Pretending To Be A Boss-Chapter 517 - 100: It Was Always Just Tang Xian_3

Allocations are mostly determined by the order of entry into the divine seat.

However, the order of entry is just the first step. There's a subsequent test to observe talent and awakened combat abilities, and this data is used to determine the ranking.

I have to give up my title and exchange it with Prometheus, which is essentially the same as giving up my rights.

I'm willing to become the very last, the child who is bullied, to win my parents' trust and sympathy.

Prometheus did not refuse. Between the choices to bully or be bullied, anyone would find it easy to decide, especially when behind-the-scenes powers are involved.

So, when the test came, I became someone with adequate calculation abilities but severely lacking talent—a defective product.

During this period, I continuously tested Prometheus to be sure of his loyalty until I discovered that Prometheus had also obtained some disturbing news—about our future.

It seems he also noticed some doubts behind the glamorous identity of the Child of Order, which gave our collaboration a more solid foundation."

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How easy is it to execute a self-harm scheme? In this part, Tang Xian concealed many painful memories.

"My foster parents wanted to take someone away. I knew this from early on and was trying my best to leave this place.

It's actually a gamble. All this time, my foster parents were observing me, and I was observing them in turn.

They were assessing whether my humanity was enough to meet their expectations of what a human should be.

I, however, tried to estimate through their actions how likely it was for someone like them to successfully escape.

Mom and Dad didn't know I was scheming against them. In a sense, they thought they had saved me, but in reality... I was using them.

There were many holes in their plan, but thankfully, Prometheus and I were there to wrap things up.

But not everyone was fooled by me and Prometheus.

Many times, Ju Mang just watched me. When Prometheus urged others to bully me, Ju Mang watched from the side, not joining in, as if wanting to see right through me—a cautious and astute girl.

The noble Constantine shouldn't have had much private contact with me. She must have become aware of something back then, right?

Whether it's my foster parents or my colleagues, they all possess wisdom beyond ordinary people. It's not easy to deceive them.

Luckily, my mother became pregnant. Women, upon becoming mothers, really do change a lot; they become more loving towards life, become more emotional.

At least with my mother, she wasn't so quick to notice my disguise.

But I'm not sure if I will still be able to keep it from them once we leave the divine seat and head for the outside world in the future.

Especially since the things they're planning are critical, their caution will likely increase as we get closer to the end.

I must truly become human, become that defective product who was bullied in their memories. I must deceive myself first if I am to deceive everyone else."

It appeared that Tang Xian was about to reveal the most crucial part, his expression slightly strange, his facial muscles somewhat stiff.

"Altering one's own memory is a very troublesome business.

All of this depends on Prometheus. He must find the memory-wiping drug before my parents leave this place.

And before my memories return, I must establish several deep self-suggestions. That is, the 'save points' for recalling all of this."

Humans often do such things—involving associative memory. One recalls another thing related to a certain object using the object itself.

In the medical field, the most common method used to help recover from amnesia is associative memory.

For example, taking patients who have lost their memories to places they have been before to stimulate the brain.

Only, Tang Xian took this concept of associative memory and self-suggestion to an extreme.

"These so-called key points include two locations. One is sensing my own kind, the scent of the Child of Order.

It will allow me to recall part of my memory. At that moment of recall, I will still be on the same side as my parents.

I'm sure that their unique talent data will allow them to recognize me quickly as the number seven who was kidnapped when they see me.

I must recall part of my memory to deal with this. However, I won't recall all of my memories until I'm sure I can eliminate them.

The other trigger for my memory is the blood of a Child of Order, which shares a common scent with my own blood.

Prometheus has been playing the part of Constantine, the strongest Child of Order. Before I left, we settled on some setups for the future.

He would make some reasonable requests in the future, such as establishing a sense between the Children of Order so that when one dies, the others receive the news immediately."

Akasi understood and said in surprise:

"So he immediately contacted you after Xi He's death?"

"Yes, because in our plan and understanding, the only one capable of killing a Child of Order in the Pyramid was me, another Child of Order."

"After remembering Xi He and the others, the desire to tear them apart filled my mind. I originally thought this desire stemmed from hatred, until recently, when Xi He died, I realized it was an indication from deep within my consciousness. In addition to this indication, there were actually several others."