My Dominant Contract Husband Won't Let Me Go-Chapter 589: I Won’t Stand Still Waiting for You (1)

Yes, there are many ways to make amends... But, what way is there to save a person who doesn’t want to live? What way is there to compensate for the two lives she owes Cheng Ziyang, and... these six years of feelings?

How many six years does a lifetime have?

Ziyang poured all his emotions into her, never with any complaint or regret. At the brink of life and death, he didn’t even think twice about exchanging his life for hers.

She has already been selfish once, and precisely because of her selfishness, it led to today’s situation. How can she be selfish a second time?

Can she ignore Ziyang’s life, ignore Mrs. Cheng, and also ignore her father?

Being selfish once more, who else will she hurt? She doesn’t dare to imagine, nor does she dare to face it.

"I’m sorry... Gu Ningyi, I’m sorry..."

Tears fell one by one, sliding down her cheeks, landing on his arm. The moment they fell, they were scorching, but quickly turned ice-cold, seeping into his skin, chilling his heart.

Gu Ningyi curled his lips and let out a low laugh. He slowly released her from his embrace, his steps even staggering back two steps, bumping against the edge of the table.

The candlelight burning on the table flickered violently, one of the flames suddenly extinguished, leaving only a wisp of smoke, as if it were foretelling that their rekindled feelings would only have a moment of brilliance.

So these days, it was really just a beautiful dream of his, beginning and ending exactly the same.

At that time, he shouldn’t have believed in the words ’dreams come true’.

In this world, where is there truly a dream come true?

Just one lie after another woven by reality.

Did she say she loved him?

But she still easily gave him up.

"Dong Xin Yan, in my heart, you are the most important. But in your heart, I’m still no match for Cheng Ziyang, no match for your six years of feelings, am I?"

It’s not like that, it’s not like that.

How much Dong Xin Yan longed to turn around and scream at him, how much she wanted to tell him how difficult and painful this decision was.

Once she was forced to give him up, it was enough to tear her apart.

If she could, how could she bear to give him up a second time? How could she bear to hurt him a second time?

But she really has no way, she really has no way anymore.

She once wanted to surprise him, she once wanted to tell him she and Cheng Ziyang had thoroughly parted ways, that she would try her best to be happy with him.

Unfortunately, she no longer has the chance to tell him.

Her hands hanging by her sides clenched tightly, she suddenly raised her hand, bit into her fist with all her might, using all her strength to not let herself cry out, almost biting deep marks into the back of her hand before she forced herself to speak, "Yes, you can’t compare. I love you, but the person I loved is the past you, and these six years, the person I love is Ziyang."

"Recently, because my memory suddenly recovered, I was confused, I was lost, I was influenced by past feelings, which led to my wrong judgment in love, until... Ziyang saved me, hovering between life and death, at that moment, I finally saw my heart clearly, I am still in love with Ziyang, you... are just a past I missed..."

You are just a past I missed...

What a cruel line.

Even knowing that her harsh words are false, it’s still hurtful enough.