Living Only For Myself: Make Those Who Hate Me Regret It

Chapter 295: "Don’t Laugh!

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Chapter 295: Chapter 295: "Don’t Laugh!

Fucking you to death... in bed...

Before Xu Su could even speak, Zhou Mochen added through gritted teeth, "I really can’t think about it. Fuck, if anyone fucking dares to touch you, I’ll kill them!"

Clearly, the hypothetical scenario had truly angered him. He slammed on the accelerator, sending the car flying forward, his knuckles turning white as he gripped the steering wheel. "If I really missed the sixteen-year-old you, it would be because I was a fucking idiot. But Xu Su, if you dared to fall in love with someone else, I could really bring myself to kill you."

In Zhou Mochen’s heart, Xu Su was the partner heaven had tailor-made for him, his own lost rib.

He had been a fucking idiot for not finding his own rib right away, but she absolutely could not be taken by someone else while he was searching.

Xu Su’s eyes widened. She had never heard him curse before. In two lifetimes combined, this was the first time she’d ever heard him use foul language. It was so strange.

In fact, Zhou Mochen himself couldn’t remember how many years it had been since he’d last cursed. Even in his most unrestrained teenage years, his temperament had been far more stable than that of his peers. He never angered easily, and few people dared to make him angry.

But now, the more he thought about this hypothetical, the angrier he became. The fury and fear that filled his chest came out of nowhere, as if there really had been a lifetime where he had truly lost her.

’They had only met after she already had another lover...’ 𝙛𝒓𝓮𝒆𝔀𝒆𝙗𝓷𝒐𝙫𝒆𝙡.𝒄𝓸𝓶

Zhou Mochen’s teeth audibly ground together. He suddenly cursed, "Useless!"

Xu Su was speechless.

’She was truly at a loss for words.’

She didn’t know who he was cursing. Seeing his livid face, Xu Su hesitated for a moment but still didn’t dare to ask, let alone provoke him further.

’He’s kind of scary. I’d better not provoke him...’

’He’s driving, after all.’

They sped all the way home.

For once, Xu Su behaved herself and didn’t tease him, quickly slipping into her room to wash up.

She leisurely washed herself from head to toe. When she came out of the bathroom, she saw Zhou Mochen sitting on her bed, shirtless, looking at some documents on a tablet. A glass of milk sat on the nightstand.

Hearing the door open, Zhou Mochen looked up at her dripping wet hair and raised an eyebrow. "Want me to blow-dry your hair for you?"

"...No need. You can keep working." Xu Su blow-dried her hair until it was half-dry, applied some hair oil, and then finished drying it completely before putting the hairdryer down.

Turning around, she saw he was still sitting on her bed, showing no signs of leaving. She couldn’t help but say, "I’m going to bed."

Without looking up, Zhou Mochen said, "Drink the milk before you sleep."

Xu Su was speechless again.

’Did he really not understand, or was he just pretending?’

Xu Su finished the milk, got into bed, and sat next to Zhou Mochen. She gave him a little push and said directly, "You should go back to your own room."

Zhou Mochen finally tore his eyes away from the tablet and looked at her with a smile. "Either you come over with me, or I’m staying here. Susu, you have to be reasonable. You can sleep in my bed, so I should be able to sleep in yours, right?"

"..." Xu Su fell silent. She felt his reasoning was so sound that there was simply no way to refute it.

’Forget it. If he wants to sleep here, fine. It’s not like we haven’t slept in the same bed before.’

Xu Su had just lain down when Zhou Mochen casually set his tablet aside, turned off the light, and lay down as well.

He pressed his whole body against her from behind, holding her tightly. His hot breath washed over the nape of her neck and her ear.

"Turn over, Susu. I want to kiss you."

The voice by her ear was deep and sexy. Xu Su’s throat went dry. She swallowed, thinking he was finally unable to hold back and was about to make his move.

Thinking about her three-day break, which should be enough time to rest, she didn’t plan on resisting and let him grip her shoulders and turn her over.

Her limbs were pinned by his, making it impossible to move. Xu Su was very obedient and didn’t struggle, letting him kiss and caress her for a long time.

In a daze of passion...

Xu Su tilted her head back, panting softly...

She waited and waited, but the next step never came. Growing impatient, she wrapped her arms around his neck, pressed her face against his, and rubbed against him in a silent plea.

’He was clearly already hard...’

Finally, Xu Su lost her patience. She saw clearly now that he had no intention of taking the next step at all!

’If he wasn’t going to do anything, why the hell was he teasing her so much!?’

His hand was still restlessly roaming over her back. Xu Su was completely furious now. She shoved his approaching face away. "No more kissing."

"What’s wrong?" Zhou Mochen’s voice was dangerously hoarse. He moved closer, coaxing her, "Be good, Susu. Just a little more kissing."

"...Kiss my ass!" Xu Su irritably shoved his whole body away, gritting her teeth. "You’re so impressive, you can hold it in. But I can’t take it, alright?"

If the light had been better, Zhou Mochen would have definitely seen the look of sexual frustration on her face.

Xu Su really had to admire him. The man’s self-control was incredible. If he said he wouldn’t do it, he really wouldn’t. Even when he was that pent-up, he could still hold back and absolutely refuse to cross the line.

It made her feel like some kind of shameless pervert with no self-control.

A muffled laugh came from the dark room.

"Don’t you laugh!" Xu Su’s face flushed red as she flew into a rage from embarrassment. "Zhou Mochen! If you laugh again, you’re never allowed to touch me again!"

’All that kissing and touching, and then he won’t even provide any release.’

’What’s the point of having a boyfriend like this!?’

Zhou Mochen looked up. In the darkness, his lips glistened faintly with moisture. He leaned down to kiss her.

Xu Su’s mind was already a complete mess, but she still remembered to turn her head away to dodge him.

"Don’t you want a taste?" Zhou Mochen’s voice was bewitching, his laugh raspy. "It’s sweet."

"...I don’t!" Xu Su cupped his face, took a sniff, and then mercilessly pushed him away. "Go brush your teeth."

’She was so not kissing him right now!’

Zhou Mochen squeezed her waist, chuckled again, and licked his lips as if savoring the taste before raising an eyebrow. "Not gonna. Be good, Susu. Give me a kiss."

They had just been so intimate. Xu Su’s mind was such a complete blank that she couldn’t refuse a second time before Zhou Mochen was cupping her face and kissing her.

Her hand, which had been clinging to his neck, was pulled away by him...

"Be good..." Zhou Mochen coaxed with a light laugh. "Help brother out this once."

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