MTL - Borrowing a Kiss-Chapter 50 hug me

The author has something to say: I will no longer stop at important places in the future. Today’s rehabilitation is a pain. But no matter what, our concubine Cen Guifei was finally sealed today, and she succeeded in the upper position~

Sorry, I did not choose you.

No matter when this sentence appears, it has a heartbreaking taste. The person who was abandoned has been declared the end. No amount of apology can make up for the regret.

But Liang Muqiu looked at Cen Nan, but subconsciously clenched Cen Nan's hand.

He remembered the cemetery he had seen on Cen Nan's ins. In the deserted and lonely woods, under the white marble tombstone, the relatives who raised Cen Nan were buried.

He could hardly imagine how painful Cen Nan must have been at that time.

Abandoned the relatives he got in exchange, but in the end what Cen Nan got, relatives and lovers, he did not keep anyone.

He went to the United States alone, and finally came back alone. Chicago gave him nothing but a mess.

Liang Muqiu didn't know what to say, her throat was like a ball of cotton, and she couldn't tell what it was like.

He was so dazed he didn't even know who to blame.

It wasn't that he didn't think about the reason why Cen Nan abandoned him, and it wasn't that he didn't guess that there was a barrier from Cen Nan's family, but he didn't expect that it was also mixed with the death of Cen Nan's relatives.

In the past seven years, he tossed and turned for an answer.

He never believed that he was in love with the wrong person, but he could not get a relief and could only deceive himself and forget.

Now, he finally knows.

But this answer is too heavy, it seems that these love entanglements with Cen Nan have become light.

He finally whispered, "Then why didn't you tell me?"

There are so many last resorts, why do you hide it from me.

His voice trembled a little, "Tell me, I can wait, I can accompany you, I don't care if you can't come out of the closet, I'll wait for you if you can't go back to the country, it doesn't matter if you don't see the light, Cen Nan ,I do not care!"

This sentence was very low, but it seemed to grow out of his throat. He really doesn't care, as long as the person in front of him still belongs to him, he is not afraid of any difficulties.

Cennan didn't give him a chance to choose.

Cen Nan single-handedly arranged the ending for him, said the most heartless words, gave him the coldest breakup, and let him go to start a new life.

He murmured, "I still remember what you said when you broke up with me, let me live the life I want, don't waste time on you. But Cen Nan... Why don't you think about it, without you, life is not what I want?"

The cigarette in Cen Nan's hand burned to the end, almost hot, but he didn't feel it.

Liang Muqiu's every word today hit him like a bullet, and he was speechless.

When he was still in the United States, he guarded his grandmother who had just undergone surgery and watched the young couple pass by the garden of the hospital.

He secretly took Qiuqiu to the church to get married, only God knows the priest knows, they are a pair of wild mandarin ducks.

He also knew that if he told Liang Muqiu what he was facing, his stupid Qiuqiu would wait for him without reservation, come across the sea to see him, willing to let him see the light A lover who steals a kiss in the dark is satisfied.

But why does Liang Muqiu want to accompany him to live such a life?

Liang Muqiu was only twenty years old that year, beautiful, talented and likable. His life has just begun, and some people want to pursue him, take care of him, and hold him to the sky.

And he can't give anything.

Liang Muqiu was with him, except for the targeting of his parents, he could not get anything.

He had nothing at that time, and it was easy to steal Liang Muqiu to get married, but after that, what did he do to protect him, his parents who became famous in China wanted to get one who was still studying Liang Muqiu, it was easier than squeezing an ant to death.

So he thought, just be a good person for once, just let go and let Liang Muqiu go on the road without him.

Unfortunately, he failed.

Six years later, Liang Muqiu had no choice.

Innumerable days and nights, he inquired about Liang Muqiu through Ren Qihan and knew that Liang Muqiu was still alone and did not fall in love with anyone.

In the end, he still can't be a gentleman.

Even now.

Cen Nan took his last puff, the smell of nicotine really made him sober a lot, then he threw away the cigarette in his hand, and the cigarette **** fell into the ashtray in the shape of a small pumpkin, which is also Liang Muqiu chose it.

He took a step back and half-kneeled on the ground, as if in a marriage proposal.

He looked at Liang Muqiu from looking down to looking up.

"You're right, I shouldn't hide everything from you, if I knew you were waiting for me in the end, then I should have stolen you to Chicago to get married six years ago, Cen Nan took Liang Muqiu's hand and admitted his mistakes for so many years, "I'm a dictator, a coward, self-righteous, and regardless of your opinion, I arranged the ending for you on my own, but I didn't ask you if you wanted to accept it."

Liang Muqiu looked at Cen Nan dumbfounded, wondering if he had suddenly gone crazy.

Cen Nan is of course not crazy, he feels calmer than ever before.

He asked Liang Muqiu, "Qiuqiu, I have many, many shortcomings, I am not good enough, many bad things have happened to me, and I am no longer the person you loved when you were eighteen years old. . Would you still want me?"

To be so bad, I almost died once.

Liang Muqiu's heart stopped for a moment when asked.

Want it?

He was also asking himself.

He stared at Cen Nan in a daze. He has loved this person since he was eighteen years old. He has only been in this world for twenty-eight years, and he has spent half his life entangled with him.

If it was the first year of the breakup, if Cen Nan asked him like this, he would definitely put Cen Nan's heart on the ground and smash it.

In the second year of the breakup, he will definitely let Cen Nan go away.

In the third year, he will hold back for a long time before agreeing.

And now, it has been seven years since they parted at the airport.

He just wants Cen Nan back.

He doesn't have the next seven years to waste.

After thinking for a long time, Liang Muqiu said, "I won't forgive you, you are too annoying."

Cen Nan was stunned, his heart throbbing with fingertips.

But he soon heard the next sentence.

"But if you say you love me, I can reply to you, I love you too."

When Liang Muqiu said these words, the composure that he forced himself to maintain was still shattered.

He turned into a high school student who was full of love and hurriedly grabbed the corner of Cen Nan's clothes in school.

When he left, Cen Nan said that he was going to give him roses when he came back. He received the roses, and this long-overdue person should also belong to him.

He opened his hand to Cen Nan on the bed. Seeing that Cen Nan was still there, he cried out in grievance, "Why don't you hug me?"

Hug me, after these seven long years, hug me.

I really waited for you for a long time, but as long as you love me, we can write it off.

Cen Nan woke up from a dream and hugged him tightly.

"I love you." He said in a hoarse voice, "I love you, no matter how many times you have to listen to it, I will say it, for a lifetime, and for the next life."