My Instant Marriage-Chapter 64 I regret it now

After sending off the bride and groom from the wedding reception Young-soo went to his residence at Seoul. He freshened-up, wore his favorite track pant and shirt, and lied down on the bed. He took his phone and looked at the pictures taken at Hoon-suk's wedding. As he saw the pictures one by one, he feels so happy after such a long time to see the happiness in his face on those pictures.

When he thinks about Eunbi it reminds him of the way that she looked so unhappy and thoughtful. Soon he compromises himself with his own words, 'maybe she might have exhausted with her new work schedules, after all she was new to undertake her family business at such a young age, that's why she must have looked so unhappy in my eyes.' He felt bad that at least he should have inquired how she's doing, however he shook of his thoughts away from his mind as he checks the time at his phone and it reads 1:15 am. He kept his phone on the bedside table, lies down properly on the bed, and closed his eyes to fall asleep.

While at the Mr. Yoon's residence; Eunbi's was sitting down at the middle of the bed in her room by hugging her knees. As she tried her best to not think about Young-soo anymore, but the more she tries to forget him the more she remembers him. She could still hear Min-suk's question in her ears; "did you saw that how happily he enjoys his moments at his friend's wedding?" She felt like she regretted for missing him in his life and questioned herself, 'why Young-soo didn't speak a single word to me? Is he currently dating Inha?'

She closed her eyes with displease and opened her eyes in a few seconds, 'god, how will I find whether he was really dating Inha or not,' she thought and took her phone, scrolls down the contact list on her phone and checks whether she's any right person to collect the current dating information of Young-soo.

As she saw Young-soo's secretary Jaemin name on her phone's contact list, suddenly an idea popped in her mind, 'why shouldn't I ask him about Young-soo's current dating information?' She nodded her head, 'yes that's a right idea let me ask him tomorrow about it.' She put her phone on the bedside table, lied down on the bed with a hope that Jeamin would tell everything to her.

Next day, before she leaves to her office she contacted Jaemin to his contact number.

Jaemin's phone rang while he was busy preparing Young-soo's official and un-official day schedule list in his office. He took his phone from the table look at the phone display to check who the caller was. As it reads Ms. Eunbi he was perplexed to get the call from her. He wondered, 'why she's calling me now?', and answered the call.

Jaemin: "hello, ma'am."

As she heard his voice she was little bit nervous on how to ask him about her doubts to him. She cleared her throat and spoke, "hello sir, I need to ask you something, could you spare me a few minutes?"

Jaemin: "Yes, sure ma'am, please go-ahead and ask me what you wanted to ask."

Eunbi: "I wanted to know whether Young-soo is doing good or not."

Jaemin: "Ma'am, I have been with my boss for five years and I have never seen him looked so heartbroken at any situations before. But for the first time in five years I saw that how he has emotionally suffered because of you. It was so painful to see him look so gloom for the past few months before and after the divorce. You've given him so much pain than pleasure. Now he has moved-on from his past married life, and leading a happy life. You would've seen him yesterday that, how happily he's spent his day at Mr. Hoon-suk's wedding."

Eunbi shut her eyes tight with humiliation and ran her finger through her hair to his reply. "Yes, I saw that he looked so happy but I wanted to know whether he's currently dating anyone or not."

Jaemin: "Yes, ma'am my boss is currently dating Miss. Park Inha, and yesterday you would've seen them that, how happily they enjoyed their moments together at Mr. Hoon-suk's wedding."

Eunbi felt like she wanted to cry by hearing his reply however she controlled her emotions and replied him, "I'm feeling so happy to hear that, Young-soo and Park Inha are dating. I request you to not notify it to him that I have called you, and collected some information about him. Hope you'll take care of him as his personal secretary and his elder brother."

Jaemin gave her the positive assurance and hung-up the call.

Eunbi sat down at the edge of the bed and wept, 'why I'm feeling sad and bothered whether if he goes out with Park Inha or somebody else. I know that I don't have any rights to get jealous on his love-relationship matter then why I'm feeling this way. Why couldn't I able to accept the fact that we got divorced, and now he's my ex-husband?' she asked herself.

She felt as helpless as she doesn't have anybody to openly share her thoughts, and get some advises. She was so embarrassed to share these thoughts with her friend Hee-jung, therefore she decided to have her stressful thoughts to herself.

Before getting the divorce nobody has supported her decision on divorcing Young-soo everybody were against to her decision. She felt bad for her decision that she would have reconsidered her decision, when everybody insisted her not to divorce him. Even sometimes she herself couldn't able to forgive of her own for hurting Young-soo's feelings. Now, she regrets badly for being stubborn and narrow minded to her decision.