The Billionaire's Mischievous Sweetheart-Chapter 620 - 617: What does his life or death have to do with him?
This has nothing to do with me, does it? Does Pan Yutong living or dying have anything to do with me? It only has something to do with *him*, Qi Longbing, doesn’t it? Pan Yutong is currently his wife, Qi Longbing’s wife, while I am nothing at all. Now Pan Yutong is making such a scene, threatening to kill herself, so what does he mean by telling me this now? Is he asking me to step back, to let them be together? But is there such a kind person in this world? I am already the most pitiable person here; my child and I are the most pitiable, aren’t we? I yearn for that man’s love, but I just can’t seem to get it, no matter what.
And no matter what, I can’t have that man, nor the status that comes with him. Fine, now I don’t know why I hope so much for that status. I hope to marry Qi Longbing, but what about him? He still can’t manage to divorce Pan Yutong. As a result, our feelings can’t reach any conclusion. I don’t know who this is hurting. Ultimately, it’s hurting Candy and also me. But I hope Qi Longbing will make the right decision, stop vacillating between two women, and not leave both of us heartbroken like this.
When Hua Xiaomo thought of this, she quickly responded, "Qi Longbing, I don’t know what you’re thinking right now, but you should know that a decision needs to be made about this matter. Pan Yutong is threatening suicide just because she doesn’t want to separate from you. But what about you? What do you really want? If you want this child, you should be decisive and not waver anymore. Otherwise, more tragedy will occur."
Hua Xiaomo said these words, a great discomfort stirring in her heart.
After all, she had waited for Qi Longbing for a very long time, but he still hadn’t resolved his own issues. Hua Xiaomo felt truly uncomfortable. How long must she wait to be with him? How long until she could finally be with Qi Longbing? At this moment, she found it truly unbearable, never expecting Pan Yutong would actually use suicide as a threat to prevent Qi Longbing from divorcing her.
What’s the use of such a method? If a man’s heart isn’t with you, what’s the use of trying to keep him, no matter what you do? Doing this is futile, only causing oneself pain, but Pan Yutong just doesn’t understand this simple principle. She also didn’t understand how one could use such tactics in love. Is happiness obtained this way still happiness?
If that man’s heart isn’t truly with her, he won’t love her. Then what happiness can she have? Pan Yutong is really foolish. When love and pain coexist, she prefers to hurt her own body to bind Qi Longbing. Such a method is truly despicable. It’s truly pitiful. Yes, I really sympathize with her. Truth be told, as a fellow woman, why must she make things so difficult for him? But, in fact, he [Qi Longbing] has no feelings for her [Pan Yutong] at all. Dragging it out like this hurts him and me, and even my Candy doesn’t receive the fatherly love she deserves. This is merely causing suffering for three people. What she [Pan Yutong] is doing is utterly immoral.
Yes, I really want to persuade Pan Yutong, to understand her thoughts and views, to make her see the reality of the situation clearly and stop pestering Qi Longbing. Because Qi Longbing simply doesn’t love her. If he doesn’t love her, what’s the point of her trying to hold onto his heart? If she can’t hold onto his heart, what meaning is there in keeping a man by her side whose heart isn’t with her?
She [Hua Xiaomo] really couldn’t understand these simple truths, truths so simple even a child could comprehend, yet Pan Yutong just doesn’t get it. She [Pan Yutong] doesn’t understand what love means, what liking someone means, what it means to consider others, or what it means to make someone else happy. She [Pan Yutong] doesn’t understand any of it. 𝙧𝙚𝙚𝔀𝒆𝓫𝓷𝙤𝓿𝒆𝙡.𝒄𝙤𝓶
"Xiao Mo, I know I owe you. Can you wait for me a little longer? Pan Yutong has attempted suicide and is hospitalized now; I don’t know what to do. I believe a result will come from this in time. After she awakens from this suicide attempt, I think she will understand whether what she did was worth it or not.
"Xiao Mo, can you trust me? I will give you a result. For now, just take good care of the child. Don’t let the child get hurt, okay? And don’t let her know about our adult issues. It’s really bad for her," Qi Longbing said, his heart a bit tangled as he thought about Candy.
He was afraid Candy would find out about the matters between him, Hua Xiaomo, and Pan Yutong, and become unhappy. Then Candy would carry a psychological burden, and he didn’t know how she would view her father at school. Indeed, he didn’t want his child to know any of this. He hoped she could live in a happy and carefree family. He just wanted her to be simple and happy; that would be good enough. She shouldn’t have to think about anything else. But even such a simple wish seemed so difficult to fulfill. He didn’t even know how to escape from this entangled marriage.
"Rest assured, I’ll talk to the child. I won’t let her be influenced by our adult issues. After all, children are children; they don’t understand adult matters. Moreover, we can’t let our mistakes be imposed on the child. The child is innocent and kind and shouldn’t be hurt. I understand all this.
"Qi Longbing, it’s time for you to give us hope. I hope you can make the right choice and deal with the Pan Yutong situation properly so it doesn’t cause any more trouble. You know Pan Yutong has attempted suicide now; will she do it again in the future? It’s hard to say.
"What exactly is Pan Yutong thinking? Does she really want to divorce you? Or, when you divorce her, what conditions will you offer, and will she be satisfied? I believe that as long as the conditions are reasonable, Pan Yutong will agree to divorce you. I still have confidence in you about this.
"So don’t give up on this idea, understand?"
