The X Guide-Chapter 62: Changes (5)
Ayen admitted this newfound desire was messing with his mind, but he had not yet lost his mind. There was still a tiny bit of rationality within him.
That did not help either. As he kept thinking of how reasonable what they were feeling was. Ayen had not closed his mind about guiding beyond holding each other’s hands.
It was inevitable, especially for them. They had the highest compatibility together, and so, he had braced himself for kissing them at some point.
The only tricky part was that he had not expected the situation to come this early, and he was completely unprepared.
Ayen let out a heated breath. Khal and Devion’s expressions became so vivid to him, and the way their little movements to control themselves did not escape his eyes.
Thinking of them suppressing their desire made Ayen uncomfortable for some reason. Although he was aware of why, he still did not like it.
Ayen met Khal’s bloodshot eyes; his blue pupils almost glowed. He gritted his teeth and narrowed his eyes.
"I feel uncomfortable..." Ayen murmured, slightly stunned by the unfamiliar tone he had just uttered. It was so soft and coquetish for some reason.
Devion’s head, which hung low, was lifted at once.
"Should we stop?" Khal asked, but he did not withdraw his hand. Instead, he leaned closer.
Devion watched with intrigue; he didn’t say anything. Yet his gaze became sharp.
Ayen shook his head and then bit his lips. The two pairs of eyes immediately glanced at them.
A different kind of tension rose and overwhelmed the room.
Ayen had yet to answer verbally when Devion reached out and touched his hair and fixed the strands of Ayen’s hair away from his face.
Devion’s touch on his skin made Ayen shiver; his eyes fluttered.
"Fuck," Devion muttered.
Khal put his hand on Ayen’s chin and lifted it to make him look at him better.
"Guiding stimulates our desires, you know that, don’t you?" Khal spoke while he pretended to be calm.
Everyone here knew that he was as messed up as they were.
Devion added with him. "What you’re feeling is only influenced by the guiding session."
Ayen looked at them. He wanted to care, but it was getting annoying. Who said he did not know that? Ayen was extremely aware of why he was so aroused at this moment.
He was not a kid.
He might be inexperienced, but he was responsible for his actions. And now, Ayen wanted to kiss them, whether he was influenced or not. He hardly cares about it.
What mattered was that he wanted it; he felt like going crazy.
And so, instead of answering Khal through his words, Ayen claimed those lips that often say soothing words to him. Right now, Ayen did not need his words; he wanted his tongue with his.
Perhaps he would be able to figure out the trick of why Khal had that kind of voice.
Khal’s eyes widened; he looked so shocked that he had even forgotten to respond to the kiss.
Devion was the same as him, but instead of that, his eyes glowed red.
Just fuck it.
He leaned forward and kissed Ayen’s cheek to his chin.
Seeing Devion, Khal finally stops wondering about anything else. If Ayen wanted this, who were they to stop it? He was not a hypocrite.
Ayen was about to experience why Devion was on the receiving end.
"Nghhpp..." Ayen’s chest moved up and down; sounds suddenly escaped his lips. His eyes rolled to the back, and he opened his mouth willingly to let Khal devour the inside of his mouth.
Khal’s mouth was long and hard; compared to his, he was completely overwhelmed. Ayen could barely breathe, but he was too far lost to even care about that.
Khal’s other hand held Ayen’s jaw and kissed him deeper. When Ayen was out of breath, Khal withdrew his lips. Just as Ayen was about to catch his breath, his head was turned to the side.
Through his hazy eyes, he saw Devion close the distance between them, and his lips were once more claimed. Ayen felt his whole body was on fire.
Devion’s lips were not as oppressive as Khal’s, but his kiss was deep enough not to let Ayen think of anything else. He was careful, but at the same time, one could almost get lost in it. So, Ayen almost forgot to respond and let Devion command the kiss.
Their styles were different, and Ayen was immediately subjected to such sensations in his first kiss.
After a while, Khal replaced Devion with his lips, and so Devion began to make do with kissing Ayen’s hands or his cheek and collarbone. They would switch like that, doing what the other had done.
It made Ayen crazy; he felt like floating from such stimulations.
Ayen could not even move; his hands were still held since he was still guiding them. It even helped the absorption of his guiding energy; Ayen realized why kiss guiding was the most efficient method if one did not want to go all the way.
He was completely at their mercy, and Ayen was twisted enough to like it.
Their breaths entangle, trying to catch their breath. At some point, Devion and Khal’s bodies were now so close to him. Devion’s face was buried in Ayen’s shoulders while Khal and Ayen’s foreheads touched.
At some point, the guiding session ended, but they were still at the height of their emotions. Ayen exhaled, his body leaning back once more.
He was sweating and also tired. But he felt refreshed somehow. There was no discomfort. It seemed that guiding the two espers at the same time had eliminated the backlash somehow.
Ayen watched the two; as their eyes met, Khal leaned in, and so Devion let him. They kissed passionately in front of Ayen.
And Ayen felt his heart thump. It was like... Finally, the two had shown this side of themselves with him. He knew they were fuckbuddies, and the lingering affection of the two was something he also admired but envied.
Yet, he never saw them kiss. The last time he saw them in such an intimate position was in that cave.
His heart settled, and he watched them with interest. Licking his lips, which had retained their taste, Ayen sat straight. Then, like what they did to him, he leaned and kissed Devion’s jaw.
Startled, the two paused and looked at him.
Ayen met their gaze but did not stop. The fire was lit once more, and as the two kissed, Ayen left his marks trailing to their collarbones as payback.







