[BL] I Didn't Sign Up For This
Chapter 131: In Which Void Has Horns
I woke slowly, awareness returning in pieces.
Soreness first, deep muscle ache in places I didn’t want to think about too hard, reminding me exactly what had happened and how many times.
Then warmth, Azryth’s body against mine, his arm around my waist holding me close, his breath steady and even against my neck.
I opened my eyes and found him already awake, watching me with an expression that was softer than usual, almost tender.
We didn’t speak, we just looked at each other for a long moment while the morning light filtered through the curtains, and then his hand moved to cup my face, thumb brushing my cheekbone with gentleness that contrasted sharply with last night’s desperate intensity.
I leaned into the touch, and he pulled me closer, holding me against his chest like I was something precious instead of someone he’d fucked senseless against multiple surfaces.
We stayed like that, just holding each other, no words needed, the binding humming between us with warmth and connection that felt different now, deeper somehow, like something fundamental had shifted and settled during the chaos.
It wasn’t just the sex, though that had been intense enough to scramble my brain.
It was the binding itself, stronger now, more present, like the aphrodisiac-driven desperation had somehow burned away whatever final barriers had existed between us.
I could feel him more clearly through it, his emotions, his presence, the steady calm that grounded me even when everything else felt overwhelming.
Eventually I shifted slightly and immediately regretted it, felt the pull of tender skin and looked down to survey the damage.
Oh.
Hickeys everywhere.
My chest was covered in them, purple and red marks that stood out starkly against my skin like a roadmap of everywhere Azryth’s mouth had been, my shoulders bore clear bite marks, my collarbone was bruised, and when I touched my neck carefully I could feel more marks there, raised and tender.
Azryth had evidence too, marks on his neck and chest where I’d apparently managed to reach him despite being thoroughly occupied, but I definitely had more.
Significantly more.
Even my ears had bite marks, I discovered when I touched one gingerly and winced.
He’d bitten my ears.
Multiple times, apparently.
Azryth’s hand found mine, fingers interlacing, and I felt something through the binding that might have been satisfaction at seeing me so thoroughly marked.
*That was intense,* I said through the binding.
*Yes,* he agreed.
*Are you okay?*
*I should be asking you that.* His thumb brushed over my knuckles. *I wasn’t exactly gentle.*
*I didn’t want gentle,* I pointed out. *The aphrodisiac made sure of that.*
*Still.*
*I’m sore,* I admitted. *But I’m fine. You?*
*The same.*
We fell silent again, just holding each other, and I let myself relax into it, into the warmth and the strengthened binding and the quiet intimacy of just being close.
A knock on the door made us both tense.
Then it opened before either of us could respond, and Henrik walked in quickly with his eyes locked on the table like it was the most fascinating piece of furniture he’d ever seen.
"Fresh clothes," he said to the room in general, definitely not looking at the bed where we were very obviously tangled together. "Figured you’d need them."
He set down a bag with careful precision and left immediately, door closing behind him before I could even process responding.
I wasn’t entirely sure he’d noticed we were awake.
I looked at Azryth and felt amusement bubbling up through the binding mixing with my own.
"He’s traumatized," I said.
"Completely," Azryth agreed, mouth twitching. "We should probably apologize."
"For what? He opened the car door."
"True."
Then his hand was in my hair, tilting my face up, and he kissed me.
Not desperate this time, not driven by aphrodisiac, just deep and slow and thorough in a way that made warmth spread through my chest and had nothing to do with arousal and everything to do with connection.
The binding pulsed between us, and I could feel it so clearly now, the strengthening that had happened, the deepening of something that had already been profound.
When he pulled back, I was breathless.
"Bath?" he suggested quietly.
"Please."
He carried me because my legs were definitely not ready for weight-bearing yet, and set me carefully in the tub before joining me.
We washed each other slowly, hands gentle on bruised skin and bite marks, the intimacy quiet and grounding after everything, neither of us speaking much because we didn’t need to.
The binding said everything that needed saying.
Getting dressed took longer than usual, my body protesting every movement, but the fresh clothes Henrik had brought fit well enough and were mercifully clean.
I buttoned my shirt all the way to my throat, trying to cover as much as possible, but it was pointless.
Hickeys were visible on my neck above the collar, bite marks on my wrists where sleeves ended, and my ears were definitely still marked based on how tender they felt.
"I have to face Henrik," I said, looking at myself in the mirror and wondering if there was any possible way to make this less mortifying. "He saw everything yesterday. Heard everything."
Azryth’s hand found my waist, pulling me back against his chest. "He’ll survive the trauma."
*Easy for you to say,* I told him through the binding. *You weren’t the one screaming.*
*I recall making some noise myself,* he responded, and I felt amusement mixed with heat.
Okay, that was true.
We held hands as we approached the door, and I took a breath, preparing myself for the awkwardness of facing everyone who definitely knew exactly what we’d been doing.
I opened the door.
"Void, wait—!" Ryota’s panicked voice from down the hall.
Then something smacked into my chest with enough force to make me stumble back, and Void was there, clinging to me desperately, small form pressed against my chest while making soft sounds that weren’t quite its usual cheerful chirps.
"Sorry!" Ryota appeared looking completely frazzled. "It’s been trying to reach you since yesterday, we’ve been physically stopping it from breaking down your door, had to keep reminding it you’d be angry if it destroyed hotel property."
I held Void carefully, feeling it trembling against me. "Hey, it’s okay, I’m here now."
More footsteps, and Mara and Henrik appeared in the hallway.
"Oh, you’re awake," Mara said, then her eyes went immediately to my neck and her expression went very carefully neutral in a way that suggested she was seeing exactly what she’d expected to see.
I lifted Void to look at it properly, checking if it seemed better after whatever had made it so weak yesterday.
And froze.
Stared.
"What the hell are those?"
Two small horns protruded from Void’s head, emerald colored and crystalline, catching the light like precious gemstones.
Horns.
Void had horns now.
Horns that definitely, absolutely, had not been there yesterday.
"Yeah," Ryota said weakly. "We noticed those this morning when it woke up. They just appeared overnight."
"Appeared," I repeated slowly, still staring. "Overnight."
"We have no idea how," Mara added, and she looked genuinely concerned now, scanner already out and pointed at Void. "The energy readings are strange, different from before."
Everyone was staring at Void, who made a small distressed sound and tried to burrow closer to my chest, clearly uncomfortable with the attention.
Ryota coughed suddenly, looking away from my neck with visible embarrassment.
Not discomfort, just the awkwardness of accidentally seeing evidence of your coworkers’ extremely enthusiastic sex life.
Mara caught his reaction and immediately shifted focus. "The coalition prepared a house for all of us, fully staffed with everything we need. Cell Leader Park insisted you take at least two days to rest before moving to the next gate."
"A house," I said, still processing the horns, the emerald crystalline horns growing out of Void’s head.
"Traditional Korean architecture, modern amenities, private grounds," Henrik added, also very carefully not looking at my neck. "Extremely generous of them."
Azryth’s hand found my lower back, steadying. "We appreciate that. The rest will be useful."
His attention shifted to Void, and I felt concern through the binding. "I didn’t sense the fragment’s energy when the Elder brought the Sacred Pleasure yesterday. The entity signature was already gone when he presented it."
Henrik’s head snapped up. "Gone? Like it escaped as usual?"
"Or," Azryth said more slowly, "the entity left immediately when the artifact was removed from the temple, before it even reached us."
"Either way," Henrik said, typing rapidly on his tablet, "that’s three fragments we haven’t contained, and we still don’t know where they’re going."
I looked at Void, at the new horns, at its unusual silence and trembling.
"What was Void doing near the temple?" I asked. "And what did it eat to make it sick, then grow horns overnight?"
Void made a small distressed sound against my chest but didn’t answer, didn’t create sparkles, didn’t do any of its usual enthusiastic communication.
It just stayed pressed against me, trembling slightly, seeking contact.
"It’s been like this since it woke up," Mara said quietly, scanner still reading. "Not talking much, no sparkles, just wants to be near you constantly."
Henrik was watching Void with analytical concern. "The behavior is similar to when it first joined us."
He was right.
This was exactly how Void had acted at the beginning, clingy and quiet and refusing to leave my side, like it was afraid of being separated.
But back then it hadn’t had horns.
I held it carefully, feeling the trembling, the way it pressed closer whenever I shifted like it was trying to merge with me.
"Let’s get to the house," I said. "We all need rest, and Void clearly needs... something."
The coalition vehicles were waiting outside, Cell Leader Park personally ensuring we were comfortable, though his eyes kept drifting to my neck with poorly concealed fascination before he’d catch himself and determinedly look elsewhere.
The hickeys were apparently that visible.
Great.
The house was beautiful when we arrived, traditional Korean architecture blended with modern amenities, private grounds, spacious rooms, and staff who bowed respectfully and immediately made themselves scarce.
We settled in one of the main rooms, Void still clinging to me like I might disappear if it let go.
"We have two days," Mara said, dropping into a chair with visible relief. "Two whole days before the next gate."
I looked at Void, at the emerald horns catching afternoon light streaming through the windows, at its unusual stillness and the way it trembled against my chest.
Something had happened in that temple.
Something that had changed Void fundamentally, given it crystalline horns, made it sick and then silent and clingy.
And we had absolutely no idea what.
The fragment was gone, escaped or fled or whatever it did.
Three fragments now, all vanished the moment we’d secured their containers.
Switzerland’s sword, Tokyo’s mirror, Seoul’s whip.
All empty of entity energy by the time we could examine them.
And Void had been near the temple when we found it, weak and trembling, and now it had horns.
I held Void closer, feeling another tremor run through it, and it made a soft sound that might have been distress.
"You’re safe," I told it quietly. "I’ve got you."
But even as I said it, I wasn’t sure it was true.
Not with horns that shouldn’t exist, not with silence instead of sparkles, not with the mystery of three escaped fragments and no explanation for where they’d gone.
Something was very wrong.
And we had five more gates to close before we could afford to stop and figure out what.