Falling For The Demon Wolf - Chapter 59: Playing With Fate
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The stream behind the pack house glimmered under the moonlight, calm and coldāeverything I wasnāt. I stood with my arms folded tight across my chest, staring down at the water like it held the answer to a question I didnāt know how to ask.
Behind me, Rhys paced like a caged wolf.
"You know I wouldnāt hurt you," he said, voice rough with frustration. "Iāve given you space, timeāwhatever you need. But I wonāt keep pretending this doesnāt kill me."
I clenched my jaw, heart thudding painfully. "Itās not about you hurting me. Itās about me not being ready."
Rhys stopped pacing. "Then tell me what the hell you are ready for, Jade. Because I feel like Iām standing on the edge of a cliff with you, and you keep pulling me back with one hand while pushing me away with the other."
My throat burned. I turned, meeting his eyes. "I didnāt ask for this, Rhys. I didnāt grow up dreaming about a mate. I had plansāfreedom. And now, every time you look at me like thatālike youāre waitingāI feel like Iām suffocating."
His face twisted in pain, but before he could respond, a sharp rustle from the trees made us both go still.
A figure emerged from the shadows, tall and unmistakable.
Gerald.
His expression was unreadable as he approached, arms crossed over his chest, that permanent scowl etched deeper into his face. "Trouble in paradise?" he said dryly, glancing between us.
Rhys instantly shifted, his posture defensive. "What do you want?"
"I came to check on you two. Marenās losing her mind back there, and Zainās not exactly in his right head." Geraldās eyes landed on me, narrowing. "Didnāt think youād storm off when your sisterās barely holding on to her life."
Shame punched through me, sharp and fast. "We didnāt go far," I muttered.
"Doesnāt matter. Your Alpha just marked your sister without warning, and her bodyās still fighting to recover. You donāt think heāll lose it if another one of you vanishes?"
Rhys stepped in front of me slightly, jaw tight. "We were just talking. No one vanished."
Geraldās gaze sharpened. "Talking? Is that what weāre calling this now?" He looked back at me. "You know youāre not the only one struggling, Jade. But playing tug-of-war with your mateās heart doesnāt help anyoneāleast of all you."
My breath caught.
Rhys said nothing. Just stood there, tense and silent.
Gerald shook his head once, then turned back toward the pack house. "Five minutes. Then Iām dragging both your asses back myself."
When he disappeared into the trees, silence fell againāthick and uncomfortable.
"I didnāt mean to run off," I whispered.
Rhysās voice was low, barely a growl. "I donāt care that you ran. I care that you keep running from me."
I turned to him, forcing the words out. "Because if I let you mark me, everything changes. I change. And Iām scared I wonāt know who I am anymore."
His expression softened, but the ache in his eyes deepened. "Jade... you donāt have to stop being you to be mine. I just need you to stop acting like Iām the enemy."
For a heartbeat, I didnāt know what to say.
So I didnāt.
I just stepped closer, feeling the storm between us shiftābut never settle.
Rhysās breath hitched.
I wasnāt sure if it was from how close we were standing now or the words that slipped past my lips.
"But Iām human," I whispered, my voice barely louder than the water trickling over stones behind us. "Iām not a wolf or anything like you. Your mark... it might not even work on me. Or worseāit could kill me."
His eyes searched mine, and for once, he didnāt rush to speak. He just stood there, as if those words shattered something between us heād been trying to pretend wasnāt there.
"Iāve read the stories," I went on, softer still. "The ones no one talks about. When a wolf marks a human and the bond doesnāt take, the body burns from the inside. And the wolf... the wolf goes mad."
Rhys exhaled slowly, like heād been punched in the gut.
"You think I donāt know that?" he rasped. "You think I havenāt gone through every record, every elderās tale, every damn scroll Maren let me near trying to find something to reassure you?"
That surprised me. "You... did all that?"
"Iād tear the world apart if it meant keeping you safe." His voice cracked. "But Jade, I also know thisāyou feel me. Just like I feel you. That pull isnāt just in your head. Itās real. Iāve seen how your eyes change when Iām near. Iāve felt it in every brush of your hand, every time your breath hitches when I say your name."
"I feel it," I admitted, barely breathing the words. "But Iām terrified."
Rhys stepped closer, his forehead nearly resting against mine. "So am I."
I closed my eyes, drinking in his scent, the warmth of him, the raw, unfiltered emotion that swirled between us like a storm barely held at bay.
"Then donāt ask me to choose tonight," I said. "Let me breathe, Rhys. Let me believe I can survive this... and maybe youāll get your answer."
His hands dropped to his sides, curled into fists as if it was taking everything he had not to touch me.
"One day," he murmured, voice thick with longing. "You wonāt be afraid of the fire. Youāll see that we were forged in it."
And without another word, he turned and started back toward the pack house, the space between us stretched tautāfragile, but not broken.
Not yet.
I sighed looking back at the stream as the moon reflected in it.
I wondered if my father was looking for me or if they had just left me to die just like they did with violet.
Speaking of which she has woken up and apparently Zain has marked her, according to what the grumpy scary guy said earlier.
That stupid bastard. How could he do that without her consent......I need to go and see her before she comes looking for me
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