Becoming Lailah: Married to my Twin Sister's Billionaire Husband
Chapter 308: The Vault
GRAYSON DROPPED THE STYLUS AND REACHED FOR HER, his hands sliding up her arms to grip her shoulders.
He didn’t kiss her. He just held her there, his gaze searching hers with a desperation he would never admit to in the light of day.
"Because I don’t want to know who I was," he rasped, his eyes turning a molten, stormy silver. "I don’t want to find out that the real reason I loved you. I want to know why I want you now."
"Every time I touch you, my body recognizes you. My heart beats faster. My skin craves yours." He shook her slightly, a gesture of pure, unbridled frustration. "It’s like a language I used to speak fluently, and now I’m struggling to remember the simplest words. But the feeling... the feeling is louder than the silence in my head."
Mailah reached up, her hands covering his on her shoulders. "Then don’t look for the words, Grayson. Just listen to the feeling."
He let out a jagged breath, his forehead dropping to rest against hers.
For a moment, the library was silent.
The investigation and the traitors didn’t exist. There was only the two of them, anchored together in the quiet, modern glow of the room.
Then, Grayson pulled back. The cold mask was back in place, but it was thinner now, cracked by the weight of her presence.
"The cabinet," he said, nodding toward the far wall where the portrait of the first Ashford hung—a classic oil painting that felt like a relic in the high-tech room. "Open it. While I look into this frequency."
Mailah hesitated. "You’re sure?"
"I am sure that if the Council arrives, I need you to know the truth. Whatever it is."
Mailah nodded.
She walked toward the portrait. The first Ashford was a grim-looking man with eyes like Grayson’s—cold, calculating, and predatory.
She felt the hidden biometric latch behind the frame and the painting swung outward on silent, hydraulic hinges, revealing a small, high-security iron safe.
She pulled the key from her pocket. It slid into the manual override lock with a satisfying, heavy thunk.
Inside was a single leather-bound journal and a small, velvet-lined box.
The leather of the journal was cool and worn, the edges frayed in a way that suggested it had been opened a thousand times by a hand seeking comfort.
Mailah’s fingers trembled as she pulled it from the dark recess of the safe. Beneath it, the velvet-lined box sat heavy and expectant.
She didn’t open the box first. She didn’t want the physical proof; she wanted the words.
Grayson remained at the desk, his back a rigid wall of black silk.
The only sound in the library was the faint, electric hum of the digital maps and the rhythmic tap of his fingers against the glass tabletop.
He was pretending to work, but the stillness of his frame betrayed him. He was waiting.
Mailah opened the journal to a random page.
The handwriting was jagged, a sharp contrast to the precise, elegant script he used for his current decrees. This was the writing of a man in a hurry—or a man in pain.
November 12th. She laughed today. It is a dangerous sound. It makes me forget the centuries of blood on my hands. Others might think I am taming her. They don’t realize she is the one who has the leash on me. I should send her away for her own safety, but I am a selfish creature. I would rather watch the world burn than wake up in a room where she doesn’t exist.
Mailah’s breath hitched. She looked over her shoulder at the "new" Grayson.
He was staring at a flickering frequency on the screen, his jaw set so tight a muscle pulsed in his cheek.
He looked nothing like a man who would write about leashes and laughter. He looked like an apex predator calculating his next kill.
"What does it say?" his voice sliced through the silence, low and dangerous.
"It says you were selfish," she whispered, her thumb tracing the ink.
Grayson turned slowly.
He didn’t stand, but the weight of his gaze felt like a physical hand pressing against her chest. "I don’t need a book to tell me that. I feel the selfishness every time I look at you. It’s the only thing that feels familiar."
He stood up, his movements fluid and silent. He crossed the room, stopping just outside the circle of her space. He didn’t look at the journal. He looked at her.
"Open the box, Mailah."
She set the journal on the small ledge of the safe and reached for the velvet casing.
When the lid clicked open, her heart didn’t just skip; it seemed to stop entirely.
It wasn’t a diamond. It wasn’t a family heirloom.
Inside was a simple, charred piece of wood, wrapped in a delicate silver filigree to form a pendant.
It was ugly, raw, and utterly out of place in a room filled with millions of dollars’ worth of art and tech.
"What is this?" she asked, her voice barely audible.
Grayson’s eyes darkened, the silver in his irises swirling like a storm front.
He reached out, his large hand hovering near the box before he pulled it back, as if the object inside might burn him.
"I don’t remember," he rasped. "But when I saw it in the safe earlier, my chest felt like it was being ripped open."
He stepped into her space, his heat enveloping her. He leaned down, his face inches from hers. The scent of him was a drug she couldn’t quit.
"I don’t remember loving you. I don’t remember the words we spoke or the promises we made." He reached out, his thumb dragging across the line of her jaw with a possessive, rough pressure. "But I know that if Theron had touched you, I would have unmade the very fabric of this city to find him."
The air between them was thick, charged with a tension that made the sapphire at her neck hum. Mailah didn’t wait for him to find his "humanity."
She reached up, her fingers tangling in the hair at the nape of his neck, and pulled him down.
The kiss wasn’t gentle. It was a reclamation.
Grayson groaned, a low, animal sound deep in his throat, and his arms wrapped around her like iron bands.
He backed her into the portrait frame, the gold-leaf wood biting into her shoulders, but she didn’t care.
His mouth was a frantic, demanding force, tasting of the dark coffee he’d been drinking and the raw hunger he’d been trying to hide since he woke up without some of his memories.
He broke the kiss for a second, his forehead resting against hers, his breathing ragged. "I am going to ruin you," he whispered against her lips. "I am a cold, broken thing, and I will take everything you have to give."
"Then take it," she breathed.
His hands slid down to her waist, his fingers digging into the structured wool of her dress.
He hoisted her up, her legs instinctively wrapping around his hips. He didn’t carry her to the bedroom. He didn’t even make it to the sofa.
He sat her down on the edge of the mahogany desk, sweeping the physical files to the floor with a single, careless motion of his arm.
Blueprints and tablets clattered to the rug.
The digital map projected a soft, blue glow over his skin, highlighting scars on his arms and the predatory intensity in his eyes.
He stripped her of the grey dress with an efficiency that was terrifying, his eyes never leaving hers.
When he saw the marks he had left on her skin from the night before—the faint bruises on her hips where he had held her too tight—his expression didn’t soften. It deepened.
He didn’t apologize. He leaned down and pressed his mouth to the mark on her hip, his stubble grazing her skin. "Mine," he muttered against her flesh.
"Grayson..."
"Don’t speak," he commanded, his voice vibrating through her. "Just feel what I can’t say."
He moved with a ruthless, silent passion.
Every touch was a statement of ownership, every movement a declaration of war against the void in his mind.
He explored her as if she were a territory he had conquered and was now discovering for the first time—the curve of her waist, the arch of her foot, the frantic beat of her heart against his palm.
When he finally entered her, it was with a slow, agonizingly deep thrust that made Mailah’s head fall back, a sharp gasp escaping her.
He froze, his muscles corded and shaking with the effort of his restraint. He looked down at her, his eyes molten silver, searching for any sign of fear.
All he found was her.
He began to move, a powerful, rhythmic driving force that eclipsed everything else.
The library, the Council, the traitors—they were all burned away in the heat of the moment. There was only the friction of skin, the sound of his heavy, rhythmic breathing, and the blue light of the sapphire pulsing in time with their joined heartbeats.
As the peak hit, Grayson buried his face in the crook of her neck, his fingers digging into the mahogany desk so hard the wood groaned.
He let out a jagged, broken sound—not her name, but a wordless cry of a man who had finally found the center of his own gravity.
The aftermath was silent.
Grayson didn’t move for a long time, his weight a comforting pressure as he held her against the desk.
The digital map continued to flicker, casting ghost-like shadows across the room.
Slowly, he pulled back, his eyes clearing, the icy professional mask sliding back into place—but the edges were frayed.
He reached down and picked up her dress, handing it to her without a word.
He began to dress himself, his movements brisk and clinical.
"The frequency," he said, his voice back to its gravelly, commanding tone.
Mailah sat up, smoothing her hair, her body still humming from his touch. "You found it?"
"I did." He walked back to the screen, his fingers flying across the glass. "It wasn’t bypassed from the outside. It was a slave-signal. Someone inside the estate’s secondary server room opened the north ventilation shaft."
The passion was gone, replaced by a cold, lethal efficiency that was even more terrifying.
This was the Grayson Ashford the world feared—the demon who didn’t forget a slight and didn’t forgive a betrayal.
"Who has access to that room?" Mailah asked, standing up and zipping her dress.
"Only four people," Grayson said, his eyes fixed on the code. "Lucson, Mason, the head of security... and Ms. Halloway."
Mailah froze. "The housekeeper? Grayson, she’s been with your family for a really long time."
Grayson didn’t look at her. He reached into the drawer of the desk and pulled out a sleek, matte-black handgun. He checked the magazine with a practiced click.
"Loyalty is a human concept, Mailah. In this house, people follow the power."
He walked toward the door, but before he reached it, he stopped. He turned back, his gaze lingering on the charred wood pendant still sitting in the open safe.
"Stay here," he ordered. "Lock the door. If anyone other than me tries to enter, use the override on the desk to vent the room. Do you understand?"
"Grayson, wait—"
He was at her in two strides. He didn’t say anything. He just grabbed her by the back of the neck and kissed her—a hard, brief, proprietary kiss that tasted of a promise.