Living Only For Myself: Make Those Who Hate Me Regret It

Chapter 299 - 298: I Have the Patience to Do Anything That Makes You Happy

Living Only For Myself: Make Those Who Hate Me Regret It

Chapter 299 - 298: I Have the Patience to Do Anything That Makes You Happy

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Chapter 299: Chapter 298: I Have the Patience to Do Anything That Makes You Happy

Zhou Mochen snorted. "You two kissed and hugged. Xu Su, are you trying to tell me he never got hard for you?"

"..." Xu Su fell completely silent.

’How was she supposed to deny that!’

’Why did he have to ask about such details!’

’Was he a masochist?’

At that moment, Xu Su was suddenly reminded of the skits from her past life, where the internet was much more developed, about wives interrogating their husbands about their exes...

Her silence made Zhou Mochen tilt his head and smile. He leaned close to her ear and asked softly, "Did you touch it? Did you ever get him off?"

’What kind of ridiculous questions were these!’

"No!" Xu Su snapped her head up and glared at him. "No! How many times do I have to say it for you to understand? I’ve only ever touched you, and only you!"

"Oh..." Zhou Mochen nodded. "So, why did you react like that just now?"

"..." Xu Su immediately thought of her reaction just now and felt an unspeakable grievance.

She hadn’t watched any explicit videos in this life, but she had sneaked a peek or two in her past life! 𝚏𝗿𝗲𝐞𝐰𝚎𝕓𝐧𝚘𝘃𝗲𝐥.𝐜𝚘𝕞

She may not have touched one, but she had definitely seen one!

Xu Su stammered, "The internet is a vast place... I accidentally glanced at some things. I’ve never seen another guy’s in real life, really. I’ve told you so much already, there’s no reason to lie to you about this."

"When did you watch that stuff? Where did you find it?" Zhou Mochen frowned, clearly not expecting that answer. "On your phone or the computer?"

"Can you please not ask for so many details!" Xu Su couldn’t keep up the lie, so she just pinched his waist in a fit of pique. "I have my privacy too, you know! Just assume I was watching it with the mindset of a student. What’s wrong with that? Am I not allowed to look?"

"No!" Zhou Mochen grabbed the nape of her neck, pulling her in front of him. He studied her features and said through gritted teeth, "Whatever you’re curious about, I’ll be the only one to teach you. Xu Su, don’t you ever get interested in that stuff again, and especially don’t watch that crap and then use it to compare with me!"

’Use it to compare with him...’

That was a complete injustice to Xu Su. Her lips twitched, and unable to hold back any longer, she retorted, "You mind me looking at other men, so you get to look at other women? Don’t tell me you’ve never watched!"

As she spoke, Xu Su could completely empathize with how Zhou Mochen felt. She looked up and glared at him. "So, do you compare me to the people in the videos too?"

Suddenly checkmated, Zhou Mochen was momentarily stunned for a rare change. Finally, he ruffled her hair in exasperation. "I’d have to be sick in the head to compare you to anyone else. And besides, I’ve never watched that stuff."

"???" Xu Su’s face was a mask of disbelief.

Her expression made him laugh in exasperation. He gave her a hard kiss before continuing, "I usually watch the real thing. And only twice, when I was young and curious."

"!!!" Xu Su’s eyes went wide as saucers. "You’ve actually seen a naked woman with your own eyes?"

"That was when I was in my teens. I was curious, so I went with Shen Chen and the others a couple of times. Don’t tell me you’re going to hold this against me too." Zhou Mochen watched her warily. "I would never compare you to anyone else. I don’t even remember what I saw back then, and I’ll never watch anything like that again. I won’t look at anything. I’ll only look at you, okay?"

From the look of him, he was clearly still traumatized by Xu Su’s possessiveness from before.

Last year, when Gu Yue accidentally saw him half-naked, Xu Su had been so angry she’d ignored him for days.

The memory still made Zhou Mochen shudder. He emphasized again, "I really don’t remember. I just thought it was pretty disgusting at the time and had absolutely no interest in that stuff. I only became enlightened after I met you. Susu, you have to believe me. From now on, I won’t even let other women hold my hand, how about that?"

"..." The rage that had filled Xu Su was completely extinguished by his combo attack, leaving only a lingering trace of indignation. She grumbled, "If you weren’t interested, why did you go twice!"

"Because after the first time, I was completely disgusted by it. The friends I went with all thought we just hadn’t found the right performers."

Zhou Mochen explained earnestly, "Later, they dragged me along one more time, but the result was the same. Susu, before I met you, I was practically a monk living a secular life. Don’t misunderstand me like this."

Xu Su pouted. She felt like arguing with him for a bit, but then decided against it. She just pushed him a little further away. "You guys really knew how to have fun, learning from a live broadcast."

"Let’s not talk about this anymore. From now on, let’s not bring up the past, okay?" Zhou Mochen smiled and leaned in, coaxing her, "Let’s turn that page for good. We’ll be together from now on, and neither of us will dwell on what happened before."

Her past with Xi Zirong, as well as their own history of rejection and resistance, of pursuit and coercion—it was all in the past now.

Zhou Mochen forced himself to ignore the images her words had conjured up and kissed Xu Su’s forehead. "My dear, what were you saying just now? That my kisses feel really good?"

He had clearly been holding back for a long time. His voice held a hint of a smile as he pressed closer...

Xu Su didn’t even have time to sigh with relief that Zhou Mochen had finally moved on from the matter of Xi Zirong before he pulled her under the covers.

Muffled whimpers sounded from the two-meter-wide bed.

It was the sound of words being smothered, mixed with something like a gasp for air.

Beneath the quilt, bulging shapes overlapped.

A short while later, a slender, long-fingered hand reached out from the edge of the bed as if trying to escape, only to be dragged back in by the waist the next second.

A small piece of fabric, which had just been put on not long ago, was tossed out from under the covers and landed carelessly on the floor.

~~~~~

The next day, Xu Su didn’t wake up until the sun was high in the sky.

Zhou Mochen, that love-struck fool, had woken up early but was in no hurry to get out of bed. He just propped his chin on his hand and lovingly admired her sleeping face.

And so, the first thing Xu Su saw when she opened her eyes was the half-naked handsome man beside her.

Instantly remembering last night’s events, she threw her arms around his neck, wrapped her legs around his waist, and pressed her entire body against his. Having finally regained some strength, she questioned him, "Where did you learn all those moves? Are you sure you haven’t seen any instructional videos?"

Both of them were stark naked. This skin-to-skin contact right after waking up made Zhou Mochen narrow his eyes, half in vexation and half in satisfaction.

He wrapped a hand around her waist, pulling her forcefully against him, and casually explained, "I’ve never lied to you. I really haven’t watched any. When it comes to this stuff, as long as a man likes someone, he’ll naturally learn everything. As long as it’s something that makes you happy, I have the patience to do it."

’As long as it’s something that makes you happy, I have the patience to do it...’

"What time is it?" Xu Su tilted her head up to kiss his chin, complaining petulantly, "I’m hungry."

Zhou Mochen raised an eyebrow. "If you get up and wash up now, you can make it just in time for lunch."

During the three-day break, aside from taking time on the first day to enjoy their sweet romance, Xu Su spent the remaining two days battling a sea of practice questions.

In order to maintain a good mindset for the exam, she didn’t dare to slack off at all.

University B was not easy to get into. Even though her scores from the past year were well above the cutoff, she was still worried about stumbling at the last minute.

Grandma Xu had specifically called, wanting to come to the city to be with her for the exam.

The old woman’s heart ached for her granddaughter. She thought about how the child had fallen out with her parents; for something as major as the college entrance exam, other students would have family there to see them off, while Xu Su would be entering the exam hall all alone. Just the thought of it was heartbreaking.

Xu Su, of course, refused. Her grandmother’s legs weren’t in great shape to begin with. She had suffered a lot when she was young, and now in her old age, she had high blood pressure. How could Xu Su bear to let the elderly woman make such a trip?

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