The Billionaire's Mischievous Sweetheart-Chapter 795 - 792: Reject His View

This would only give rise to a very complex feeling in her own mind. Alright then, how could she now reject his perspective and thoughts!

Deep down, she felt the same way; in truth, she also loved Qi Longbing. However, due to certain realities and circumstances, she had no choice but to make such a decision.

After all, she was with Zi Yunsui now; they were together, they had that kind of relationship—how could she possibly be with Qi Longbing again?

This made her feel incredibly conflicted. Moreover, she thought it was wrong, and it caused her pain. Although matters of the heart are difficult to articulate, ultimately, she should follow that feeling deep in her heart. Whatever it might be, she wouldn’t let herself be caught in this emotional vortex, unable to extricate herself.

So, the best method now would be to keep a certain distance from both men and become good friends with both of them—that would be quite enough. She didn’t wish to add any more worries; emotional troubles would only make them lose themselves further and hurt the people around them.

That was wrong, a mistake, and these were things she found hard to accept for herself.

Hua Xiaomo looked at Qi Longbing, unsure of what to say. She sensed the immense pressure he was under and, hearing Qi Longbing speak as he did, felt that he found it impossible to leave her.

And if she hurt him in such a way, it would be extremely awkward for both him and her. She genuinely hoped he would find that happiness, that spiritual relief.

Then she wouldn’t be so troubled anymore, and from that point on, they could all live happily. That was what she thought, how she viewed the issue. From then on, she truly didn’t want anyone to endure such painful days.

The existence of feelings was indeed a source of suffering—that had always been her belief, though she hadn’t seen it clearly before. Now that she saw it clearly, she felt that only by giving up certain things could she attain that spiritual release.

Maybe then her spirit would be free, and she wouldn’t feel so much pain; she and Candy could be truly happy and ultimately find genuine joy.

At the same time, she didn’t want to impose her own feelings onto others; that would be quite immoral. She also hoped that everyone who loved her could find happiness.

This included Zi Yunsui and Qi Longbing—they could all attain true happiness. None of them would be trapped by such emotions; they could all be blissful forever!

Alright, that was her idea, her perspective. She truly didn’t want to add to their burdens—that would be wrong.

That would also be very selfish, and it would pain her. She sincerely hoped that everyone could be happy and joyful. She didn’t want emotions to cause hurt for many people—that was wrong.

And at the same time, she longed for many friends to be happy and joyful. That was her wish. She wasn’t that selfish, not a selfish person at all. She would never sacrifice the happiness of many for her personal emotions. That was wrong.

Moreover, as for Zi Yunsui, he himself hadn’t actually realized that his own heart couldn’t let go of Ye Xiangxue. And Ye Xiangxue loved him just as much; she truly loved Zi Yunsui deeply. She couldn’t bear to hurt either of them.

"Qi Longbing, I understand what you mean, and I know that many times, the two of us do have a kind of spiritual connection. However, reality is often so cruel, forcing us to confront it head-on."

"Matters of the heart are just like this, with many paths lying before us. What matters is how we choose, how we conduct ourselves so that while our own feelings find happiness, we don’t hurt others. That is the true love we seek."

"I also hope that you can truly understand the meaning of these words I’m saying, and that both you and I can retain that most genuine emotion in our hearts. Also, about our daughter Candy, I will definitely love her the most. I truly love Candy, and I really adore her. I will surely protect and pamper her well—you can rest assured."

"If you want to come to see Candy in the future, that’s fine too. I believe there’s an inextricable bond between you and Candy, and I won’t prevent you from seeing each other. In my heart, I feel it’s truly wonderful when you and Candy are together. You are both so happy, and that sight will always move me deeply."

"The time you spent in our home with Candy is something I will never forget. Truly, I am very happy and deeply moved by your love for Candy."

Having said so much, Hua Xiaomo felt very emotional. She couldn’t help but walk to the window, open it, and gaze out at the night scene. The myriad colorful lights shimmered in the night sky, looking incredibly dazzling and beautiful.

At that moment, her mood also became especially serene. Why dwell on those complex feelings? Those complex feelings, harbored deep inside, only weigh down one’s heart. Facing life with ease—that’s much better, isn’t it?

With friends around, with many caring people, this kind of affection is the most fulfilling and the least harmful to others—isn’t it?

If other kinds of affection would hurt others, then she’d rather not have such feelings. Yes, what she hoped for even more was friendship-like care; that would be enough. What she and Candy needed more was their selfless love.

Qi Longbing walked over to Hua Xiaomo, his gaze following hers out the window. He saw the splendid, colorful scenery reflected deep in her eyes.