Claimed by My Mafia Alpha King
Chapter 74
Irinaās POV
Same cold stone. Same iron smell. Same sound of my own footsteps going too loud in the narrow stairwell. ššššš¬ššš·ššæšš”.ššøš
Iād taken the same route down. Past the laundry level. Through the door that needed the specific handle pull. Down into the part of the building where the cleaning staff didnāt bother.
Yesterday Iād come for Maxim.
Today Iād come for my father.
Those were different things. I hadnāt worked out exactly how different until I was already moving, the letter folded against my ribs, my jaw set. Yesterday there had been something hot underneath it. A specific, directed kind of anger that had been sitting in my chest for a year waiting to have somewhere to go.
This was colder.
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The guard outside Mikhailās cell was different from yesterdayās guard. Younger. He looked at my face, then at the cloak, then at the corridor behind me like he was checking whether Iād been followed by someone with actual authority.
I held his gaze.
He stepped aside.
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He was sitting in the corner.
That was the first thing. Not standingānot pacing, not gripping the bars, not doing any of the things Iād half-expected from a man whoād spent his whole life in a room where people deferred to him. He was sitting on the ground, back against the wall, knees drawn up.
He looked smaller.
That was the word. Smaller. Like something that had been inflated by status and circumstance for so long that when you took those things away, there wasnāt as much left as youād thought.
He looked up when the door opened.
His face went through three things in quick succession. Surprise. Relief. Then something elseāsomething that tried to arrange itself into dignity and couldnāt quite get there.
"Irina." His voice was rough. Dry. Like he hadnāt talked to anyone since theyād put him in here. "You came."
I stood in the doorway.
I didnāt answer.
"I thoughtā" He pushed himself up. Slowly. His knees were bothering himāI could see it, the way he moved. "I thought they werenāt going to let me see anyone."
"They didnāt let you," I said. "I came on my own."
He nodded. Like that was what heād expected. Like he was already adjusting the story.
"Irina, listenā"
"Not yet." I stepped inside. Let the door swing behind me. "Iāll tell you when."
His mouth closed.
That surprised me. Heād always had more to say. In every room, in every conversation, Mikhail had always had more to say. The beta of Iron Thorn didnāt go quiet for anyoneānot even Stepan, half the time.
He went quiet now.
I looked at him. At the cell. At the specific smallness of a powerful man in a space that didnāt care who heād been.
"You look terrible," I said.
"Iāve been in a cell for four days."
"I know."
He waited.
"Howās Maxim?" he said. Carefully.
"Bruised." I crossed my arms. "From what I could see."
"You saw him."
"Yesterday."
His expression shifted. Trying to calculate somethingāwhat Iād said, what Maxim had said, whether the stories matched up.
"Whatever he told youā"
"He didnāt tell me anything useful." I looked at the wall. "He told me I was nothing. He told me Nicolas was going to get bored with me. He told me Katerina left because she couldnāt stand to watch me anymore." I looked back at my father. "The usual."
Mikhailās face went through something uncomfortable.
"Thatās notāIrina, you have to understand. What happened between you and Maxim, that was neverāI never meant for it toā"
"I know what you meant," I said.
"No, you donāt. You think I wantedā" He took a step toward the bars. "You think I watched that happen and felt nothing? Youāre my daughter. Youāre my blood. I didnātāit was complicated. The pack politics, Stepanās position, what Maxim was going to beāthere were things at stake that were bigger thanā"
"Bigger than me."
He stopped.
"Thatās what you mean," I said. "Say it."
His mouth worked.
"Say it," I said again. Quiet. Not angry. Justāwaiting.
"It wasnāt like that," he said finally.
"No," I said. "I know. It was never like that. It was always *complicated.* It was always *bigger than you can understand.* It was always something I was supposed to accept because the alternative wasāwhat? Inconveniencing you?"
He opened his mouth.
I reached into my jacket.
"You want to tell me what you think happened with Katerina?" I said.
He looked up. Something wary moved across his face.
"Sheās gone," I said. "Left when the gates were busy. She and her mate." I watched his expression. "I helped Roman find her, actually. Sheās at the northern coast. Set it up before she even came to see me in the garden."
His face was doing something complicated.
"She planned it," I said. "She planned all of it. The garden, the vial, theā" I stopped. Pulled the envelope out. "She planned this too. Left it in her room."
He stared at the envelope. At my name in Katerinaās handwriting.
"She also left something for you," I said.
I took the four pages out. Found the two that were hisāsheād separated them, folded differently, a small K marked in the corner. I hadnāt read those ones. I hadnāt needed to.
I pushed them through the bars.
He took them.
Slowly. Like they might burn.
I watched him unfold them. Watched his eyes move across the first line. Watched his face go still.
He read.
I didnāt say anything. Let him read. Let the silence do what it needed to do.
It took a while.
When he finished, he stood there with the pages in his hands and his eyes somewhere on the middle distance and the specific look of a man who had just had something heād been telling himself for a long time taken completely apart.
"She says..." He stopped. His voice had gone strange. Rough in a different way than before. "She says she left of her own choice."
"Yes."
"She saysā" He looked down at the pages. Read it again, like he needed to check. "*I am leaving voluntarily. I have wanted to leave for longer than I am willing to admit. The decision is mine and I will not allow anyone to say otherwise.*" His voice had dropped to almost nothing. He was almost reading to himself. Just letting the words come out. "*I will not live under the same roof as anyone who has allowed what I have allowed. I have made my choices and I will answer for them. But I am done pretending that anyone elseās choices were made for them.*"
He lowered the pages.
Looked at me.
Heād aged. I hadnāt noticed it until this momentāhadnāt let myself look closely enough. But heād aged. The last four days, or the last year, or the last decade, something had been eating at him and he hadnāt let it show until now, in a cell, with his daughter watching.
"Irina," he said.
"Donāt," I said.
"Just listenā"
"I heard you," I said. "I heard everything you were going to say before you said it. And Iām telling youādonāt."
His throat moved.
"I came down here," I said. "I came down here and I want you to hear this. So listen."
He went still.
"I know you think that what happened to me wasācomplicated. Political. Bigger than you could help. I know you told yourself I was adjusting. I know you had things to protect." I kept my voice steady. "And maybe all of that is true. Maybe every word of it is true. Iām not going to stand here and call you a liar to your face."
He was watching me.
"But I was in that house for a year," I said. "I was there every single day. And every single day I wasā" I stopped. Let myself look at it for exactly one second. All of it. The pack house floor. The bruises that didnāt heal. The way Iād learned to make myself invisible and how that still hadnāt been enough. "I was there. And you werenāt."
His eyes were wet.
I looked at that.
Let myself look at it.
Then looked away.
"Iām not here to forgive you," I said. "Thatās not what this is. I didnāt come down here because I wanted to fix anything orāget something back. Thereās nothing to get back." I looked at the bars between us. "I came because I wanted you to know that I didnāt do any of it. Whatever they told you. Whatever Maxim said, whatever story he builtāI didnāt do any of it. I never did anything to deserve what happened in that house. I was your daughter and I deserved better than what I got."
Mikhail pressed his hand over his mouth.
"I deserved better," I said again. "And I know that now. And I needed you to hear me say it."
He made a sound behind his hand. Something broken and shapeless.
I watched him.
"Nicolas is going to decide what happens to you," I said. "Thatās not my decision. Iām not going to ask him for anything on your behalf. Iām not going to argue for you or against you." I picked up the envelope off the ground where heād let it fall and set it on the small ledge inside the bars. "Thatās done. Itās his call."
He lowered his hand. His face was a wreck.
"Irinaā" His voice cracked. "Youāre my daughter. Whatever I did, whatever I failed toāyouāre my *daughterā*"
"I was." I met his eyes. "And you made a choice about what that meant."
He started to say something.
"Donāt tell me we still have family between us," I said. "Donāt say that word to me. You looked me in the eye in that corridor and you said nothing. You signed the papers when they stripped my rank. You chose, every single day, to believe whatever was easier than the truth."
I took a breath.
"You had me removed from the pack," I said. "That was you. Your signature. Whatever Maxim pressured you intoāyouāre the one who signed it. I donāt have family in Iron Thorn anymore. You made sure of that."