Trapped In A Novel As The Breeding Mate For Four Powerful Alphas-Chapter 173: You’ve been moving your hips and I...

Ki-hoon looked at me seriously. He wasn’t joking. He wanted to stop right away for some reason.

Did we go too far? But...but... He hadn’t touched my nipples yet and they were so perked up. They were waiting for his touch.

Ki-hoon was acting now that he was still rational. Before he ended up crossing the line and regretting it later, he wanted us to call it quits and just go to sleep.

But I, who was already burning from the hotness of his hot touch and his kisses, could not afford to stop right away.

At least one more place, I needed his hot lips to fall on one more place and burn me.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and looked into his eyes, pleading softly.

"Just a little more." I said to him. "We’ll stop after this. So please..." I lifted my shirt to reveal my pink and perked nipples. "Just touch me a little."

I shuddered, but I couldn’t tell if it was out of excitement or embarrassment for doing something I had never done before. Brazenly saying words that I had only ever read in books.

I was like a completely different person and Ki-hoon noticed it, so he ended up asking,

"Did you eat anything from Seo-Jun?" He asked but I shook my head.

I thought the same. If I was acting so weird and differently thanks to Seo-Jun, but he didn’t give me anything, so this had nothing to do with him.

I had simply found a part of me that I never knew existed.

A dangerous part of me.

"Then, do you genuinely want me to touch you here?" He asked, bringing his hand towards my nipple and lightly flicking it.

"Hmm," I bit my lip, my entire body shuddering at a little flick. "Yes, haa, touch me there, Hyung."

"This is dangerous, Jo-Pil." He said as he began to pinch my nipples.

I was delusional but I could see the flush on his cheek. He was breathing weirdly as well.

"What is?" I asked and then his eyes went down.

It was only at that moment I realized I had actually been subconsciously moving my hips and since I was on top of Ki-hoon... Well, you probably knew what that meant.

"Since earlier," Ki-hoon said, moving his lips closer and then breathing on my nipples.

I flinched.

"You’ve been moving your hips and I..." He said, his eyes fixed on mine. Then, he kissed my left nipple with his other hand, rubbing the tip of my right nipple. He sucked it and then bit it lightly, his breath hard on my chest.

’This really is dangerous.’ I thought as I sobered up a bit as I felt a twitch underneath me. ’I knew this would happen but I just wanted to get what I wanted. Am I the bad one here?’ I wondered. ’I know it’ll be torturous for him when he gets hard and can’t take care of it, but have to continue pleasing me, and yet I still go ahead with it. It’s so harsh. I’m putting him through a lot but...’

I bit my lip.

’Should I say this is payback for the past life?’

If I thought about it like that, I didn’t feel guilty, but it did not make anything better or right since this was a new life, and they had never done anything bad to me in this life.

’And here I am testing if I can trust him. I’m so mean.’ I thought.

But there was nothing I could do about it.

I couldn’t help him take care of it since that would be crossing a line I was not yet ready to cross.

Like I said, it was one step at a time in overcoming this trauma. I couldn’t rush it even though I needed to.

"Jo-Pil," Ki-hoon called once again, his head on my chest as he breathed hard. "I really think we should stop here now."

His pheromones had gone from being gentle to slightly violent. His desire was so evident in the air now. The fact that he was so turned on was a problem he didn’t want to get me involved in, even if I had caused it.

With this, I felt relieved.

Despite how eager I appeared, he was cautious and worried that I was doing this not out of my own will. He asked first, he was careful and respectful.

So, I doubt that unless he was drugged, he wouldn’t suddenly pounce on me and force me to spread my legs.

But finding this out made me feel horrible since it ended up putting him in an extremely uncomfortable position.

What should I do?

I hugged him, feeling his breath against my skin.

The pleasure he gave me still left me tingling with desire but luckily, I had sobered up.

I was thinking rationally now and had seen my fault.

What do I do to help Ki-hoon that does not lead to crossing the line?

’Wait, if I don’t see it or touch it then it’s not crossing the line, right?’

I was sure if I left him to take care of it on his own, he would spend a while jerking off in the bathroom while thinking of our intimate section just now.

The kisses, the moans... Those heightened a person’s sexual senses so if we could do that while he jerked off, without me looking then... I gulped... Was this a bad idea or not?

My head was suddenly pounding with the thought of it.

But I wanted to help Ki-hoon. He was such a good and caring guy so...

"Hyung," I called and he raised his head to look at me.

He was flushed and panting heavily as if he was in pain.

"Can you get me one of your ties?" I asked him but he looked at me, confused as to what I was planning.

"Alright." But he agreed anyway.

He put me down on the bed and then went to get the tie.

I took it from him and looked at it. A red tie.

I had never seen him wear this tie before. Did he just have it there because the color was too flashy?

I looked up at him and then my eyes subconsciously trailed down to his pants.

I nearly gasped as I saw the monster through his pants and hurriedly looked away.

It was terrifying.

It caused me to sweat as well.

Was this really okay?

"What are you planning to do?" He asked and I smiled.

"I’m going to help you." I said and then used the tie as a blindfold, tying it tightly so it wouldn’t fall off in the middle of things. "But I don’t feel comfortable so I’ll close my eyes, Hyung. You..." My face flushed as my heart pounded. "...you can j-jerk off while kissing me. I don’t mind. Since I caused it and it... It’ll help you get better faster. So, don’t..." I rubbed my fingers against each other nervously and gulped.

Was this really a step I could take?

I kept asking myself this as I said the words that came out of my mouth.

"...don’t hesitate and do your business. I... I don’t mind."

I freaking mind.

Just what was wrong with me?

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