My Dominant Contract Husband Won't Let Me Go-Chapter 590: I Won’t Stand Still Waiting for You (2)
Gu Ningyi slightly lowered his eyes, his long eyelashes trembling lightly. After a moment, they slowly became damp with water droplets. His eyelids fell, hiding the emotions in his eyes, but his hands were tightly clenched, the veins on the back of his hands standing out fiercely.
His hands unconsciously gripped the edge of the table, fingertips turning pale, his voice hoarse to the extreme, "Dong Xin Yan, you need to think clearly. If you give up this time, perhaps we will truly have no more chances. I cannot always stand in the same place waiting for you."
Once, he couldn’t have her, and he was desperate. At that time, no matter how painful, for her happiness, he was willing to let go.
But then, in his desperate situation, he was allowed to gain and lose her again.
And the result was in just an instant, gaining and losing again... This was a hundred, a thousand times more painful than never having her at all. 𝙛𝓻𝒆𝒆𝒘𝙚𝓫𝙣𝙤𝒗𝙚𝓵.𝙘𝙤𝙢
Once he stood in the same place, waiting for her for six years, he couldn’t find her, yet he remained unwavered, willing to spend half his life wandering hesitantly, just to guard the love in his heart.
But she clearly loves him...
She loves him, yet she chose someone else.
What reason does he have to continue staying in the same place waiting for her?
No one can be hurt over and over again without feeling anything. His heart is made of flesh and blood, not steel, not unbreakable.
Gu Ningyi forced himself to stand upright, a few steps away, looking at the woman in front of him who always had her back to him, looking at her endlessly trembling, slender figure, his thin lips parting, word by word, "Dong Xin Yan, you say you’ve been with Cheng Ziyang for six years, but I’ve also waited for you for six years, so you must think clearly, think it through! I won’t stand in the same place waiting for you for a lifetime."
I won’t stand in the same place waiting for you anymore.
This short sentence turned into a sharp blade, piercing deeply into her heart, causing Dong Xin Yan’s entire body to tremble violently, nearly unable to stand.
This ending is what she wanted.
Since she chose to return to Ziyang, to spend the rest of her life repaying her debt to him, repaying those six years of feelings, then Gu Ningyi’s letting go is the best ending for her.
He let go, so he won’t be in pain, won’t be troubled by her. He might even meet a better girl, someone who purely loves him, unlike her, burdened with so much, bearing so much.
How nice, how nice this is.
But why is she still so sad, why does her heart still hurt so much, feeling like she is about to suffocate? She suddenly covered her face with her hands, yet tears still seeped through her fingers. She crouched powerlessly to the ground, so sorrowful, yet so repressed.
Gu Ningyi waited and waited, waiting for the girl in front of him to say something, waiting for her to regret her decision, but she wept so heartbreakingly, her voice blocked by sobs, yet she never said the answer he wanted to hear.
He understood, he truly understood.
Her love for him could never withstand her recklessness.
What she said wasn’t wrong. In these six years, he kept moving forward, his feelings for her growing deeper with each passing day. But as for her, her feelings for him remained six years ago.
Not only were their times unmatched, even their love was out of sync.
And love, isn’t just about one person’s persistence... enough to hold on.
He persisted for six years, persisted to this moment, truly tired...
In the cabin, silence reigned like death. No one knew how long it lasted before Gu Ningyi raised his hand, slowly wiping his face.
