Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 134: Welcome home, pup.
Jaehyun’s POV
"I want Yeon mom" she had breathed out against my neck while we were on the floor in her room.
She said it so tiredly, like it’s all she needs to survive.
It took everything in me not to burst out of the room and storm to whatever room her parents were in.
’We will just pay them a visit and return home, its that simple’ my alpha had supplied eagerly, more than ready and willing to kill them.
We will silently end them and rid the world of their toxin, free the Choi siblings from their cruelty.
How can they comfortably let their children suffer by their hands? Overdosing Yujun on illegal drugs is too much, planning to rid him of his...my pup is much worse.
I grip the steering wheel of my car tightly to contain the rage simmering inside of me again.
Why is the world so cruel?
Yunah coughs in the passenger seat where she’s sitting with her blanket over her body, and I turn my head briefly to look at her before refocusing on the road.
"Are you okay? Do you want to stop and get anything?" I ask her, and she shakes her head no.
She still looks and smells sad from confronting her mother, her face is red and her nose runny, but she still gives me small smiles, it hurts to see her like this.
I see her twiddling her thumb.
"You heard everything didn’t you?" she whispers and I tighten my grip on the wheel again, remembering the very thing that I’m trying to push away.
"Yes, I did" I say with tight jaw and she sighs, "my oppa doesn’t deserve any of it" she says softly.
"I know, he doesn’t" is my quiet response to her and she goes silent before speaking again after a few seconds.
"He doesn’t know he’s pregnant yet, can you help me? I need to tell him" Yunah says and I let out a sigh.
"He knows now" I say to her and she looks surprised for a minute before she nods her head.
"I don’t know why I feel like something happened when I was asleep...I can’t remember anything" Yunah says with a frown of confusion on her face.
Guilt spreads like ice water in my chest as I remember Yujun’s request to his...friend...the command to take away the pain.
"I feel like there’s something I should be aware of but it’s blank" she says and blinks twice with a shake of her head, it sounds like she’s only talking to herself but the situation makes me feel awkward.
It is not my position to tell her. It is in my position to make sure that motherfucker don’t tamper with her again.
’You’re losing your temper again’ I say to myself, I let out a long sigh to calm myself.
Yunah needs someone to comfort her, not someone who’s constantly on the edge of wanting to kill someone.
"Don’t worry anymore, Yunah-ya, you will be under my clan’s protection now" I say to her, and she beams at me.
With how bright her smile is, it almost looks like she never had a horrible day, like she never experienced a soul crushing pain, and like she never had a fight with her mother, but I know she’s just pushing through.
My alpha whines in my chest, hating the deception she’s living in.
I want her to be happy but not by the taking away her memories.
"Yunah-ya" I call her softly and she looks at me but doesn’t speak.
"Are you sure you don’t want to return to your brother? I can take you to him right now" I say to her, and she gives a faint smile.
"Oppa will come to me" she says.
"I know where you are is where he will love to be" she adds and I feel my heart break even worse, she has no idea how Yujun and I are breaking apart.
"If you change your mind, don’t hesitate to let me know" I say to her and she nods.
"Besides, I really want to see Yeon mom, I miss him so much" she says with a real smile this time, and I feel pride swell in my chest.
My mom might seem unusual to others, but he is the best mother anyone could ever have.
"He misses you too" I say softly and the car goes silent.
"You can sleep for a while, Hwangyeon is still far away from here" I inform her and she nods before sinking into the seat, I can see the emotional exhaustion catching up with her.
"Can you play me Stray Kids Sunshine please" she says with a yawn, and I hand my phone over to her. The young omega makes herself comfortable in the seat as she searches up the song.
I keep my focus on the road, listening to the comforting song while she sleeps. The five hours of forced sleep must have not been as relaxing as a real one.
When we arrive at Hwangyeon, I will do whatever it takes to keep her safe.
’Yujun’ my omega asks and I sigh out of habit, sure that he will never choose me.
The misunderstanding between us is as tall as and just as strong as a mountain. I will beg, I will sob, I will grovel for him.
I have no pride when it comes to him, but I don’t know if he will want to be mine again.
’If he doesn’t?’ my alpha asks with a whine.
"Then we will respect him" I say out loud.
I drive into the Hwangyeon main house and park right in front of the house.
Yunah is still sleeping, so I get out of the driver’s seat and go to the passenger side to carry her out gently.
As soon as I lift her, she opens her eyes and shuts them again, "we’re here" I say to her and she hums.
The front door of my family home opens and mom steps out, dressed in his nurse scrubs, like he just returned from work.
"Jaehyun?" he says and Yunah perks up immediately in my arms.
"Yeon mom!" she calls and mom rushes over to us, "Yunah, child" he greets her with a smile, the smile of a mother who truly loves...not like that selfish woman.
My mom takes Yunah into his arms, carrying her bridal style and the young girl wraps her arms around him, and as soon as she presses her face into his neck, she begins to sob softly.
I knew the smiles she had been giving me in the car were just efforts at staying strong.
Mom looks at me, silently asking what the matter is and I shake my head, signaling that I couldn’t say it there.
He nods and hugs Yunah to himself tighter.
"Welcome home pup, welcome" mom says.
Is it welcome yet? I am not sure yet, all I know is I have to get fucking ready for the war that is sure to break out.
I will protect the ones I love even if I have to die trying.
