You are all bad women! Don't come over!-Chapter 524 - 505

"You mean..." Shen Mochen's pupils dilated, a surprise filled his heart.

"Let's have a child." Han Muxue spoke as she gently removed her clothes, her gaze soft and loving as she watched him.

"Xuexue, calm down," Shen Mochen pressed on her.

"Don't you want to have a child with me?" Han Muxue bit her lip, her eyes quivering with unshed tears.

"It's not that I don't want to, it's just not the right time," Shen Mochen sighed as he explained.

"Why?" Han Muxue's expression was fraught with emotion.

"Xuexue, you should understand."

"But... I really have no other way, I'm so scared..." Han Muxue's voice trembled, and tears began to fall, one by one, onto Shen Mochen's face. "They all look so beautiful, have great figures, good families, and aren't bad-tempered like me... I'm so scared you'll leave me."

Shen Mochen raised his hand to caress Han Muxue's cheek: "I'm not going to leave you, I promise you that."

"No, you will! One day you'll grow tired of me!" Han Muxue cried out, "Why can't you look at me, why can't you look only at me?"

"Xuexue, I've always been looking at you."

"Please, let's have a child... As long as I'm pregnant, she will surely leave... No one will be able to tear us apart."

Desperation filled Han Muxue's voice.

"Xuexue, this isn't a solution to the problem, even if you're pregnant, it won't solve things like this," Shen Mochen soothed in a soft voice.

"Then what should I do? What can I do?" Han Muxue looked at Shen Mochen helplessly, tears tracing down her cheeks.

"I don't know either, but we can figure it out together."

"I feel like dying right now, I feel like I should never have been born." Han Muxue looked up, "I also don't know why I'm in such agony... Love is supposed to be sweet, but why am I always crying?"

"Xuexue, what do you think is the meaning of life?" Shen Mochen asked quietly.

"I don't know," Han Muxue murmured, lost.

"I once thought you wanted to fly."

Han Muxue fell silent.

"There was a time we faced a flying monster; you looked at its wings, enviously. So many times, when the captain flew into the sky, you'd watch her figure too, I thought you must have wanted to fly in the sky."

Han Muxue licked her lips, still not speaking?

"Back then, you were confined to a wheelchair, you must have envied them a lot."

"So what if I did, I still can't fly." Han Muxue finally spoke, her voice choked with emotion.

Shen Mochen gently caressed her face: "But you stood up, that's been your dream all along, hasn't it?"

Han Muxue's voice was hoarse: "But standing up has been useless..."

"So you've gone through so much trouble to stand up, just in pursuit of love," Shen Mochen said apologetically, "I'm so sorry, I haven't given you a perfect love, and it's made you suffer so much."

Han Muxue opened her mouth, her eyes filled with confusion. freёnovelkiss.com

"It's not like that..." Han Muxue said.

Shen Mochen watched her quietly.

"I just..." Han Muxue went on.

"Could you sing a song for me?" Shen Mochen requested, "It's been so long since I've heard you sing, and your voice is so beautiful."

After a long silence, Han Muxue asked, "What do you want to hear?"

"Anything, like the songs you hum while taking a shower... I heard you wrote the lyrics yourself, and you composed the music too?"

"I... no, it was just random humming..." A hint of shyness tinged Han Muxue's cheeks.

"Then sing your random hums for me, I actually quite like them."

Shen Mochen sat up and took Han Muxue into his arms.

"No, actually I don't sing well… The lyrics are all over the place too."

"Just consider it fulfilling my wish, okay? Please…" Shen Mochen rocked Han Muxue in his embrace.

As the snow clears, the sky brightens,

After the dark night comes the light.

You are the only one in my life,

We vow to be together until our hair turns white, making an eternal promise.

…

Han Muxue sang in a trembling voice while Shen Mochen listened quietly. The autumn breeze blew through the woods, playing a symphonic accompaniment.

Until the song ended, Shen Mochen couldn't help but clap his hands.

"It sounds so good, Xuexue!" Shen Mochen's face glowed with pride, "I think you are much better than those idol singers!"

Han Muxue's face brightened, then she turned her head, "What does it matter…"

"Have you ever thought about putting your singing online for more people to hear?"

Han Muxue fell silent. No creator doesn't want to gain fans; no creator doesn't want their work to be recognized by the public.

It's just that she had been too self-deprecating before, and hadn't had the opportunity.

Shen Mochen held Han Muxue's hand, his eyes sparkling, "I know someone who used to be a great singer. I'll record your singing and send it to him!"

Han Muxue became flustered, "No, no, I can't…"

"What can't you do? I believe in you! Didn't you have confidence in your singing before?"

"That was just... pretending, bluffing, it wasn't real…"

"But I think you can do it!" Shen Mochen grinned mischievously and took out his phone from his pocket, "Your disagreement is useless, I've already recorded it. I'll send it to her when I get back."

"No way!" Han Muxue was both embarrassed and anxious.

"Just listen to me this time, there's no time to lose!" said Shen Mochen firmly.

Han Muxue bit her lip, mumbling, "We... didn't come here to talk about this…"

Shen Mochen pulled Han Muxue to her feet, "Yes, that's true, but problems that can't be solved right now can be set aside. We have more important things to do now!"

"But I don't think I can do it!"

"I think you can!" Shen Mochen's face showed regret, "It'd be such a waste if only I could enjoy such a wonderful voice!"

"What... you're exaggerating, stop joking with me!"

"I've never joked with you." Shen Mochen held Han Muxue's hand, pulling her along, "I'm almost out of data on my phone, when we get back I'm sending your recording!"

Han Muxue was still dazed and staggered as she was pulled along, urgently saying, "Don't send it, don't, I... I didn't perform well just now, I want to sing it again!"

…

"Back already?"

Catherine sat in the living room and greeted them nonchalantly as if she had guessed something.

"What did you guys go do?" Xia Qingrou asked.

"A secret." Shen Mochen smiled and waved a hand at her, pulling Han Muxue into the house.

Xia Qingrou was slightly startled, seeing Han Muxue's face flush with shyness, she became even more curious about what had happened between them.

Wait a minute, aren't we in a defensive alliance? What did you guys really go do?

What kind of secret needs to be kept even from me? Xuexue, you're breaking the alliance!