I Became Friends with the Second Cutest Girl in My Class (WN) - Chapter 285: Her Tears (2)
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âUm⊠Amami-san, sorry, IâŠâ
It felt like Iâve seen something that I shouldnât have seen. I quickly averted my gaze from Amami-san.
Yes, I was the one who called her out, but still, I didnât think it was a good idea for me to keep staring at her crying face.
Seeing me acting like that, Amami-san calmly wiped her tears before letting out a smile.
âNo, itâs fine, donât worry about it. Iâm just a little upset because of my mom⊠Anyway, were you looking for me?â
âYeah. Eri-san looked troubled, so I offered to help. Nitta-san is also looking for you.â
âI see. I thought Iâd cool off here for ten minutes first before going back, but it seems like I made everyone worry about me instead⊠Hehe, Iâm really useless at this kind of thing, arenât I? Always selfishly prioritizing my own emotions without thinking about the consequences of my actionsâŠâ
She let out a bitter laugh before crouching down again.
It seemed like she didnât want to go back to Eri-sanâs side for now. Well, at least she wasnât rejecting my presence here.
Since that was the case, I guess I could stay here for a while and listen to what she had to say.
I informed Umi and Nitta-san that Iâve found her before sitting down on the bench by her side.
âMaki-kun, how did your midterms go?â
âHuh?â
As I was racking my brain, trying to come up with something to open up a conversation, Amami-san beat me to it. From her tone, it seemed like she had something to say, so I guess I should just lend my ears to her for the most part.
âIt went smoothly. Sensei also didnât have much to say about me. Sheâs just telling me to get along better with the other classmatesâŠâ
âIs that so? Well, if you ask me, youâre doing well on that front too, Maki-kun. Youâve been talking to Nagisa-chan lately, right?â
âWell, yes, but that isnât what she was trying to say⊠Anyway, forget about me. What about you? What did Sensei say to you?â
âUgh, Iâm the one asking the questions here, Maki-kunâŠâ
âAs one of your tutors, I feel like I have the right to know, Amami-san. I mean, I need to know if my efforts have been helpful to you or not for future reference.â
Although her exam result was the result of her own hard work, as someone who had told her to focus on only specific parts of the exam, I also bore part of the responsibilities to that result.
If her grade was lower than before, then it would be my fault for teaching her the wrong thing, and Iâd have to at least apologize.
âIf you really want to know⊠Hereâs the exam result that Sensei gave meâŠâ
âAh, thank you.â
She handed me a crumpled paper from her pocket. I carefully looked through its content, making sure that I wouldnât miss anything.
âHuh?â
Seeing the results of each subject surprised me.
In short, her grades improved considerably; There were no red marks and in some of the subjects, her grades even reached the classâ average.
âŠThe latter subjects were the humanities subjects, the things that I taught her in our study sessions.
âUm, isnât this an amazing result, Amami-san? Youâre breaking your own personal record.â
âItâs nothing much⊠No, actually, I was surprised that my grades could go that high. This is all thanks to Maki-kun and my dad who taught me⊠Are you surprised too?â
âYes. Honestly, I expected you to have full red marks on every subject.â
âHow awful! I know Iâve been acting weirdly lately, but Iâve been doing my best to study, okay? âŠI even reached my personal goal this time, you see?â
The fact that she managed to do that was a good thing on its own. One might call it a fluke or coincidence, but she had shown what she was capable of. With this good result, chances were sheâd be more motivated to study from now on.
Besides, this was Amami-san we were talking about. Once she gained the momentum needed, sheâd go all the way in without fail.
âHuh? If thatâs the case, then why did you run here? Generally speaking, your grades arenât good, Amami-san, but it is good enough for you.â
If it was Eri-san and Yagisawa-sensei, they knew exactly how bad her previous grades were. When they saw her improvements, theyâd be ecstatic rather than angry.
âŠThat meant the root of the problem wasnât with her grades.
The parent-teacher interviewâs aim was to discuss a studentâs behavior in school, their grades and their career path. In Amami-sanâs case, grades werenât a problem, her behavior also wasnât the problem. That leftâŠ
ââŠDoes it have something to do with your career path?â
In response to my question, she nodded her head.
Then, she took out another piece of paper from her pocket.
I knew that she wished to go to a university and continue her study.
There was a column in the paper. In it, there were traces that whatever it was written in there had been erased a few times.
ââŠYou also put down K University as your first choice?â
âYes. After thinking about it a little, I really want to spend more time with youâ I mean, with you two.â
ââŠWhat was that stutter?â
âN-Nothing. I bit my tongue, thatâs all!â
ââŠFine, if you say so.â
Although it was completely up to her to decide where she wanted to go, the moment I saw what she wrote⊠I could only say that she made a rather bold decision.
Since this was Amami-san we were talking about, she should have given it a lot of thought before writing it down. She wasnât the kind of person whoâd write something like this as a joke, after all.
If I were this surprised, I could imagine Eri-san and Yagisawa-senseiâs reaction after seeing this.
After that, they probably tried to persuade her to reconsider her decision.
âBoth Sensei and my mom told me to keep it realistic. Thatâs normal, even I can see that⊠I mean, just because my grades went up a little, I suddenly started to aim to go to the best university around? Yeah, if I were in my momâs shoes, Iâd definitely say the same thing.â
âBut you arenât joking around.â fre(e)webnov(l).com
âYesâŠâ
She nodded her head firmly.
And it was because she was serious that she rebelled against her mother.
âI know that my chance of getting there is almost impossible. My mom told me, âAs long as I can get into a university that fits my ability, itâs enough.â But, I lashed out at her. âWhy canât you understand me, Mom? Why canât you understand how serious I am?â I didnât mean to get angry at her, she wasnât in the wrong, but⊠I couldnât help itâŠâ
âAnd because of that you ran all the way here by yourselfâŠâ
âYes⊠I wonder how many times I will do this until I can get a grip of myself. Sometimes, I wish I could be as strong as Umi and Ninacchi. If they were in my shoes, they definitely wouldnât run away like I didâŠâ
As it could be seen from her quarrel with Umi back when we were still in our first years, her fight with Arae-san, the incident that happened in the sports festival and her ongoing quarrel with Nitta-san, Amami-san had the tendencies to speak out her unfiltered thoughts.
While in some cases it might be better for her, since she wouldnât need to keep anything to herself and mope about it like what Umi and I did, in other cases, it would only bring nothing but troubles.
So far, she had been lucky and everyone had been there for her, so nothing bad really happened to her, but who knows what would happen in the future? Once we graduated, our group of five would go on our ways. We couldnât always be there for her even if she needed us.
âMaki-kun, if I donât change, I wonât ever make it, right? If I keep on acting like this, my dream of going to the same university as both of you will only stay as a dreamâŠâ
âYes. Looking at your current grades, Amami-san, you have to work really really hard from today until the day of the entrance exam. Only after youâve outdone yourself, clinging to your desk, studying while sacrificing your sleep, would you be able to think of competing.â
Although the time you spent on studying couldnât really be used as an indicator whether youâd pass the exam or not, if you were to see what we all had accomplished up to this point, there was a huge gap between, say, Umi and Amami-san.
That was why Amami-san's words were correct. If she didnât change herself, her dream would stay as a dream.
ButâŠ
ââŠWhether you decide to change or not, Amami-san, I donât really care.â
âEh?â
Amami-san looked at me with a blank look. She probably wanted me to scold her, to motivate her so that she could do better, but unfortunately, I couldnât meet that expectation of hersâŠ
Guess my bad habit of being meddlesome and spouting nonsense still persisted, huh?
âHonestly, I donât think thereâs any point for you to try with a normal method. You donât have enough time to make up for all the times youâve spent slacking off. In the first place, you donât have the capabilities to compete with everyone who is aiming to pass the K University entrance exam. Before that, thereâs also the National Entrance Exam for you to go through.â
âUh? M-Maki-kun?â
ââŠSorry, I had so many things to say⊠I blurted out a bunch of things by accidentâŠâ
If she just wanted to improve her overall academic capabilities, sure, studying hard could do it. But, she was aiming for the entrance exam, that was a whole different thing entirely. She only had one chance to even try something and there were a lot of factors that contributed whether youâd pass the exam or not, including but not limited to your physical and mental health.
But, Amami-san was someone who could definitely take that one chance. She had already done so with our schoolâs entrance exam, which was notorious for being one of the hardest in the whole prefecture.
Of course, cases like that, where people tried to take their chance and succeed were few and far between, but they existed.
âI can understand where Eri-san and Yagisawa-sensei came from. Youâre essentially fighting a losing battle here, after all. But, if youâre firm on your decision to go to the university to follow Umi and I, thatâs completely okay.â
âIs that really okay? I have no goals or anything. I just want to go there to be together with you two. Isnât it rude towards other people who have proper goals?â
âI donât know about that and I donât care. The reason why I decided to go there is also because I want to go to the same university as Umi. If those people who have proper goals actually lose out to me, someone with such a superficial reason, then, thatâs completely on them for not trying hard enough.â
In the real world, no matter how hard you tried, if you couldnât get the result you wanted, theyâd just treat it as you hadnât tried hard enough.
Honestly, it felt sad that people always disregarded someoneâs efforts for results, but that was how it was.
And that was also the reason why Amami-san had the chance.
ââŠHonestly, I donât care if youâll pass and enter the university together with us or not. As long as Umi is with me, your presence really doesnât matter⊠Sorry, that was rude of me, wasnât it?â
âWow, thatâs pretty cold. Itâs fine, Maki-kun, I understand. Youâre that kind of person, after all. You telling me the truth like this without beating around the bush is your way of showing your kindness, I understand that.â
âNo, I went too far just nowââ
âAs I said, donât mind it. I know that you meant well, Maki-kun. More than anyone, youâre the kindest person Iâve known⊠And alsoâŠâ
âThe biggest dummy I ever knew.â
âHuh?â
After letting out that mutter, Amami-san did an unexpected thing.
âA-Amami-san?â
âDummy⊠Maki-kun, youâre an idiot!â
Due to her sudden movements, my reaction was delayed, so I could only receive her.
She was so close to me that I could touch her golden hair, smell her scent and feel the warmth of her body.
Why would she do this?
For what reason did she embrace me?
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