. After three hundred years, she felt that she was worthy of anyone, the country, teachers, parents and relatives, and she did her best to repay it.
She has been practicing since she was five or six years old, and officially started working as a therapist at the age of fourteen. She seems to have spent her whole life in practicing and working. The only entertainment is chasing stars and interacting with the energy in her body from time to time. The struggle, she was happy with what she had achieved in the end, but also exhausted, she was tired of living like that.
Later, when her ability collapsed, she knew that her life was not long, but she didn't feel so sad, and even faced the ending very calmly.
The only wish is to meet Ye Xiao, and it would be best to help him change his fate, and to be able to stand up and run around in the next life.
Then she opened her eyes again and came to this world.
Was it her wish that brought her here? Was one of her thoughts so powerful?
So now that the wish is fulfilled, her power to stay here is gone, should she just go?
She suddenly remembered one thing. After the supernatural power began to show signs of collapse, she accepted her fate smoothly, thinking that death was nothing, and then her supernatural power collapsed very quickly. The professional doctor who examined her told her , How long a terminally ill patient can live is closely related to her willpower, a person with a strong will to survive can live a long time.
Finally he said to her: "I can't feel your will to survive, Doctor Lin, isn't there anything in this world worthy of your nostalgia?"
At that time, she smiled: "What's the point of living longer? If it is destined to end like this, why do you have to struggle so embarrassingly?"
"Think of the people who love you, think of the patients who need you, you are a great asset to the whole country."
"But I can't work anymore. Instead of waiting for me, those patients should change doctors in time. Instead of continuing to bet on me, my parents should also focus on my brother. And the country... I I heard that the National Association of Supernatural Persons has started promoting a new batch of wood-type superhumans."
"I'm already, it's not necessary." She even knew that some people even hoped that she would die soon after learning that her abilities collapsed irreversibly. A five-line ability user who could almost become a legend should also If you have a matching life experience, you will either live to the old age perfectly, or die at the most regrettable age, so that you can leave the most impressive stroke.
For example, after an interview after getting sick, she heard the TV crew who hid and smoked e-cigarettes spit at the stairs: "This is twenty years old. If he dies at nineteen, he will be called a flower." At the same age, it is more shocking."
Lin Tantan didn't react at all when he heard this, and even thought it was funny. It wasn't until later, when he recalled the words at night, that a bit of coolness floated in his heart.
She admits that she is a relatively emotional person. She can laugh at everything most of the time, but occasionally she will be worried because of someone's words. Her body is very tenacious, but her heart is contained by her body. But not so steely.
That is to say, after hearing that sentence, she, who had already accepted her fate smoothly, became even more indifferent to her own body, and even became a little negative. As a result, her condition developed more rapidly, and she went from almost full level in just a few months. The level falls, becomes a weak patient, and finally dies quickly.
At her level, state of mind and faith are really important. If one is not careful, an overpowering ability may go wrong. If a fragile body wants to control powerful power, it needs the assistance of faith and willpower.
But is such a thing really that important?
Lin Tantan looked expressionlessly at the flowers and plants in the flower beds, at the pedestrians passing by in the distance, at the hills farther away, the bright sunshine, and the vast blue sky.
But she doesn't want to leave here now.
Xu Tianjin worriedly watched her stand expressionlessly for a long time, as if she was thinking about something, and then her expression became resolute inch by inch, so resolute that it was even a little sharp, and an extremely powerful fighting spirit seemed to emanate from her body.
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After Lin Tantan bid farewell to Xu Tianjin, she went back, closed the doors and windows, and locked herself in the room. Sitting in the dark room, she said to herself, "Lin Tantan?"
There was no change in the body, and no voice answered.
She continued, "Are you just a dream I had, or do you really exist?"
"Aren't you dead?"
"What do you want to do?"
"If you really exist, come out and talk to me."
She muttered to herself like a psychopath for a long time, but she didn't get any response. She was not in a hurry, and poured herself a glass of wine slowly, a small glass of wine that was no taller than a finger, a small azure porcelain cup, The tentacles are delicate and moist, she specially kept them, because she thought the color was very similar to Ye Xiao's ability color, so she liked it very much when she saw it.
She squeezed the small wine glass, without any special emotion on her face, took a deep breath, and drank it little by little.
As if she had returned to her previous life, a little alcohol almost caused her to lose control of her abilities and her life was threatened.
She and alcohol are indeed natural enemies.
After drinking high-concentration alcohol, there was a burning sensation in the esophagus and stomach, and soon the smell of alcohol rose, her brain began to become a little cloudy, a little dizzy, her heart beat faster, her breathing became hot, and then her body His abilities gradually became dull, and there seemed to be something in the depths of his body that was about to emerge.
The original owner is really there, and is her appearance related to the strength of her abilities?
Lin Tantan thought to himself, waited for a long time and saw that he still couldn't communicate with the other party, and thought again, do I have to go to sleep?
After thinking for a while, she set an extremely powerful alarm clock. She lay down on the bed with mixed thoughts. She closed her eyes and tried to fall asleep. After an unknown amount of time, she found herself sinking into the dark and cramped place in her dream again. in space.
The shadow appeared again.
But this time Lin Tantan was not as defenseless as last time, nor would she be frightened by her identity.
She asked, "Are you Lin Tantan?"
The shadow replied, "When will you leave my body?"
Lin Tantan was silent for a moment: "What if I don't leave?"
Shadow raised his head and said angrily, "This is my body!"
"You are already dead."
"I'm not dead!"
Lin Tantan calmly said, "You are already dead, don't forget what I am, you can't lie to me, when I traveled through time, your body was dead."
"That's just not breathing!"
"No, it's just dead. You have a high fever because you are awakening your power, and your breath is due to the failure of awakening. I guess it's because I passed through in time and took over your body. Therefore, your soul has not dissipated and you can continue to live." In this body."
Lin Tantan said calmly, "I don't know why you didn't show up before, but now you show up, but if it weren't for me, this body would have been rotten. How can you say this is your body? It's my body."
Heiying was mad with anger, and wanted to rush towards Lin Tantan, but she didn't know why she couldn't. She said angrily: "This is my body, I would rather it rot than give it to others!"
Lin Tantan didn't seem to feel her anger, and continued: "This is the end of the matter, I have already used this body, and I don't plan to return it to you. You should have nothing to do with me. Let's talk about it, what do you want? How can I give my body completely to me?"
Hei Ying said: "Don't let me, do you have a way to deal with me?"
I'm talking about silence, and she really isn't either.
What worries her the most is that the other party has been quiet for more than a year, but now she suddenly appeared with such a tough attitude, what cards does she have, and will she become stronger and stronger in the future? What if she popped up every time she slept, even if she could hold on, but with such a thing in her body, how could she live with Ye Xiaoan?
People do not kill themselves, if there is a way at this moment, she will not negotiate with the other party, and will kill her directly.
The other party must have the same idea.
Seeming to feel her killing intent, the other party flinched, and her momentum weakened. After all, she was a silent and timid ordinary college student before she was alive. She took the initiative to retreat: "You can continue to use my body if you want. We will use it in turn. You can use it every day. Use it, I will use it for two days."
Lin Tantan didn't even want to refuse: "Impossible!"
Heiying was angry: "This is my body. I've been aggrieved enough to hide in it for so long. Why don't you let me go out? It's generous enough to give you half of the time!"
Lin Tantan only said: "Do you know why I insist on your body?"
Soi Ying was taken aback, what reason is there? "Because you want to live."
"No, because I have someone I love. He is the only bond I have in this world. We are getting married soon. Do you think I will allow another person to use my body, in my name, in Does he walk around?"
Of course, if that happens, she will have a showdown with Ye Xiao and explain everything. Ye Xiao may not care, but she can't stand such an abnormal life, and when the person on the other side is controlling her body, she Can you bear being controlled and monitored, and a life without freedom?
In short, Lin Tantan will never back down on this step.
Sharing a body is like a split personality? impossible!
"This doesn't work, that doesn't work, what do you want?" Heiying said angrily.
Lin Tantan said: "Whatever wish do you have, I will fulfill it for you, and then you leave."
"Impossible!" Shadow was startled, and refused without thinking.
Lin Tantan frowned, so there was nothing to talk about.
Shadow was also uneasy, she was shocked when she said what is my wish, I will fulfill it for you, Lin Tantan may have forgotten that when she first entered this body, she once said a word, she said: " Lin Tantan, I owe you my life, if you have any wish, I will fulfill it for you."
With just these words, Lin Tantan's soul, which was supposed to dissipate, seemed to be injected with a force, and it lay dormant in his body. She didn't quite understand why, but after regaining consciousness recently, she vaguely realized that this was a promise made by this outsider to her, or it was a contract that the other party borrowed her body.
Once this promise is fulfilled and the contract is terminated, she will not owe herself anything, and this body will completely belong to the other party.
And as long as this promise is not fulfilled for a day, the other party will always owe you, and you can't hurt yourself, and you can't drive yourself away. And it seems that because the other party's original wish has been fulfilled, when it's time to leave, as long as she doesn't completely occupy her body for a day, she will become weaker and weaker until it dissipates, but on the contrary, she will become stronger and stronger.
So, just consume it.
Shadow Lin Tantan thought so.
As long as it is consumed and the other party dissipates, this body can belong to her again, and the other party's ability, status, reputation, prestige, and even her lover are all hers!
The more the shadow thought about it, the more greedy it became in her eyes, and she suddenly realized that she was too anxious and shouldn't confront the other party. If the other party told the man everything, even if the body belonged to her in the future, she would not get any benefits.
Shadow suddenly said: "You, let me think about it."
Lin Tantan was taken aback for a moment, she didn't expect her to let go, she felt relieved, but something seemed wrong, but the shadow had slowly disappeared, as if she was really thinking about what wish to make.
Lin Tantan opened her eyes from the bed, her head was still groggy, and only ten minutes had passed by looking at the time. She canceled the alarm clock, sat there for a while, opened the door and walked out.
The sun is shining outside, but she is still at a loss about her future.
Worry comes from love, fear comes from love. In her previous life, she could quietly count her days and die peacefully, but now she is afraid of death, she doesn't want to die.
"Chichi." A little white mouse ran up to her. She lowered her head and looked at the little thing, squatted down and tapped it: "It's you, hello."
Lu Xin opened his eyes wide, and was shocked to find that the powerful soul in her body was a little darker, while the originally dim soul was brighter again. Although the difference between the two is still huge, it is obvious that the gap is gradually narrowing.
What is going on in her body?
Lin Tantan's thoughts drifted away again. In the dream just now, she was actually looking for a way to attack the other party, but it seemed that something restricted her, preventing her from attacking the other party.
Can't hurt, can't expel, can only wait for the other party to agree, this is too passive, but it seems that this is the only way to go.
She sighed lowly: "It's a good world, how come it suddenly becomes so unscientific, the soul or something, isn't it too mysterious?"
Lu Xin froze, almost thinking that she had seen through him, but seeing her self-deprecating and bitter expression, he understood that she probably knew his physical condition.
Lu Xin opened his eyes wide and looked at her. Lin Tantan was amused by him, and nodded his nose: "Little guy, are you worried about me? Don't worry, I won't be defeated so easily. If I can survive then Of course it's best, if things develop beyond my ability..." She paused, her voice lowered, "Then this is my last time, and I can't always be sad."
She stood up and looked at the rolling forest garden in the distance, her eyes were illuminated by the sun as if something was about to fall, but in the end it didn't fall, she twitched the corners of her mouth: "Okay, let's go play Bar."
Then she went back to the house.
Lu Xin stared blankly at the closed door, thinking of the expression just now, he suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.
Can't survive? Will she die?
If that dim soul finally outstripped hers, would she really die?
After a while, Lin Tantan came out of the room again. He must have taken a shower and changed into a dress that she seldom wears. The sky blue plaid skirt looked very refreshing and elegant. Although her hair was not tied up, it was combed neatly, and she wore a very ladylike headband. The whole person exuded a peaceful and beautiful atmosphere, which made people feel comfortable and joyful from the bottom of their hearts just looking at it.
When she saw the white mouse, she said, "You haven't left yet, so go play with me." She picked up the little white mouse to see that it wasn't very dirty, but she still washed its paws with water, and then put it in the On his shoulder: "Let's go, let's go find Ye Xiao."
Lu Xin: "..."
Lu Xin's whole body froze, and his first reaction was, is it too rude to squat on the girl's shoulder?
Then I felt a sight of death, looked up, and a round hamster crawled out of Lin Tantan's small satchel, climbed up along the clothes, and stared at him fiercely, as if he felt that he was threatening his own life. The status is average, and Lu Xin didn't know what it was going to do, so he was kicked out by the little hairball.
Lu Xin: "..." How angry, stinky mouse! However, he still got up with a grunt, and followed up with a humming sound.
But before it could catch up a few steps, the person in front stopped after turning a corner, and a car was parked at the corner. In the car, Ye Xiao had one hand on the window and the other on the steering wheel, wondering what he was thinking , Seeing Lin Tantan appear, his eyes lit up.
Lin Tantan was stunned for a moment: "Why are you here? How long have you been here?" She walked over with a smile, "Will you pick me up for dinner?"
Ye Xiao got out of the car, looked at her rare appearance in a skirt, was stunned for a moment, then looked at her energetic smile, and quietly relaxed: "Yes, I'm here to pick you up for dinner, what do you want for lunch?"
Lin Tantan thought about it outside: "Let's go eat noodles."
Ye Xiao walked over to help her open the door: "Get in the car."
Lin Tantan didn't move, and when Ye Xiao turned his head to look at her questioningly, he suddenly hugged his waist and leaned on his broad shoulders: "Sorry, I made you worry, am I always here?" make you worry?"
He was still wearing his morning clothes, the wrinkles on his clothes were not smoothed out, his hair was not as fresh as usual, his brows were tightly furrowed, he might have stayed here since he left her in the morning, she didn't leave when she went to find Xu Tianjin just now None of them thought of this possibility.
Thinking of him worrying about herself while sitting in the car, her heart ached. If possible, she also hoped that she would not be so troubled.
Ye Xiao stretched out his arms to hug her, and patted the back of her head with his big hands: "It's good that you're fine, what kind of dream is it, does it have anything to do with me?"
Lin Tantan shook his head: "This time it has nothing to do with you, it's my own problem."
Ye Xiao frowned slightly, and didn't ask what the question was, just said: "Do you want to find Zhang Jiujiu?"
Lin Tantan was slightly taken aback: "You can try it if necessary." She said with a smile, "After a while, no matter whether I have overcome this dream or not, I will tell you its content, okay?"
Ye Xiao looked at her deeply, with worry and helplessness in his eyes: "Okay."
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At the same time, a large group of ragged survivors was coming to the Zhengyang base.
A month ago, in the south of China, a few ragged Taoist priests finally found their goal.
The south is really very south, and it is very close to the sea. As a large number of mutated marine creatures invaded the land, the only remaining base that was still stubbornly refusing to migrate was on the verge of destruction. The Taoist priests saved their lives own goals.
They are Lin Tantan's parents, brother-in-law and a niece.
In order to persuade them to cross half of the country to go to Liangshi, the Taoist priests used many reasons, but they refused to leave. In the end, the Taoist priests could only tell them that their daughter is a well-known five-line supernatural being. Li is a very important person. After they pass, they will definitely enjoy the generous treatment of leading their families, and they will never worry about it for the rest of their lives.
I can only say this, but it cannot be said that your daughter's body is now taken over by an evil way that doesn't know where it came from, and is very capable. The reason why I asked you to go there is to wake up your daughter's soul, whether it is sleeping or too weak .
If you say that, the Lin family will definitely not go back. They have also seen that this family is timid and selfish. They have long forgotten that they have a daughter. They don't even think about it if they want to save their daughter.
The Lin family was shocked and excited when they heard the news.
They had indeed forgotten their daughter who was in college in Yang City. After the apocalypse broke out, the family hurriedly packed up and went to the nearest safe zone. Bring an oil bottle.
Later, the safe zone was destroyed, and they traveled to several places, and then went south. In fact, they didn't know that they were going south. Anyway, they followed the large army to stop and go every day, living a muddle-headed and extremely difficult life. When they finally stopped one day, they were told that they had come to the southernmost city.
Then it took root here.
Now they don't know where to go, these people told them that they can go to their daughter, it's a little far away, but these Taoist priests don't know why they are willing to protect them, so there is no hesitation, let's go!
And this news was known by the people who fled with them. When people asked, Mother Lin was a poor and showy person. After a few clicks, people figured out their purpose, so they stuck to those who wanted to follow. After telling them, they spread the word from ten to hundreds.
Uncle Jin and the others were a little worried about the bad things about the number of people, but they couldn’t stand the Zhengyang base—someone here already knew that they had been upgraded to a base—they were famous for talking with Lin. There is no home in the big land, so let's go to Zhengyang Base together!
These people couldn’t be chased away, and the Taoist priests could only give up struggling, and there are many benefits of having more people. Although the ability to attract corpses has become stronger, the fighting power is not weak. A group of people just rushed from the south to Liangshi , almost the entire summer was on the road, and many people died every day.
While they were on their way, Lin Tantan and Lin Tantan's souls had met several times. Lin Tantan always said that he hadn't thought of any wish, and Lin Tantan suspected that she was procrastinating.
Lin Tantan was very calm on the surface, she was still cheerful and happy, but she was already very anxious in her heart.
Ye Xiao mentioned to her about holding a wedding, but she refused, saying that she wanted to postpone the marriage, including going to the Civil Affairs Bureau in the new building to register for the marriage, but she also pushed back. Ye Xiao accommodated her without any objection, without any complaints, but she still felt very uncomfortable looking at the pair of people in the base who went to register.
Originally, she and Ye Xiao should be the first couple to register. She knew that Ye Xiao planned it this way. This man who pays attention to rituals has his unique romance.
But there was another person in her body, and she felt a little nervous, and she didn't want to be tied to Ye Xiao in such a state.
She couldn't even do the usual kisses and hugs.
"Look, subconsciously you also feel that this body is not yours." A vague voice sounded in Lin Tantan's mind, Lin Tantan's face remained unchanged, and he said in his heart: "Shut up."
The thing that worried her most still happened, that guy became stronger and stronger, from only dreaming to being able to make faint sounds when she was awake.
Lin Tantan is in the hospital at the moment, a large hospital has been set up in the first district, where wood-type supernatural beings and ordinary hospitals work together, Lin Tantan is naturally the director, but she works very hard and does not have any impact on her current situation. any help.
Love is not good, and the sense of responsibility at work is not good. Although the belief is very strong, I still feel that I am slowly moving away from this world.
That Lin Tantan seemed to be delaying time again, she felt that she was running out of time.
So this night, when she saw each other again in that strange space after falling asleep, she directly asked: "What is your wish? If you don't cooperate like this, there is nothing to talk about. We will die together. "
Lin Tantan muttered, seeing that he couldn't go on, he simply ignored her, guessing that she couldn't do anything to him, so she had nothing to fear.
Lin Tantan squinted his eyes, as expected he refused to cooperate. She carefully looked at this guy's body shape that had become more and more clear in the past month, and his facial features, hair, and even clothes had specific shapes.
She really got stronger little by little.
She is resurrecting, and she is dying.
She curled the corner of her mouth coldly, and as soon as she stretched out her hand, she grabbed Lin Tantan's hair and pulled her over.