You Think I Won't Talk?-Chapter 527
"I should leave before my stay is not welcomed."
"...! Why...!? Gasp... Why would it be not welcomed?" — Marianne said as she stood in hast becoming aware of his sudden departure, following his motion that wanted to escape their temptation and provoking his eyes to look back at her bashful youth, telling with her whole that any impulse he was restraining would gladly be received if it was her he referred to.
"..."
A throb made his heart halt to the love needing to fill the void with her touch again, and he looked at how her hands clasped her gown, hoping for his closeness to come back for more of her taste while he cursed himself and those outside her door that reminded him of the determination to win her everything correctly.
"Because the sun could rise and those outside could have no choice but to tell, my lady..."
"..."
"I will be joining you tomorrow, surely... Do rest well, my dear Lady Marianne."
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— Breathe in, very deeply, Marianne... otherwise...huff —
— mhff... alright... —
— Don’t think... just... huff... concentrate on my kisses... —
— nn...ah... Zel...h!! —
"!!!?"
With a body slightly too sweaty to be only just waking up, I opened my eyes to this new morning... recalling the spicy bits of a dream that had me puffing, feeling an immediate wave of embarrassment as I also could now tell that it was because of the way we parted last night that I had this kind of dreams.
’Clearly, my dirty mind is not gone from my personality!!! I am actually an eighteen-year-old now, what am I even thinking wanting to do such things so soon?!!’ — Hidding in my bedsheets I kicked and shrank in myself as I acknowledged this unbecoming desire I was surely keeping and not concealing in the least when having such adult dreams.
’I have never done it... so why do I want it so much???! I acknowledge that in a sense I used to be a pervert when reading things I have never even experienced... however, this is a little too much for me to accept right now as I am!!’
Pictures of what did happen and what my mind had imagined in naughty dreams because of the frustration at his sudden retreat were drowning my thoughts so bewilderment would not leave my nerves alone.
— Open yourself to me... —
"!!?!! AAAAGH! He would never say that to meeee!!!!" — I screamed into my pillow this time, ashamed of what my mind had crafted only because of the temptation we did not get to fulfil after he suddenly decided it was time to leave and end that cleanly. — "He wouldn’t! He wouldn’t!! He certainly wouldn’t!!!!"
Shaking my head aware that, as much as I’ve gotten to know Zeleskiaz, such words wouldn’t come out of his mouth, never... I stopped fretting, truly considering the possibilities.
’He wouldn’t... at least not when we haven’t grown that comfortable with each other yet...’
"..."
— You won’t be able to forget this. —
A bit of what I knew from my past was recalled as I pondered about this and then I started to waver... because in that knowledge he did become quite brazen in the novel from the very beginning...
’... he has shown that he is not like it described him, but even so... if he were to talk to me like that...’
— I will touch you enough to carve myself in you. So beg for more as I make you moan... —
’OH MY GOD?! I’M NOT SURE I DISLIKE THE IDEA THOUGH???!’
Now even a little expectant I rised, still with the sheets over my head but seriously hoping we could get to the point I could call him with newborn reasons by the nickname ’kinky’ again.
’I mean, if he’s so voracious only when we kiss... he will surely be more brazen when we get more intimate r-right?? I-If he is, th-then I better prepare myself mentally... I m-mean... S-surely I’ll like it since I love him right?’
"..."
’Oh goodness I said it...’ — Blushing while still pleased I became timid and fell flat on my mattress again, still hiding under the good sheets covering this shameful side of my daydreaming self, feeling all tingly to the sensation of recognizing this love so naturally.
"Ngh~ who am I kidding... loving him is a plus and mere excuse... I have always been naughty myself..." — Eventually I mumbled. Taking the sheets off of my head as I started to feel hot with all the ruckus going on in my heart and mind.
"Sigh... what a way to start the day." — I sighed already tired of myself, fondling the sheets in a bit of pout until my eyes caught sight of a frozen, open-eyed and holding a tray Paige. — "... oh..."
"..."
"... I take it you heard that, Paige..."
"..."
"Huh... P-Paige?"
Still frozen, Paige blinked at my words. Making me immediately feel restless as I knew very well it was with her that I needed to be the most careful when letting her know of my voice and yet... I had failed horribly because of my carelessness but now I have learned it did not leave my new current self.
’I broke her...’ — I mourned as she continued to stare at me like the real statue even myself never managed to become in the past.
And like this, it appeared like today would certainly be a memorable day, given that it was to be filled with surprises and this was the very first one of them all.
A part of myself told me I needed to take the tray off of her hands before trying to get Paige out of her shock. I had intended to do so, yet as I went closer, too aware that I had no choice but to simply tell it all to her now, she came back to being herself once I cautiously called her again.
"Um... Paige? Uh, let me-"
"It is truly my lady that is speaking..." — She mumbled in a bit of a flabbergasted state. Looking at me still with full disbelief.
