Producer System: My Girlfriend is a Cellist-Chapter 713 - 446: To Choose Struggle or Destiny

"Requiem...?"

Gan Yanyu muttered to herself upon seeing the name.

Before Gan Yanyu could browse through the score, Lin Tian quickly closed the notebook, like a child shutting a book.

"This piece, it's not something we can handle right now."

Lin Tian said seriously,

"Just like the 'Pathétique' earlier, I didn't think it through when I wrote it, so let's not consider it now..."

"Why?!"

Upon hearing this, Gan Yanyu quickly voiced her discontent.

"Saying we can't handle it even before playing... Isn't that too odd?!"

"Lin Tian, don't you trust my cello?"

Gan Yanyu urged fervently,

"Is there any music that I can't play right now?"

Gan Yanyu's rhetorical question left Lin Tian somewhat silent.

"It's not the same...."

"Lin Tian, I just find you very odd!"

Gan Yanyu looked a bit angry,

"This is our most important competition, and even if you feel it's not suitable, since it's written, shouldn't we try it together? At this point, is there anything you can't tell me directly?"

Gan Yanyu could no longer hold back, she told Lin Tian everything in one breath.

In her view, Lin Tian's behavior was simply incomprehensible.

Rather than being angry, she was puzzled and confused!

Starting with the firm declaration that Gan Yanyu couldn't play 'Pathétique', things had become a bit weird, and now there's yet another piece, which she's immediately barred from seeing.

But,

How could Gan Yanyu ever be someone who stops seeking in music?

The more Lin Tian said it, the less Gan Yanyu could tolerate it.

"Is there anything left to hide at this point?"

Gan Yanyu said with a serious face,

"I have... shared everything with you."

Although it was very difficult.

Gan Yanyu told Lin Tian about her heart disease only after deep deliberation.

But just after revealing it, now it's Lin Tian's turn to be dishonest.

"That's the problem...."

Lin Tian held his forehead, looking somewhat helpless.

Confronted with Gan Yanyu's questioning, he hesitated to speak, then lowered his head in thought.

Shortly afterward, the young man raised his head.

Suddenly, he asked a question seemingly unrelated to the current situation.

"Mr. Gan."

Lin Tian paused, then asked,

"Have you ever thought about what our lives would be like if we win this competition?"

"Of course."

Gan Yanyu answered without hesitation,

"To get married, of course!"

"Why bring this up suddenly, are you having second thoughts about marrying me...?" Gan Yanyu slightly furrowed her brow, her voice suddenly softening.

"Of course not!"

Lin Tian replied seriously,

"Every minute and second, I'm looking forward to our wedding, even in between conversations with you, I'm thinking about kissing Mr. Gan...."

".....Idiot."

Gan Yanyu gently scolded. Lin Tian's abrupt shift in topic left her struggling to respond.

"It's just....."

Lin Tian lowered his head, pondered for a bit, then asked,

"So, after marriage? Have you thought about what to do?"

"Hmm... actually I'm still thinking, if possible, I'd like to go to Thailand... the Maldives is also okay...."

Gan Yanyu thought for a moment and smiled,

"Of course, considering it's our honeymoon, if you have a place in mind, we can discuss it together....."

"And after that?" Lin Tian asked.

"After that?"

"Yes."

Lin Tian paused again.

Like suddenly turning into a "devil's advocate," straightforwardly asking:

"After marriage, how should our life be? Which city will we live in, will we have children? How many?"

"What will our thirties look like? Forties, fifties, where will we be? Besides music, do we have other hobbies? When we retire one day, what will we do?"

"..."

Lin Tian raised one question after another, relentlessly throwing them out.

In an instant, Gan Yanyu was overwhelmed.

The girl suddenly fell silent.

Faced with Lin Tian's questions, after a long pause—

"I...I don't know."

Gan Yanyu pursed her lips,

"I haven't thought about things that far.... But, but!!"

Gan Yanyu raised her voice and said,

"It's not because I don't love you! It's just..."

"That's the problem!!"

Lin Tian interrupted Gan Yanyu vehemently, pointedly saying,

"You just.... never thought about your future self... It's like subconsciously, you don't deserve to live to such a distant future!!"

Lin Tian gritted his teeth, facing Gan Yanyu as he shouted.

This is Gan Yanyu.

On the surface, she's positive and cheerful, seems to be enthusiastic about everything, always pursuing ambitious goals.

But....

Deep down, she never believed she could live to normal old age. She simply couldn't imagine herself at 40, 50, 60, or even retiring with Lin Tian.

Perhaps, she was full of expectations for the marriage with Lin Tian and filled with longing for their future.

However, all of this was based on the mindset of "living one day at a time."

This is Gan Yanyu.

From the first day Lin Tian met her, from the day she sat on the rooftop blowing in the wind, it has always been like this.

Constantly pessimistic about her own life and others' lives.

During their time together, Gan Yanyu has changed a lot, but this one thing, she has never changed.