The Villainess Wants To Retire-Chapter 407: The Latecomer

The hallway was quiet, the late-night shadows stretching long and thin. The adrenaline that had been propping Eris up like a scaffolding began to crumble. With every step away from Caelen’s room, her body became heavier, her vision narrowing to a pinprick of light.

She stumbled. Her legs simply ceased to function, her balance vanishing as the darkness claimed the edges of her mind.

Soren was there before she could even hit the floor. He swept her up into his arms, a bridal carry that felt effortless despite the exhaustion he himself wore.

"Eris!"

She didn’t fight him. She didn’t have the strength to protest his protectiveness or maintain her regal image. She tucked her head against the crook of his neck, her arms hanging limp.

"...tired..." she murmured, the word barely a breath.

"I know," Soren said, his voice a low, vibrating rumble in his chest. He started walking toward their private wing, his grip secure. "I’ve got you. Just sleep."

Eris let her eyes close. The scent of him, frost and cedar was the only thing keeping her anchored.

I feel safe, she thought as her consciousness began to fade. Warm. Mine.

Soren walked through the palace with a grim, silent intensity. He noted how light she felt in his arms... too light. She had been pushing herself for weeks, skipping meals, ignoring her own health for the sake of the empire and now... Caelen.

Guards bowed as they passed, their eyes widening at the sight of the Emperor carrying the unconscious Empress, but Soren didn’t acknowledge them. He reached their chambers and the attendants opened the doors with frantic haste.

"Leave us," Soren commanded, his voice brooking no delay.

As he walked toward the bed, the memory of the ritual began to play back in his mind, and with it, a cold, hollow ache in his chest. He remembered the moment she had gone limp during the extraction. He remembered catching her, but more than that, he remembered what he had seen on her face while she was linked to Caelen’s mind.

She had been crying. Even in her unconscious state, tears had streamed down her cheeks.

And she had whispered.

Soren’s jaw tightened as the words echoed in his memory. "I love you..." she had murmured, her voice full of a desperate, ancient longing. He had heard Caelen’s name fall from her lips, followed by a confession that felt like a knife to his heart: "...more than anything..."

He placed her gently on the bed, removing her boots and pulling the heavy furs over her shivering frame. She was already deep in the sleep of the exhausted, her face finally losing the tension of the day.

Soren sat on the edge of the mattress, his large hand covering her smaller one. He just watched her.

The thoughts he had been trying to suppress since the ritual came flooding back.

She still loves him. Of course she still does.

It was the only logical conclusion. The tears, the whispers, the desperate way she had risked her own seal to save a man who had treated her like a villain for years.

She had been suppressing it, hiding it behind a mask of duty and motherhood, but in the raw, unshielded space of a mental link, the truth had come out.

He wasn’t jealous; he was just hurt. A deep, physical ache in his chest that made it hard to breathe. He had always known Caelen was her first love.

He knew she had burned the world for that man, that she had destroyed her first life because of a heart that loved too much and was given too little in return.

And what was Soren? He was the second choice. The safe harbor. The man who had been there to pick up the pieces after Caelen had broken her.

He thought of all the times he had flaunted their relationship in front of Caelen, the way he had "claimed" her everywhere, proving he had won. It felt hollow now. A bitter, empty victory.

Caelen had what I wanted most, Soren thought. He had her heart when it was whole. I only have the fragments.

The thought destroyed him: She’ll never love me the way she loved him. Not even a fraction.

Caelen was the one she would have died for

.. the one she would lay her life for. Soren was just the one she could live with. He felt a physical pain in his ribs, a sense that no matter how much frost he used to protect her, he would never be able to freeze out the ghost of the man she truly wanted.

Soren didn’t leave. He sat in the darkened room, the only sound the crackle of the hearth and Eris’s even breathing.

He held her hand, his thumb tracing the delicate lines of her palm. Her face was beautiful in the firelight, still showing the faint traces of the tears she had shed for another man.

He loved her. Gods, he loved her more than the crown, more than the North, more than his own life. He would have walked into the heart of her Pyronox if she asked him to.

But as he sat there in the silence, he realized with a crushing finality that for her, it might never be enough. He was the Emperor, her husband, and her partner. But he would always be standing in the shadow of a dream she had shared with someone else under an oak tree.

Does she love me at all? The question was a jagged piece of glass turning in his gut. He looked at Eris, her brow smoothed by sleep, her lips parted slightly, and wondered if he was merely a placeholder. Had she chosen him because Caelen was gone? Was he the rebound that had accidentally become a husband?

The fear returned cold and paralyzing. He had built his life around the belief that they were a new beginning, a clean break from the tragedy of her past as queen. But the doubts returned.... what if she was simply settling? What if she lived with him, ate with him, and bore his title, but spent her internal life dreaming of the man whom Eris loved more than herself.

The parallel was too sharp to ignore.

Am I like Ophelia now? Soren wondered, a bitter taste in his mouth. Am I the one she is with, while her soul is elsewhere? Am I the consolation prize for the man she truly wanted but couldn’t have?

He wouldn’t ask her. He knew that already. He wouldn’t confront her, wouldn’t wake her from her hard-won rest to demand she prove her heart to him. She was exhausted; she had pushed herself to the literal brink of death to save a man who had been her undoing.

She deserved peace, not a husband’s insecurity. And the darkest part of him knew the truth: if she didn’t love him with that same all-consuming, world-burning passion she’d had for Caelen, he couldn’t force her to. You couldn’t command a heart to catch fire.

He felt a wave of profound resignation wash over him. He would love her anyway. Even if he was always second. Even if he was the shadow to Caelen’s sun. He would stay, and he would protect her, even if it destroyed him to know that he might never be the one she whispered about in her sleep when she thought no one was listening.

The irony was a cruel, twisting thing. He had spent so much of his life pitying the weak, pitying the ones who pined for people who didn’t want them. He had watched Ophelia’s quiet desperation with a detached, royal pity.

I became what I pitied, he thought. I am the Emperor of the North, and I am begging for crumbs of a heart that belongs to a ghost.

It was a cycle of misery. Caelen loved Eris, Eris loved Caelen, and they had both been written as a tragedy. Ophelia loved Caelen and got his duty. Soren loved Eris and got her partnership. Everyone was loving someone unavailable. No one was truly happy. Everyone was settling for the possible while mourning the impossible.

Except for the version of Eris and Caelen he’d seen in the ritual. They could have been happy. If the world hadn’t been cruel. If fate hadn’t written them as a sacrifice.

And Soren? He was just... there. The latecomer. The man standing in the ruins of someone else’s masterpiece, trying to build a home with the broken bricks. He hoped it was enough. He prayed to the Frostmother it was enough.