The Crazed Little Darling: Pampered by the Possesive Commander!-Chapter 359: Ruan Ruan, That Wasn’t Love

The people who usually don’t appear on the streets have also come out for once.

The night on Luoxia Star is bustling, a rare lively scene filled with the hustle and bustle of people.

Fortunately, the path chosen by Lu Shinian and Su Ruan is quite quiet, and with Lu Shinian having arranged for people to clear both sides, the road they are walking on is deserted, ensuring others won’t see Su Ruan.

Su Ruan, for once, didn’t disguise herself as she used to, wearing only a loose dress, taking a stroll with Lu Shinian’s assistance.

As they walked, she said to Lu Shinian, "I’ve been dreaming these past few days."

Or rather, ever since becoming pregnant, the dreams have never stopped.

Always the same dreams, repeating events from her past life.

Those dreams seem to remind her that she shouldn’t forget the past.

She shouldn’t forget how she died, nor should she forget Lu Shinian’s almost pathological possessiveness over her.

Anyone normal would find it intolerable to endure Lu Shinian’s madness.

Occasionally, she would dream of things that happened after her death.

Lu Shinian peeled away her heart and took out the Crystal Core belonging to the Insect Race from her heart.

He held the Crystal Core in his palm, playing with it, searching for her aura on it.

He even used his own spiritual power to gradually merge with the spiritual power that belonged to her within the Crystal Core.

The dream always ended with Lu Shinian detonating the Crystal Core, blowing the entire world clean, leaving nothing behind.

The Federation was gone, and even the Empire, of which she had no knowledge in her previous life, ceased to exist.

The entire space turned into nothingness.

Sometimes, when she slept deeply, she felt trapped in the dream, unable to struggle out.

Luckily, Lu Shinian would always wake her up in time, so she eventually woke up.

Lu Shinian naturally noticed that Su Ruan had been sleeping poorly recently.

He tried several methods, but unfortunately, they were to no avail.

Su Ruan bringing up the issue herself naturally made him happy to respond, "What did you dream about?"

"Hmm..." Su Ruan paused, "Dreamed about things from before."

"Before?" Lu Shinian’s eyes flickered slightly, "From a different time and space?"

Su Ruan nodded.

Lu Shinian’s grip on Su Ruan’s hand slightly tightened.

Then quickly released it.

"What did you dream about?" he asked softly.

Su Ruan looked up at the bright moonlight above, her expression momentarily dazed.

"I dreamed that you weren’t like this in the past."

"What was I like before?" Lu Shinian followed her words.

Su Ruan recalled the past Lu Shinian, or rather, the Lu Shinian in her dreams.

"Very obsessive, wishing to bind me to your side."

"Forbidding me from doing anything."

"As if I were your possession."

Su Ruan paused, turned around, and looked directly at Lu Shinian.

"No, rather, you treated me as an indispensable part of your life or soul."

"You couldn’t bear the thought of me leaving, nor tolerate my betrayal."

"You wanted everything I did to align with your wishes."

"No, not wanted, it had to."

Such forceful and non-negotiable obsession was not what she understood as love.

So she couldn’t understand Lu Shinian’s actions, desperately fleeing, resisting at all costs.

Then things got worse and worse, until it reached an irreparable point.

Lu Shinian listened quietly to Su Ruan’s words, only speaking slowly after she finished: "If Ruan Ruan still had the same attitude as before, I think I would still act the same way as in the past."

Su Ruan lightly pressed her lips together.

"I know."

Her voice lowered a bit, "But is that love?"

Lu Shinian held Su Ruan’s small hands, confidently stating, "No."

"Ruan Ruan, that wasn’t love."

He was so certain, denying the version of himself that once claimed Su Ruan as his own.

"Ruan Ruan, although you might not fully understand what I’m saying."

Lu Shinian spoke earnestly, "But please think about it carefully."

"The Insect Queen’s Insect Crystal is within my Spiritual Sea, and you are the descendant of the Companion King Worm."

"There’s a genetic attraction between the Queen and the Companion King Worm. They have a strong possessiveness for each other."

"If it weren’t for the Federation People performing genetic modifications on Cheng Yushu back then, even if Cheng Yushu didn’t end up with the Queen, there would still be a possessiveness beyond our comprehension."

"Ruan Ruan, you are the treasure of both the Insect Race and the Federation, your spiritual power can calm the spiritual outbursts of the Federation."

"My 3S spiritual power outbursts can only be soothed by you."

"And my spiritual power only reacts to your spiritual power."

"I can’t resist or refuse the allure of your spiritual power."

"Moreover, on the Empire’s side, the adjustment rate of our Companion Beasts is one hundred percent."

"All these things, as I speak, seem to prove that we are naturally meant to be, all indicating that we possess a possessiveness beyond ordinary people."

"But that’s not love."

"It’s just an attraction rooted in our genes, in our Spiritual Seas, that we can’t control."

Lu Shinian said as he gently embraced Su Ruan in his arms.

"The things from before, none of them were expressions of my love for you."

"I just couldn’t help but want to claim you as mine."

"Every part of my being seemed to scream that you and I were meant to be one."

If none of these are love, then when did he fall in love with her?

Lu Shinian couldn’t figure it out either.

"As there’s an expression on Ancient Blue Star, ’Love knows no beginning yet grows deep and endless.’"

"I think, I don’t know when I started loving you, but the love just grew deeper unknowingly."

He lowered his head and gently planted a kiss on her forehead.

"Ruan Ruan, don’t be afraid, I love you, so I will never treat you as I did before."

He softly reassured her, giving her all his tenderness.

Su Ruan’s eyes became warm with tears, as she wrapped her arms around his waist, softly replying "Mm".

"I’m not afraid." She choked a little, "I’m not afraid of you at all now."

"Also..."

She wrinkled her nose, suppressing that bit of sob, and looked up, with a slightly proud expression in her eyes.

"I still want to order you around!"

"Aren’t you going to princess carry me quickly?"

"Can’t you see that I’m tired of walking? Hmph."

Lu Shinian quickly responded, "Okay, okay, I’ll carry my treasure."

He picked her up, carefully avoiding her pregnant belly.

After admiring the moonlight for a while, Su Ruan began to feel sleepy.

Cuddled in his arms, she fell asleep unknowingly.

Lu Shinian carried her back home quietly, placing her on the bed, gently massaging her feet before lying down with her to sleep.

That night, Su Ruan didn’t dream anymore.

But unusually, Lu Shinian did dream.

He dreamed of things from a past life.

No, not just the past life.