MTL - Yan Yan-Chapter 15 passerby

Su Yan's breath suffocated, and she quickly turned her eyes away.

She is not stupid, she can understand the deep meaning of this sentence, and can also perceive his intentions from his eyes, but she can't accept it, just like those blind boxes.

In all honesty, Bai Xingfan is definitely the best man she has ever met. He has an excellent family background, is handsome, gentle and considerate, has outstanding ability, and is young and promising. He is the perfect man in the eyes of women, but precisely because he is too good. , so she was discouraged.

She knows that she is not good enough to be good enough for him, so she did not dare to think about him at all from the beginning.

But she was really moved by what he had done for herself these days, and ripples would appear in her heart inadvertently. After all, no woman could resist the charm of such a man.

It's true that she has a good impression of him, but it stops there.

So, she politely declined his intention again: "I'm not as good as Mr. Bai said, I'm just an ordinary woman, and I don't have such high aspirations. I just want to find an ordinary man who has the same mind as me to love and marry. , Others, I don't dare to think too much."

Of course, Bai Xingfan could hear her mysterious voice: "Is there anyone in this world who is not an ordinary person? Whether I am you or me, I am an ordinary person."

He never felt that there was anything special about himself, it was just a better family background, but a good family background gave him a high starting point, and at the same time put an invisible shackle on him. There is a second life.

The only thing he can choose for himself is his lover.

In fact, before meeting her, he didn't even think that he could marry a girl he likes in his life. Like his fate, his marriage had already been arranged, and it was nothing more than a question of which family to marry.

Until he met her in the ancient town, the second choice appeared in front of him.

At that time, his parents had already met a young lady from an aristocratic family for him. The parents of both parties wanted to take advantage of the opportunity of grandfather's birthday to introduce them to each other, but at the birthday banquet that day, when the woman's parents asked him what kind of girl he liked, He replied: "The younger generation already has a heart, and of course it looks like the person he likes."

This is a public call that he refuses to marry.

The atmosphere became very embarrassing for a while, and the faces of his parents were not very good-looking, but he did not bow his head and faced their stern gazes without changing his face.

When the birthday banquet was over, the guests dispersed, and his mother came to ask him what he meant by what he said just now?

He said concisely: "literally." His mother wanted to speak, but he didn't give her the chance, "If grandparents were more determined back then, you wouldn't be able to marry into the Bai family."

Mother froze for a moment and said nothing.

He said again: "She is much better than you before."

There was a crack in the mother's expression, like sadness, like pain, as if decades of exhaustion and stress burst out in an instant.

After being silent for a long time, she opened her mouth, and her voice was a little hoarse: "I know you have been resentful against me for so many years, but you are the flesh that fell from my body, I..."

He interrupted his mother again: "I don't want to hear this."

Mother pursed her lips and stared at him for a long time, and finally said: "Marriage matters, you can decide for yourself."

He understands that his mother has compromised with him, but to him, it doesn't matter, even if she doesn't compromise, he has to make his own decisions.

She was the first woman he wanted to have in his life, and the first person he liked so much.

From the moment he confirmed his heart, he decided that in this life, she would not marry her.

Su Yan didn't expect Bai Xingfan's attitude to be so firm.

He was right. Those who can live in this world have one nose and two eyes. At first glance, they are all ordinary people, but there is also a gap between ordinary people and ordinary people. This is undeniable and cannot be ignored. fact.

If nothing else, the gap in the family world is already an insurmountable gap between the two of them, not to mention the gap between growth experience and experience.

When she decided to marry Xie Yu, she didn't realize the importance of this, but after experiencing a failed relationship and a failed wedding, she completely understood it.

The right match is the basis for a long-lasting relationship.

She doesn't want to repeat the same mistakes, and she doesn't want to quickly jump into the next relationship when the previous emotional intelligence is still not good, so she must reject Bai Xingfan's wishes, even if he is really good: "It is my blessing to be appreciated by Mr. Bai. , but, I am not good enough to deserve Mr. Bai's appreciation, in the future, you will definitely meet better people." This time she made her words clear.

Bai Xingfan was silent.

Su Yan smiled apologetically and sent a blessing: "I and the spring breeze are all passing guests, you take the autumn water to the galaxy."

I am not a kind person, just like the spring breeze, I am a passer-by that blows into your life inadvertently.

One day, you will meet your Yingying Qiushui and embrace the bright galaxy with her.

Bai Xingfan was noncommittal: "What if I only want the spring breeze?"

Su Yan replied: "The wind is too scattered, it is insignificant, and it is not worthy of your good."

Bai Xingfan understood that it was not that the wind was too scattered, but that Chunfeng was unwilling to stop for him.

"Tomorrow, I will go home with my brother. I have been disturbed these days. I should never disturb you again." After that, Su Yan walked into the house.

Bai Xingfan looked at her slender back, her thin lips gradually pursed into a straight line, and her eyes cooled down a little—

Do you still have Xie Yu in your heart?

Su Yan was very worried that silly Baitian and the squeamish were quarreling again, and hurried back to the living room, but in the living room only silly Baitian was alone, and the squeamish was gone.

"Where's Xinglan?" She asked her brother a little anxiously.

"Where's the restaurant." Su Zhan rolled his eyes, "You wouldn't necessarily be so worried if I disappeared."

Su Yan: "…"

Did you major in computer science or yin-yang weirdness in college?

She sighed helplessly, reached out and poked her brother's head lightly, and reprimanded in a low voice, "If it wasn't because you kept making trouble, could the two brothers quarrel?"

Su Zhan was unconvinced: "Is it wrong for me to argue?!"

Su Yan: "Then also score the time, place and occasion? We are at someone's house now."

Su Zhan was still dissatisfied, and said sourly: "Che, you are partial to him, whatever I do is wrong, whatever he does is right, he is your brother, and I picked it up."

Su Yan: "…"

How can you be so hypocritical as a big boy? In order to prevent Silly Baitian from turning on the sperming mode, she had to coax her softly: "I didn't say that you did anything wrong. It's true that he was wrong about the quota, which made you feel wronged." Although there was no one in the living room, she said He still tried his best to lower his voice, "But you can't do anything, especially when you're under someone else's roof, and you and he are still classmates. You can't see each other when you look down. Is it appropriate to make such a fuss? It's okay to see him and his brother because You had a fight, are you happy?"

Su Zhan pouted, and although he was still a little unhappy, he didn't refute his sister's words.

Su Yan breathed a sigh of relief and thought to herself: Although their silly family is squeamish, there is one good thing about them, that is, listening to persuasion.

At this moment, Aunt Fatty's voice suddenly sounded behind their siblings: "Miss Su, sir, let me call you to dinner."

Su Yan immediately replied: "Okay, here we come!"

Bai Xingfan and Bai Xinglan were already seated at the dining table.

When Su Yan led her brother into the restaurant, she glanced at Bai Xingfan a little embarrassedly. Seeing that he looked as usual, as if nothing had happened just now, she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and she was no longer so embarrassed. Only noticed that the brothers seated a bit strange.

The dining table is rectangular, and Bai Xingfan sits in the middle of the inside of the dining table. Bai Xinglan didn't know if it was because he was still angry with his brother, so he didn't sit next to his brother, but sat at the far end of the dining table far away from him, his eyes were still red.

Eight dishes and one soup are all placed in the center of the restaurant.

Su Yan looked at the distance, unless the guy jumped on the table, or if he stretched his arm, he wouldn't be able to get a bite of the dish.

Bai Xingfan didn't care about him either.

Su Yan sighed in her heart, who knew that at this time, silly Bai Tian actually pulled out the seat on the other side of the dining table, sat down on the chair, and expressed to Bai Xinglan with practical actions: I would rather starve to death I want to stay eight feet away from you!

Su Yan was speechless to the extreme: "Are you two not going to eat?"

Neither of them said a word, staring at each other nervously.

Just as Su Yan was about to persuade these two people, Bai Xingfan opened her mouth first and said coldly, "Don't worry about them."

Su Yan rolled her eyes: "And let them both starve to death?"

Bai Xingsan's tone was still stern: "If you are hungry, you will have a long memory."

Su Yan felt that this person was really not gentle with children, he was impatient, and at first glance, he was not a good parent! He simply ignored him, looked at his brother first, and said with a stern face, "I count three, if you don't sit down again, I'll beat you, one, two, three!"

Usually Su Zhan can only hold on to "one", but today he gritted his teeth and held on to "three", seeing his sister's face getting greener and greener, there is a tendency to pull out his belt and slap him, so the one with "three" As soon as he finished speaking, he bounced off the stool, changed positions quickly, and sat obediently beside his sister.

Bai Xinglan on the other end snorted coldly: "B,,,"

The reason why the word "forced" was not spoken was because Su Yan turned her face over and looked at him blankly.

The moment he met Su Yan's gaze, Bai Xinglan felt as if he was back in kindergarten, poor, weak and helpless. If he didn't behave well, he would be spanked.

After all, it's not her own brother, so Su Yan didn't count the threats, just stared at him for a few seconds, then said, "Sit down beside your brother."

Bai Xinglan was stubborn and did not move, but he was uneasy in his heart. He glanced at his brother uneasily, and found that his brother not only did not mean to save him, but also slightly raised his lips, watching him being trained with interest.

What is this dude!

Heavy color light brother!

In the end, he was really overwhelmed and sat down beside his brother obediently.

This time, it was Su Zhan who snorted coldly: "Oh, cowardly... ah!"

Silly Baitian covered his head in pain, because Su Yan slapped him fiercely on the back of the head: "You talk too much!"

Bai Xinglan saw it in his eyes, and it hurt on the back of his head. At the same time, he was glad in his heart. Fortunately, he was obedient just now, otherwise he should have been beaten.

After making sure that the two of them were honest, Su Yan pulled out the stool, sat beside her brother, and looked at the man sitting opposite her.

The moment his eyes met, Bai Xingfan understood what she meant, opened his lips and said, "Let's have dinner."

Silly Baitian and the squeamish ghost immediately picked up the chopsticks and began to cook the rice.

Su Yan breathed a sigh of relief and picked up the chopsticks.

The brothers of the Bai family did not make any strange noises during the meal, and both their demeanor and actions were all the same with the same grace and calmness. The pressure is great, lest I accidentally lose someone.

After the meal, the aunt removed the plate and served fruit and dessert.

At this time, Bai Xingfan said to Su Yan: "Tomorrow I will let the driver take you home."

Su Yan nodded: "Yes."

Neither of them spoke any further after that.

Bai Xingfan doesn't like sweets, so she didn't move dessert, Su Yan only ate a piece of green tea cake.

There were four green tea cakes in total. Bai Xingfan did not eat it. The other three ate one, and there was one left. Su Zhan and Bai Xinglan stretched out their hands towards the delicate porcelain plate containing the cakes at the same time, which resulted in another war. , no one is to be outdone, you almost knocked the ceiling over with just one word, no matter how much Su Yan persuaded it would not work.

Bai Xingfan got a headache from the two of them arguing: "What are you arguing about? If you want to eat, I'll ask my aunt to cook it for you."

Su Zhan and Bai Xinglan said in unison, "But I just want to eat this piece!"

Bai Xingfan: "…"

Su Yan's head is also two big: "Then what to do? How about half of you two?"

The two of them didn't speak, so Su Yan took it as the two of them acquiesced. She wanted to do it herself, but suddenly realized that it was a thankless job, so she looked at Bai Xingfan and showed a bright smile: " You do it."

Bai Xingfan: "…"

The thorny ball was kicked to him, and he had no other choice but to catch it, so he pulled the plate in front of him, pinpointed the center, cut the green tea cake with a silver knife, and gave half of it to each of them. .

Su Zhan didn't look at the size and didn't make any comments. It seemed that he didn't plan to continue fighting with Bai Xinglan.

Bai Xinglan first glanced at the cake on the plate, then looked at his brother with aggrieved expression, and said angrily, "Why is his bigger than mine!"

Bai Xingfan: "…"

"You're just partial! You just don't love me anymore! You think he's better than me!" As he spoke, the squeamish eye circles were red again, tears fell one by one, and he was about to die of grievance.

Su Yan and Su Zhan were both dumbfounded.

Especially Su Zhan, his eyes straightened: "You, you, you, why are you crying?"

Bai Xinglan cried and scolded: "I want you to take care of it!"

Su Zhan: "…"

I'll just ask you one more question.

Bai Xingfan sighed deeply: "I am not biased."

"You are eccentric!" Bai Xinglan cried so hard that it was raining, and whimpered, "You asked me to give him the bear, and you didn't let me eat a whole piece of cake!"

Bai Xingfan finally understood that the problem was not the size of the cake, but the bear.

Su Yan also understood that when she was educating her younger brother in the living room, Bai Xingfan also educated his younger brother in the dining room, so she immediately said, "Xiao Zhan doesn't want your bear." After speaking, she even stabbed her with her elbow. Take your own brother.

Su Zhan's heart was bleeding, but his mouth was disdainful: "Che, who cares about your bear? I don't want it."

Bai Xinglan was noncommittal, still crying.

Bai Xingfan's face gradually turned cold, and he reprimanded in a deep voice, "Are you finished?"

Su Yan glanced at him with a slight condemnation, and reminded in a low voice, "Don't be so fierce..."

Bai Xinglan, who was already wronged, was even more aggrieved after hearing Su Yan's words: "He has always been so fierce to me!"

Bai Xingfan was unmoved, with a stern tone: "I gave the bear to Xiao Zhan, not because I was partial to him, but because you made a mistake, and you used improper means to occupy Xiao Zhan's place, so you must compensate him, And apologise to him."

"I, I, I won't!" Bai Xinglan burst into tears, "I won't apologize to him!" After speaking, he stood up from the stool and ran out of the restaurant crying.

Bai Xingfan was exhausted, he sighed again, raised his hand and pinched his eyebrows.

Su Yan wanted to go after Bai Xinglan, but suddenly thought of something, so she pushed Su Zhan hard: "Go after him and persuade him!"

Su Zhan was stunned, and pointed at the tip of his nose: "Me? To persuade him?"

Su Yan: "It was you who caused the trouble in the first place!" To solve the bell, he had to be the bell guy, so no one except Su Zhan could solve the problem.

Su Zhan struggled to the death: "Can I not go?"

Su Yan: "No! If you don't persuade you, don't go home tomorrow!"

Su Zhan gritted his teeth and looked reluctant, but in the end he succumbed to Su Yan's "promiscuous power", slammed the table hard, then stood up from the stool and went to find Bai Xinglan.

After Su Zhan left, only Su Yan and Bai Xingfan were left at the table.

Seeing Bai Xingfan's tired face, Su Yan felt guilty: "I'm sorry for causing you so much trouble."

"It has nothing to do with you, it's because Xinglan is too self-willed." Bai Xingfan said helplessly, "He was spoiled by his elders, and he always felt that the world should revolve around him. If something went wrong, he would make a big noise. "

Su Yan pursed her lips and looked at the man sitting opposite her, suddenly feeling a little distressed—

Obviously they are brothers with the same parents, but their life experiences are completely different. The attitude of their parents towards them can be described as worlds apart.

No wonder Xinglan would say when he loses his temper, "No matter how bad or trashy my life is, you, Bai Xingfan, can't envy you! I have the love of my parents, do you have it?!"

It's not that their parents didn't love Bai Xingfan, they just had too high expectations for him, and put the future of the family on him, so they couldn't tolerate any more private affairs and had to be strict with him.

After thinking about it, Su Yan persuaded: "Actually, he is not willful, he just wants you to go to him. To put it bluntly, he is jealous and thinks that you are partial to Xiaozhan."

Bai Xingfan reiterated: "I really have no bias."

Su Yan: "Of course I know, but Xinglan doesn't think so."

Bai Xingfan: "So he is still willful."

Su Yan was speechless and couldn't help rolling her eyes: "If I had a brother, father or boyfriend like you, I would feel miserable too!"

Bai Xingfan was startled: "Why?"

Su Yan: "No affection at all! Everyone wants a favor from someone they care about, but you don't feel favored at all, you are too reasonable!"

Bai Xingfan pondered for a moment and asked seriously, "So, does Miss Su want an unreasonable preference?"

He has never chased a woman or dated anyone, so he doesn't have much experience in this area.

Su Yan blushed instantly, and hurriedly explained: "I didn't mean that, I mean that Xinglan wants a share of your preference."

"Yeah." Bai Xingfan knows what it means to stop in moderation. If you push too hard, it will backfire, so she simply let her go, "It's too late, go back and rest."

Su Yan breathed a sigh of relief: "Oh." Then she immediately stood up from the stool and quickly left the restaurant.

Su Zhan was going to endure the humiliation to persuade Bai Jiaojiao, but who knew that Bai Jiaojiao was really a hypocritical and stingy squeamish person, knocking on the door for a long time and he would not open the door, so he decisively gave up this task.

Since Bai Xinglan's room was on the third floor, in order to avoid the two of them fighting in the middle of the night, Su Yan asked Fat Auntie to arrange Su Zhan's room on the first floor.

Before nine o'clock, everyone went back to their respective rooms, and the villa was silent.

Tonight is the last night of staying here, and Su Yan's heart is still a little reluctant.

The night outside the window is quiet, the starry sky is bright, and the wide Swan Lake is full of streamers, like fine silk.

She sat alone on the balcony outside the bedroom for a long time, holding her cheeks to watch the night scene, but she was thinking of other things—

If Bai Xingfan showed his heart to her when he was in the ancient town, would she be moved? It should be, because he is really charming, and his words and deeds are so attractive that it is irresistible, and at that time, she hadn't met Xie Yu again, nor had she experienced the relationship between men and women, and a newborn calf was not afraid of tigers. , dare to try anything boldly, who cares about family background and experience? Otherwise, she would not agree to Xie Yu's proposal.

But now, she dared not.

Eating a cut grows a wiser, and she can't remember whether to eat or fight.

With a long sigh, she got up from the stool and went back to the bedroom.

She slept fairly well that night. She got up before eight in the morning, washed and packed her things, and then went downstairs, but at that time Bai Xingfan was no longer at home.

She had no chance to say goodbye to him face to face.

After breakfast, she and her brother got into the car arranged in advance by Bai Xingfan, and the driver drove them home.

At the moment when the black car drove out of the gate of the manor, Su Yan glanced back, the sky was as blue as wash, the white three-story building stood in the bright sunlight, and the whole body was covered with a thin layer of golden light, which looked elegant and grand.

Suddenly there is some regret in my heart.

For the rest of her life, she will not come here again, nor will she have any interaction with Bai Xingfan.

She is a guest of spring breeze in his life, so why is he not a guest of spring breeze of hers?

If only he had appeared earlier, she wouldn't be as sensible and cowering as she is now.

But in this world, there is no if.