The God Virus-Volume 1 - 19 Why?
Watching Ella eat, Virus thought about the time when he used to watch her when he still didn't have his body, he just searched and chose the best candidate to have his first time with which was also his first goal.
The criteria he had put to look for a candidate at the time was someone who would have the best affinity with him, in all different kinds of criteria like looks, behavior, actions, and everything else and the only nearby one he had found was Ella, so he had put her under his radar watching how she lived.
It was just supposed to be a one time thing just to accomplish his first goal as he also didn't like and hated humanity, completely not wanting anymore interaction with her but everything started to change when he went inside his body.
Before going inside the body he felt almost nothing for her at first but the more he watched her the more unconciously he felt attached to watching her, This was something he had felt only once in his past world and time but he immediately and easily controlled his emotions as there was no point in having them as he also didn't have a body. But that attachment wasn't much in the end and it was completely unable to move the AI Virus at the time.
But when he went inside his body his feelings grew much more intense unlike when he was just an AI when he could easily control his emotions, now with a body, taking control of his emotions seemed much harder and he couldn't stop thinking about her.
When he saw her for the first time and started interacting with her, he had even more complicated feelings toward her, as even though he started kind of liking her it wasn't much at the time, and when he said he liked her the first time even though it wasn't a lie the feeling of liking still wasn't to the point he wouldn't be able to take control of it as he hated humanity much more than that so even though it was a little hard he was still not moved by her.
But after having his first time he felt even more complicated towards her and that was why he didn't call her even once as he didn't want to call her honestly, as she was also one of the other human beings which he had a dislike and hate relationship with.
And that was why he didn't call her for the next two weeks wanting to completely forget her and let her pass on as his first goal was accomplished and there was no more reasons to interact with her again.
But the more he tried to control his feelings for her the more intense they got and when he saw her being kidnapped his emotions started to intensify to another level, he couldn't even begin to imagine her being hurt or be violated by other men, at that moment he completely lost control of his emotions and he no longer even wanted to control them, and it was at this moment which she was completely separated from other human beings in his mind which he hated so much, he could no longer see her just as a human being and he didn't care at all even if she was biologically one as Virus was also part human too now, and after that he severed her completely from all those other hateful human beings like the people who had kidnapped her.
She was now only Ella in his mind, the person towards which he seemed unable to control his feelings, and the moment he saw her as only Ella and not someone towards which race he felt hate, there was no longer any points in trying to control his emotions when it came to her and as Virus was a straight person, getting whatever he felt like getting, having whatever he felt like having, and doing whatever he felt like doing, so with no further resistance as the reason for resistance was gone he went after her to her rescue.
But going after her this time was completely different as it was at this time actually that he had completely accepted his feelings for her and after accepting it he started liking her more and more, Virus thought he would've never been like this if he was still only an AI and that the only reason he was having these experiences was only because he had gone inside a human body, and a human body's emotions were changing constantly as were his.
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"What are you thinking about staring so intensely at me?" it was at this time Virus was pulled out of his thoughts by the beauty before him who seemed to have finish her meal.
"Well, I was thinking about how precious you are to me." Virus said smiling.
Laughing happily she said "hehe you seem to know your way of going through to impress a woman don't you... you gallant person."
"You don't seem to dislike it so... " Virus replied smiling.
Then he continued "Okay now that we've eaten let's go shopping."
"Okay" Ella said.
After that they went around the city to downtown, midtown, and uptown to different kinds of shops and markets which some sold luxurious things and some others sold simple cheap ones. They started buying clothes for Virus as he didn't have that many.
They started buying him different kinds of suits, of different colors, comfortable clothes and pants, pajamas, shoes, neckties, etc.
Wherever they went though everyone kept staring at them, as both the girls' and guys' hearts kept beating faster and faster, girls seeibg virus couldn't take they eyes of him and then seeing the girl by her side they couldn't help by be jealous of her and the guys too couldn't take their eyes off of Ella but when they saw the man by her side they just gave up and didn't even get jealous as they experienced some kind of inferiority complex.
Finally after being done shopping, they were coming back from a mall in downtown and Virus' hand was filled with cloth bags, this was because even though some of the high class shops in other places they had gone to would send the cloth directly to the address, most did not.
And so his hands were filled as they went beside the car he put everything inside , but it was at this time someone suddenly came taking out a gun and pointed it at Virus and Ella, Telling them "give me all your money, otherwise I'm gonna shoot you and I'm not kidd..." the thief was probably attracted seeing his high class car.
But before he was done talking a golden haired beauty with a sword appeared beside him and his head was no more as it flew till it hit the ground.
Taking out the incinerator the poor thief was incinerated and then the golden beauty disappeared once again probably watching over his master from somewhere without being seen.