The Rejected Alpha's Vengeance-Chapter 552: I Lost Who I Am In The Process

[HAWI]

"Don’t you dare die on me," Mbali mumbled as she paced around the room while she stared at Hawi who was still unconscious.

They had both been shocked by what they had seen or rather who they had seen and it was hard to explain how the fuck life could play such sick games.

So many years had passed, so many empty years that had been marred by depression and loss; the longing of the one woman who could have kept them sane.

It was a time that they had all felt, a time that had forced them to try and forget about who they had been, what they had stood for, and even what they had wanted in life.

Happiness had become a distant dream for them because there was nothing that would make their lives any easier. There was only ever option as they had walked away from home, choosing to never look back no matter how long it took.

Funny how fate worked and got them to the particular point with many questions and zero answers.

None of this was making sense, and Mbali hated that in the middle of all that, they were not sure whether to be happy that she was alive or angry that she hadn’t tried to reach out for over three hundred years. What kind of a cruel fate was that?

"Fucking hell, slow down on the pacing. You’ll knock me out again at this rate," Hawi whined as she struggled to sit up and Mbali stared at her defeatedly.

She had seen the worst of the worst happen to Hawi and yet in all that time she had never fallen unconscious. Then again, for three hundred eyes, she had lived her life mourning the girl of her dreams, the love of her life and the only woman who ever made her home.

She had prayed for years and years to the moon goddess to give her mate even in another life, and she hadn’t expected it to be like that.

One thing was certain though, the moon goddess was always dumb and insane, but even she wasn’t insane enough to have a reincarnated wolf sit on the throne of the most powerful woman.

…Data only gave Hawi one choice left, which was the horror that she used to think about.

"I’m sorry. I just didn’t know what to do after what we had seen back there. I don’t know whether it’s an illusion or we were too excited to kill the queen that we three gut she as who we had missed," Mbali said and Hawi chuckled sadly.

"You won’t even say her name?" Hawi asked and Mbali glared at her as if that was supposed to make the wolf girl back down. After all they had been high, after all the tricks they had been exposed to, it was just right that Mbali kept her distance.

Heartbreak was the one thing the both of them had been so used to that it never would have made any sense regardless of where they were. The pain was part of them and they refused to experience it anew.

"It’s a trick, Hawi. They knew we wouldn’t go back home and decided to bring a clone looking like her. I have seen the moon goddess do some wild shit and the magic in the realm can literally morph anyone into whatever they need to be.

"The moon goddess must have figured that we were so close to sending her fucktards back to her and decided to pull all the stops by making her. Who knows if she is even alive for fucks sake?" Mbali whined and Hawi sighed.

Her enforcer was making a lot of sense and there was a chance that what she had seen was unreal. The moon goddess was always a botch on so many fonts, but on this one, Hawi was tempted to hope that it wasn’t what they were both thinking.

Surely that wouldn’t be fair to Hawi and all they had the world on for years. Right? They deserve a break from the madness and the chaos. They deserved to rest regardless of what happened and how. But why did it seem like there were no bricks plated back there?

"I sniffed her scent, Mbali. She smelled like my baby. She looked like the love of my life. I could feel her heartbeat and she even had a container that had food from the place we had our first date in this realm.

"She was sad and confused until our eyes met. I saw relief there, Mbali. I saw her and she is mine. I know it in my heart that she is," Hawi said softly, scared that her world would truly become an illusion like Mbali had been warning her.

They had suffered on the side of the realm one too many times that it just didn’t make any sense for them to be exposed to shit like this again. Surely the moon goddess had to have known that there were entwined fates that didn’t need to be messed with, right?

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"We are dealing with a powerful bitch that we have spent the past three hundred years defying. She knows what will happen if we bring Hernia down and start killing wolves.

"She knows how things work and she knows damn well that we lost what was important to us and we don’t have a tether to humanity. That woman didn’t like that we left home to stay away from the people who could keep us sane and link us with our humanity.

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"You still think she wouldn’t decide to fuck things up and force a past on us? Come to think of it, who would orchestrate that shit so well and have Dumi and Kadiam working together again?

"It all just doesn’t make any sense I know, but I also know that the moon goddess is a bitch and can do whatever she wants. I don’t trust that she bought her back. The person we loved DIED.

"We mourned her for three lonely months. We were there, Hawi. We were ruled by pain the entire time. We didn’t have anything to hold on to and then she took her away. Who knows what she did to the person we loved?

"I refuse to believe that the woman just grew a conscience and decided to have us on the same page that she wants us on," Mbali rambled angrily.

She was sick of the mind games. She was also scared of what the truth was and more than anything, she was worried that this would push them into a deeper rabbit hole. Bringing back the person they loved and lost back was fucking shit.

It was a cruel lifeline for them to deal with and if Hawi ever believed that the queen was the girl she had loved so badly, then she would step aside and let fate do its work. And if the woman was not real then Hawi would have to be forced down a depressing her again.

So much would be lost and there wouldn’t be a thing that they could do about it. This right here was both the fate of the realm and their people too.

"But what if she is her, Mbali? What if she is the girl who owns my heart? Then what?"