Living Only For Myself: Make Those Who Hate Me Regret It
Chapter 366 - 365: "Zhou Mochen! You’re Crazy!
Zhou Mochen grabbed her wrist, struggling for a moment. In the end, he was utterly helpless against her. He clasped her waist and rolled over, switching their positions.
As he patted her back, he couldn’t help but sigh. "Susu, why are you so delicate..."
"..." Xu Su didn’t have the energy to pay him any mind.
Once she’d recovered a bit of strength, she prepared to get off him. But just as she sat up, he grabbed her waist again, refusing to let her go.
He chuckled. "Do you think it’s polite to just leave now?"
.....
When they finished, Zhou Mochen wasn’t the least bit tired.
He brought her water, massaged her lower back, and held her close, gently asking if she was hungry or wanted something to eat.
"..." Xu Su had no desire to acknowledge him.
She pulled the covers around herself and lay on her side for a moment, mustering her strength before speaking. "I want to go back. I don’t want to spend the night here."
In her past life, even when she stayed at hotels, dedicated staff would prepare brand-new, completely safe and hygienic bedding for her.
But this bed... who knew how many people had slept in it? Who knew how many people had used these sheets and this duvet cover, or if the hotel even sanitized them properly?
Now that Xu Su had sobered up from her lust-addled state, she really couldn’t stand to lie there any longer.
She was used to being pampered, and she was a bit of a clean freak besides.
Zhou Mochen got up, pulled on his pants, and sat on the edge of the bed, his upper body bare. He looked at the exhausted girl bundled in the covers, his heart overflowing with affection. Unable to resist, he leaned down to kiss the spot between her eyebrows, tucking a sweat-dampened strand of hair behind her ear.
He chastised himself. "This was my fault."
’I should have insisted on going back to Chang City. I can’t believe I just went along with what she wanted, ending up in a place like this...’
Xu Su: "..."
No matter how unreasonable she might be, she couldn’t say this was his fault.
It was obviously her own fault.
’I was the one with pent-up desires. I was the one whose mind was clouded by lust.’
Tsk...
Xu Su reached up to cover her faintly trembling eyelids, a belated sense of shame washing over her.
’Now that I’ve calmed down, I can’t believe I was the one so eagerly tearing his clothes off just now.’
’It’s unbelievable!’
The girl’s hand covered the top half of her face, revealing only her small, pert nose, still glistening with a thin layer of sweat, and her slightly swollen lips...
Zhou Mochen watched her in silence, his gaze gradually deepening. The desire that had only just subsided was now roaring back to life.
Xu Su was completely oblivious to the danger until her wrist was seized. Zhou Mochen pulled her hand away from her face, pinned it above her head, and bent down to kiss her again.
Xu Su hadn’t expected him to be unwilling to let her go just yet. She let him kiss her, her eyes half-closed.
Until the man’s hand slipped under the covers...
Her eyes flew open and she hastily pushed him away. "Zhou Mochen! Are you insane?!"
’One second he’s going on and on about how he was wrong and they shouldn’t be fooling around in a place like this, and the next he’s ready to go again?’
’That wasn’t even the worst part. The worst part was...’ Xu Su gritted her teeth in frustration.
’Does this man not get tired? It’s ridiculous!’
Her strength was pitifully weak, so she couldn’t really stop him. But her protest was still effective against Zhou Mochen. He froze. As his reason slowly returned, he took a deep breath to cool his heated body. With a chagrined look, he released the girl in his arms and sat up.
He didn’t dare to look at Xu Su under the covers. ’I really am a beast,’ he silently cursed himself.
’The poor girl is already this exhausted, and not only am I not showing any consideration, I’m trying to... ’
The room fell into a brief silence.
Zhou Mochen waited until his breathing evened out before daring to look at her again. "I’m sorry, Susu. I didn’t mean to scare you."
He raised his hand as if to pat her head, his voice incredibly gentle.
As far as Xu Su was concerned, that apology was completely insincere.
Her eyelashes fluttered. She burrowed a little deeper into the covers, watching him timidly, unable to speak for a long moment.
Zhou Mochen’s hand froze in mid-air for a few seconds before he slowly pulled it back. He rubbed his nose, feeling utterly guilty under her gaze. "I really didn’t do it on purpose. I just can’t control myself. Xu Su, it feels like there’s an insatiable beast living inside me, and you’re the one who unleashed it."
’So you have to take responsibility for it...’
"So?" Xu Su caught his underlying meaning and her eyes snapped open. "Are you really planning to wear me to death? Have you ever heard the expression ’too much of a good thing’?"
’We came into this room a little before four in the afternoon, and it’s already nine at night.’
’In all those hours...’
Xu Su clutched the corner of the blanket, her fingertips trembling.
’Who even does that? It’s like he was eating his last meal.’
’No matter how much I might like it, I can’t handle that kind of intensity!’
"I know, don’t be scared..." Zhou Mochen was also deeply remorseful. He leaned over, held her tight, and placed a soft peck on her forehead. "We’ll stop."
A hand emerged from under the covers. Xu Su pointed to her wrist. "Look! You did this!" 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝘦𝘸𝑒𝒷𝓃ℴ𝑣𝘦𝑙.𝒸ℴ𝘮
A clear thumbprint was visible on her wrist. Zhou Mochen took her hand and blew on the mark tenderly. "How is your skin so delicate? I didn’t even use much force."
"Oh, so now you’re blaming me?" Xu Su cupped his face and warned him fiercely, "From now on, no more than twice. Got it?"
"Okay, whatever you say." Zhou Mochen readily agreed. "I’ll listen to you."
"..." Xu Su felt she could see right through him.
’When it comes to things this man says in bed, you can’t even trust the punctuation!’
Xu Su pushed him away, afraid things might get started again. "Put your clothes on."
Zhou Mochen had no objection, of course. Once he was fully dressed, he picked up Xu Su’s clothes. "Need some help?"
"I don’t need it!"
’If I really let him help me get dressed...’
Xu Su pointed at the door, her lips twisting into a pout. "Get out. I can do it myself."
Zhou Mochen cleared his throat. "Alright, I’m going."
He gathered her clothes from the floor and placed them on the bed. Not daring to provoke her further, he just said, "Call me if you need anything," and walked out.
Once the door was closed, Xu Su took a deep breath and got up to dress.
Dressed and ready to leave, her gaze inadvertently fell on the used condoms in the trash can. She froze...
She reached up to cover her scorching-hot face.
’Admit it,’ she told herself. ’You brought this on yourself.’
’You were the one so blinded by lust that you dragged him here to get a room. The moment you walked through that door, you should have been prepared for the possibility of not being able to get out of bed.’
’At least you still have enough strength to go home.’
Thinking like this, Xu Su somehow felt that Zhou Mochen had actually shown a great deal of restraint...
When she opened the door and saw him casually leaning against the wall, the last of her complaints evaporated.
’So what if I’m a little tired? It’s not a big deal. It’s not like I didn’t enjoy it, too.’
Zhou Mochen studied her for a moment before asking cautiously, "Hungry?"
Xu Su hummed her assent and pulled him toward the elevator. "Let’s grab a bite before we head back."
’After burning all those calories, of course I’m hungry!’
’My stomach has been growling for ages.’
Too lazy to look for another spot, they simply had a quick dinner downstairs in the hotel.
On the drive back, Xu Su was lethargic. She wanted to sleep but couldn’t, so she just turned her head to watch Zhou Mochen in the driver’s seat.
Perhaps it was true that beauty is in the eye of the beholder. To her, even the casual way he handled the steering wheel seemed to exude a relaxed, easygoing charm that made him uniquely handsome.
’He’s seducing me every single moment...’